A/N: Again I own nothing but my characters.

SPOV

Beep, beep, beep. I groan burying my head deeper into my pillow. I feel a arm wrap around my waist and soft lips press against my bare shoulder. Then the same lips against my ear, a soft voice whispers, "Rise and shine princess. Time for you to get ready for work." I smile and lift my head. Smacking the alarm quiet. Then I turn my attention to those brown eyes. Not caramel brown that I crave more of a dark chocolate. Carmen reminds me so much of Ashley. Her hair is darker than Ashley's. She doesn't crinkle her nose when she smiles, but other than that shes like Ash...

I'm brought outta my thoughts of my ex by a soft touch to my cheek, "you ok sweetie?" I kiss her nose and gets up. Walking to my closet to get dressed. "Yeah baby, I'm just tired. You know me, I'm not a morning person." Turning around and gets dressed. I smile and lean back when I feel her wrap her arms around my waist. "Well you better wake up by tonight Spence. I've got a surprise for you for our one year." Shit, out one year is today I totally forgot. I turn around in her arms and kisses her softly. Playing it off like I didn't forget.

"If you tell me what it is I'll make love to you tonight." She just smiles and shakes her head, not giving in. "I'll just have to take my chances baby. You have to wait till tonight." With that she kisses me and walks to the shower. I just stand there for awhile until I notice I'm gonna be late for the shoot. I run out to my car and drives to the beach thinking about two things, its been 2 years, 5 months, 1 week, 4 days, and 2 hours since I last saw Ash and thoughts of what Carmen is planning.

NO POV

Meanwhile, across LA theres a girl in a cemetery. Kneeling down next to a grave with her head against the tombstone. As another girl stands a few feet away. They are both visibly crying, painfully mourning the loss of their loved one.

APOV

I keep my eyes closed as I feel the cool rock against my forehead. Kyla and I decided that we should come see our dad. "I still cant believe that your gone. That you wont ever get to see me play. I miss you so much daddy. I'm so lost without you." I start sobbing. My dad died in a car crash almost 4 years ago. Back when I was in high school. Spencer was there for me through the whole thing. Even when I pushed her away she was right there and never gave up on me. I wish she was here right now. I really need her more than ever. Shes the only thing that can put my life back together. The one who keeps me living when all I wanna do is die. I sit down and pulls my knees to my chest and Kyla kneels behind me. Wrapping me in her arms as i just sit here and cry. I feel her tears on my shoulder as I finally start to calm down. My hand trembles as I reach out and softly touches the tombstone. Feeling its smooth texture beneath my fingertips. My dad is the only reason I do music. The only reason my pen stays to the paper.

I wipe my eyes and gets up. Kissing the stone on my way up whispering, "I love you daddy, so much." I look down at Kyla then at the beach. "I'm gonna go for a walk at the beach. I'll see you later." I start to walk off until i feel her hand grabbing my wrist. Smiles softly as I look back at her and she smiles through her silent tears. "Alright Ash. Just be careful. I love you." Smiles and nods laughing a little "You know me. I'm always safe. I love you too." She lets go of my wrist and i walk off. Down the hill, past the car towards downtown. Headed to the beach.

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