This is just a mini chapter, sorry if it seems out of placed. Had this idea of a RP so thanks to those who did role plays. Eh it seems a bit rushed, but at least it follows the plot still, the next chapter is a bit longer.
Chapter 2- Circus Monstrous
Gamzee always dreamed of himself being something else than… human. He would see himself with his friends in another form, him laughing and having a good time. He would also see the blood everywhere, the rainbow splattered. Gamzee would always scream for him to stop, but he wouldn't listen; he sat there, watching himself rip through everyone, and … that kid. That kid was there, Tavros. He would always be the second to last one he killed. He watched himself countless times rip the poor souls apart and keep certain body parts as a reward.
Gamzee sat in a dim lit room, computer in hand.
CG: OH GOG… GAMZEE PLEASE.
TC: IM GOING TO KILL, ALL YOU MOTHER FUCKERS!
TC: HONK.
CG: GAMZEE NO.
Gamzee believed in these mirthful messiahs. They were both him, he came to realize… and also he came to realize he was a murderer.
"I've been kicking the shit on the wicked ignorance brother…-this is who I am meant to be… all…along."
Gamzee woke from one of his dreams again, a cold sweat. He looked around anxiously for nothing particular. He tried to ease himself to sleep, but a nagging filled his head. It started out as a low buzz then that grew louder, into a voice.
'Get the fuck up'
He froze.
"Go away!" Gamzee held his hands to his head, those voices were back again. Those angry, murderous voices trying to tempt him to do that shit again…. That... horrible... thing. He didn't want to go back, he wanted to be left alone, with his friends and actually enjoy the life he had.
This better life.
'I said get the mother fuck up, mother fucker.'
Griping harder, his nails digged into his head, causing minor cuts. He made his way towards the door, hand reaching for the knob. It was the last thing he remembered before blacking out.
"Oh fuck oh fuck…fuck… GOGDAMNIT!"
Karkat kneeled down to his friend on the floor. It was about morning, and it was time to check on the idiot to see if he was still alive. He was, just on the fucking floor again, but that wasn't something to ignore. He wasn't high as usual, so shit almost hit the fan.
"Gamzee get your clown ass up and tell me what happened!"
No answer.
"Bro, maybe he just collapsed from… I don't know… being TIRED?"
Karkat glared at Dave, but not before getting in his face.
"ARE YOU SAYING I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MY FUCKING FRIEND STRIDER? THE FUCK MAKES YOU THINK YOU KNOW IT ALL, LAST TIME I CHECKED YOUR SHITEATING SLEF DOESN'T FUCK AROUNF WITH GAMZEE."
Dave opened up his mouth to lay some 'sick burns', but closed it due to a low cough. Both he and Karkat turned to see Tavros, and Nepeta.
"Uh… you guys what's going-.. Gamzee?" His voice pitched a bit at the name.
"Yo Tav, your friend here just didn't make it to the couch, he's all right."
"AGAIN YOU FUCKING-"
Dave quickly shoved a pillow into Karkat's face.
"Sorry bro… I can hear you; you got something in your mouth. You know, it's not nice to talk with your mouth full. Your diet is... not normal either. But hey, you like pillows, it's your thing."
Karkat failed his arms and managed to scratch Dave's face. The said boy touched a hand to his wound and tilted his glasses downward.
"Come at me bro." He gestured his hand. Karkat threw the pillow down, and lunged.
"YOU FUCKING- MHPPFFFF!"
Gamzee was still on the floor.
Tavros let out a breath he didn't know he was holding; he silently thanked Gamzee for being lazy. It had saved Karkat and Dave from fighting, and probably tearing apart the shabby apartment.
"Ow… cant a brother catch some Z's without someone up and disturbing him?"
"GAMZEE!"
The man looked up and gave a lazy smile.
"Hey mother fucking best friend, how's it going?" Karkat scowled and made his way to another room.
Gamzee blinked. "What I do?"
Nepeta giggled and Tavros nervously smiled.
"Silly, you were on the floor. You must have passed out!" Nepeta helped Gamzee back onto the couch and sat down next to him.
"Or he must have fucking lost his shit and decided to crash on the floor."
Gamzee's gaze went cold.
"What was that mother fucker?"
Sensing the tension, Nepeta quickly grabbed Dave and lead him to the door. "Tavros do you mind staying with Gamzee? Karkitty is here, so you don't need to worry about taking care of anything."
She gave a small bye before leaving, dragging Dave.
The door shut with soft click, Tavros then turned to face Gamzee.
"Uh.. Did you have a bad dream or something…?" Gamzee's face seemed to light up upon remembering what happened, but soon faded.
"Yeah Tav bro… but it's nothing… I don't even tell that mother fucker in there about them that much. He knows them, but not all the mother fucking details." Gamzee pointed to the room that Karkat seemed to be in.
"You can tell me.. If you uh want to that is… I'm a good listener... better than talking."
Gamzee let out a content sigh.
"Alright…. Let's have a feelings jam." Gamzee smiled and he wheeled Tavros into his room. Tavros blushed at that. He only allowed Nepeta to do this, but... he didn't mind Gamzee doing it, it felt…. Rather comforting.
That smile even comforted Tavros more; he didn't know that smile wasn't just any smile.
Gamzee's grip tightened on the bars as she strolled Tavros.
Ugh... this is short, but the next wont be.
The update is in 8 Days for the next chapter.