Beast in... Make a move, before they make act - part 1
When I enter the room, the light was on and the environment quiet, hoping to find him awake and ask out why he had kept quiet at dinner and returned quickly to his room after his shower. I walked towards the bed, realizing immediately that he was holding a book while sleep, it took some work to get it out of the way, but with a little effort I took it out and placed it on the table next to bed, then i turn off the lights.
Strangely he remained quiet all night, no fun moments happened, nothing. I usually attacked him in the middle of the night waiting for something to happen, and nothing on this night. For some reason he remained quiet, his breath light, his heartbeat calm, and yes, now I was practically lying on his chest, it was quite normal of me to do this sort of thing, I got up slowly and lay down beside him, keeping my sight on his calm face during sleep, my tail started to act and got up going towards his face, swung lightly over his nose, no reaction came, sad.
Something told me, the answers to most of my questions were related to that book, but with the situation the way it was and the feeling of tiredness overtaking me, I left to worry about it in the next morning, after all, if i make him get up earlier than normal, I could certainly get him to talk about it. I always managed to be persuasive with him, keeping my real intentions hidden in this cuteness layer, making him speak would be pretty easy, my soft voice would surely make the job quite easy.
The sunlight began to enter through the window, through the curtain and touching our faces, while he moaned and turned, i end up waking up half disoriented, I looked around and confirmed where I was, as always i sleept with him, lucky idiot, I really liked him, shoocking him gently, receiving a slight grunt in return, he turned around and slowly woke up disoriented, his face was a mess, an expression of sleep mixed with irritation, and a small trace of happyness.
"Mornin'", my voice came out friendly, which caught his attention, staring at me for a few seconds, taking the cell phone from the table next to the bed, revealing the time, it seemed we had three hours of sleep ahead, he sat on the bed and remained in silence, seeming to put the thoughts in order, I leaned slowly, put my head on his right shoulder, he usually had a negative reaction, would try to pull away and keep distance, but it was not what happened this time, he stood there without moving, as if he was enjoying the proximity and had no fear to admit, something was wrong with him, it was not the same rito that had gone to sleep last night, it was someone else there, a different person, there was no usual shame or fear, just calm and serenity.
"Sleep well?", I whispered waiting for an answer, he nodded, the movement told me it had been a confirmation, he remained quiet, and then his voice came out rough, it was expected, after all he had awakened shortly, I change my position, sitting in a normal way by his side, keeping our shoulders close.
"So, why so early? any special reason?", he kept looking at me, I'm sure he's not himself, he usually could not read my intentions so easy, he could'nt have changed so much in a few hours, it was scary, I pulled away a little, his body language remained the same, waiting for a response from me, silence fall into the room. I pulled away a little more, my back against the wall and slowly he approached me, his face a few inches from mine.
"I alredy know what you want... Know why, right?", as I had thought before, he read me perfectly as if I were a book, and for the first time in a long time somebody left me silent and without reaction, I was silent, but the expression on my face he already had read, and opened a smile, his hand went to my head and ruffled my hair a little, now a little of the 'old' he appeared, very lightly, then he stood up and still looking at me, opened the bedroom door and left.
More questions still lingered in my head, he seemed to have suffered something in his dream or something like that, he seemed to have been free about something, as if he had discovered something that would answer him some question or even something that made him happy, getting up did the same thing and went after him, after all, I still had not received my answer, and even though I already knew that I would'nt be able to pull anything from him, I had to pry and do my best to get that feeling of helplessness that filled me in the onslaught he had made against myself.
Searching for the whole house, I found him sitting in the back, with the glass door behind him closed and staring into nowhere, I stood still for few seconds and opened the door, only to be announced by the noise It made as ran from one side to the other, he did not react, and continued quietly taking advantage of the silence, my voice left my mouth silently, almost like a whisper.
"What are you going to do now?" I asked without much hope of getting an answer, and for half a minute he looked in my direction, with a different look from everything I had seen in him, mystery, this was written on his face, and then he waved his hand to sit beside her, half-afraid I approached and sat down beside him.
"I'll stay at home the next few days, so it seems I have a lot of reading to do, there is something interesting in that book, some things need to change and i will make them do so .", He spoke in a low voice, then looked directly at me and smiled, something told me that much was going to end up changing, now if for better or worse was the doubt that would be answered with time, a familiar voice took our attention, we turned at the same time and my sister was there watching, so it seemed she was accompanied by the others and said between yawns said to come and eat, and with that my time with him was exhausted at that moment.