I think the person I got the most along with was Two-bit, he introduced me to Mickey Mouse and chocolate cake with beer. Soda was the second, He helped me get a job at the Gas Station and I got enough money to buy some clothing that fit. Every night, I lay up on the roof and just watch the stars, once in a while you catch a flying star, and sometimes I would wish to gain my memory back. Two-bit sometimes joined me, we wouldn't talk. We would just lay there, in silence and watch the stars. Every day, I went to work. Every day I gained for things in my life. Maybe I was doing more now, that I did in the past. What if, my past life was a waste, what if I was someone that had no life and now I did.
" Do you even remember, how you where?" Asked Two-bit, it was one of those nights, we where laying on the roof, and for the first time in a few days he talked.
" No, I only remember I have two parents.. The doctors told me so Its not really remembering.." I said, it was the truth.
" That.. I wouldn't want that to happen to me.." He mumbles and glances at me sideways, I smile faintly and close my eyes.
" Why are you still single?" I ask him, maybe its too soon, but I mean look at him. He's so sweet and funny, and he must have a girlfriend.
" I don't know.." He says, shrugging his shoulders. I caught Him off surprise cause he sat up just to look at me. I smiled and just closed my eyes again.
" Well, anybody with a right mind. Wouldn't turn you down.." I whisper, putting my arms behind my head, I can still tell he's looking at me.

"Susi!" A familiar voice yells for her. She turns spotting a boy with dark hair and the eyes to match, she smiles and starts to run toward the boy who called her out earlier.
" Where are we going?" she asks him as he pulls her across the small forest, feeling bushes and branches hitting across her legs and arms.
" You'll see!" He yells, he stops at the top of a mountain and she walks slowly, to stand next to him. He smiles at her and gives her light peck on the cheek. ' We'll be best friends for ever and this will be our spot..' He says, and by the way they both look they are about twelve.
" Promise nothing will ever get between us?" She says, holding out her pinky as they swear and vow to be best friends forever.
" Promise.." He mumbles and they both smile at each other.

"Susi..Susi, get up!" Yells another voice, not like the boys. I was dreaming again, I had those dreams a lot lately and sometimes I remember them and sometimes I don't.
" Two-bit?" I mumble. Clearly its him cause I can smell the beer that has never dissapeared from his jacket, since the day I've met him.
" Yeah, now get up. Ginger.." He said with a chuckle, he sounds tired. I slowly open my eyes, as I find myself laying down on the roof, and Two-bit is jumping down.
" Ginger.." I mumble and jump down after him. He shakes his head slowly and realises he's late for something as he grabs his car keys from his jacket and runs off to his car.
" I have to go, I'll see you later!" He yells, and drives off. I shrug my shoulders, rubbing my arms. I forgot my jacket again, that is smart.
I walk inside slowly, everybody sitting at the kitchen table, Including the Dally The Menice Winston, who I wish could get that I have done nothing to him and that he shouldn't be such a lil shit about everything.
" Hay, where have you been?" Asks Darry, and I knew that Two-bit would probably say something about when he gets back.

" The roof, I starts hanging there.." I say, flopping down on the couch. I know Dallas is about to say something snappy about it, so I just wait.
" You havn't fallen off yet?" He says, playing cards with Steve and Soda. Everybody turns silent and gives me the -Watcha-gonna-do-about-it- Look.
" You havn't gotten to jail yet?" I say, crossing my arms. Oh Susi you're so good at comebacks, I say to myself and raising an eyebrow.
" Oh I'm going there.." He snaps, giving me a dirty look. Why does he hate me so much, I think again. I growl and narrow my eyes.
" the only place you're going is the hospital if you don't knock off your snarky attitude!" I shout, running out the door.

God, I really hate that guy. I can never see myself going out with garbage like that, why can't they be all like Two-bit or sweet Soda. Shy like Johnny or Creative like Pony, strong like Darry. No he's just a jerk with a tude and luckily I never want anything to do with him.
" Hay stranger.." Says a voice, I blink looking around and all I see isa man sitting on a park bench, his blond hair curling onto his face. He doesn't look that old, about in his late twenties, His blue eyes, look nice enough to start a conversation with anybody.
" Hi..." I mumble, looking around. I never really had a conversation with someone outside the gas station or The Curtis home.
" Its me, Jonathan.." He says and I really don't know who he is. He seems dissapointed, maybe he knows something about me.
" I've been in a car crash.. I have Amnesia.. I don't remember anything.." I say, sitting down beside him and his face lights up a bit.
" Well, then...My name is Jonathan..I used to be your neighbor.. Its true, I havn't seen you in a while..." He says, giving me a smile.
" Do you know anything about me?" I asked, narrowing my eyes. I mean maybe he knows something about me and I can maybe remember.

He smiles at me and gives me a wink, I shrug and look around.
" You where bright, very bright. Smart even, you where so nice. You'd help me with my guarden and you'd babysit my baby Marcel. He loved you, a lot of kids looked up to you, one day you just went missing. As the same for your parents..." He says, and looks down. He really looks sad, maybe I was a lost.
" Anything else?" I ask, raising my eyebrows.
" Maybe, You where a student of mine. Classroom... you where in my science and math classe, you have an older brother name Tyler and he died when you where about ten. He was your idol, you wrote a speech about him when you where about thirteen and then you left the school.." He says. An older brother huh.
" Do you know how he died?" I ask, how does he know so much about me. Maybe I was friends with this a guy sometime in my life.
" Nobody really knows...Your parents wouldn't talk about it much.." He says, giving me a sincere look. I look down and he knows so much, I don't want to live, but I have to head to work.
" Can you meet me here tomorrow?" I ask. He nods, I get up and sprint away, I turn slowly to see him still sitting there. ' How old are you!?" I yell back.
" Fourty!" He looks young for a fourty. He looks really young.