Bella P.o.V.

I sat in school and was bored. It was just a normal school day but all day I had the feeling that something was going to happen. If it was good or bad I couldn't tell. The worst was that I had no one with whom I could talk about it. Alice was gone, Jasper couldn't feel anymore what I felt. Again I felt like my heart heart was ripped out of my chest. Tears weld up in my eyes but I didn't allow myself to cry in school. I took a deep breath and concentrated on Jessica. She didn't speak with me since Edward was gone. Because Angela was here it was the only reason why I had the possibility to hear what Jessica was telling Mike and my other friends.

"I planned a trip to La Push" she said with a big smile on her face. Mike looked over to me. I frowned but didn't say a thing. The last thing I remembered was that he was in a happy relationship with talkative Jessica.

"When did you plan to go?" he asked his girlfriend with hesitation.

"On the weekend, you know? I heard the weather should get better" she flashed him a smile. I nodded. That was the same thing I heard. I wasn't really happy about that. Warm weather in Forks was as pleasant as being imprisoned with a poisonous snake in one room. All I did on these few days in a whole year was having a headache and crying that it should rain again.

"Bella? Would you like to join us?" I heard the question. As I looked up I saw Mike grinning towards me. Was he the one who asked me?

"Excuse me, I haven't listen. What was the topic?"

When I looked to Jessica, it was almost clear that Mike asked me to go to La Push with them.

"I asked if you would join us on our trip to La Push" her boyfriend explained slowly.

"Oh" escaped my mouth. "Well, thank you very much for inviting me but I think I would prefer to stay at home. You know, I have a problem with the strange warmth here."

My former friend shot me happy glance which told me I made the right decision. Just when Mike tried to change my mind the bell rang. I never was that happy to hear it as I was right now. I stood up and left the room together with Angela.

"Should I stay? We could watch a movie at my house. Then you aren't lonely" Angela started the conversation.

"Oh, Angela, that is really nice of you but... This are days you don't want to go through with me. I am a terrible person when I have headache."

The girl beside me laughed but nodded. The rest of the day went by without anyone asking me if I would join them in La Push.

After Edward left me there was one other reason why I wouldn't go to La Push anymore. I knew about the shape shifters but they were never the less not happy to see me. Jake was a big help to ground me again but after he changed for the first time the contact broke apart. I understood though that they didn't want any contact with me. I was the girl who fell in love with a vampire after all.

When I arrived home Charlie wasn't there but a message that it would be late tonight. He was in charge for the emergencies at night this week. I blinked. The last time he had charge of this service I was two, I think. Mom told me that he as the chief had not often charge of it.

I shrugged and cooked me dinner. I put Charlie his dinner in the microwave and went upstairs to do my homework. While I did them I started the antique, like I started to call the computer in my room. It was one of the oldest models. It did its job though.

Softly I smiled as I read the mail of mom. Quickly I answered so that she wouldn't be worried if I fell back in my state of mind I was in after a certain vampire left Forks. That was a time I wouldn't like to repeat. But I realized that I wasn't in love with him. I liked how much he cared about me. How he told me that he loved me and that he would rather die than see me hurt. It was the first time that someone said that to me. Of course mom and Charlie liked me and I liked them, I even liked Phil. But I realized that it wasn't love long ago. I was the one who always was in charge for mom. I had to pay the bills, look after mom and I had to watch out that she didn't spend to much money in things she would lose interest in after one month. I was more moms mother than the other way around. It was nice to lose this feeling and that I was the one who was cared about.

The only thing I now missed was my second family. I missed how Emmett laughed at me so I had the feeling that there was an earthquake. I missed Jasper who always knew how I felt and smiled at me like nothing in the world could shock him. I even missed Alice an annoying but cute pixie that cared for me even if I only was her human sized dress-up doll. I never expected to miss Rosalie though. She had made it clear that she not cared for me and that she had a big problem with me. After I asked her openly she told me that she couldn't understand me why I would like to throw away all things she would like to have again. After they left I couldn't understand myself anymore. I wasn't build to be a vampire. I would be a big catastrophe if I was changed.

I shook of the feeling and started to clean the house. My room was a living mess if I could put it this way. All over the furniture were my clothes, except my closet, this one was empty. I picked them up and washed them.

After that I started to clean the kitchen. All the time I hummed something but I didn't know the song. I heard it somewhere and liked it but I didn't know the title.

At ten o'clock the house was clean again and I was tired. I went to bed. When I woke up it was two o'clock in the morning. The window stood open. I really was sure I closed it before I went to bed. A shape was bent over me.

"Ah, so you are awake. That makes things easier" an unfamiliar, male voice said. I screamed but a cold hand pressed against my mouth. "I would appreciate it if you would stay silent" the voice hissed. The cold hand and the sound of his voice made clear that the intruder was a vampire.

I fell silent again but my heart thudded hard against my rips. What was a vampire doing in my room?!

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