Okay! Tsuna gets a lil creepy in this chapter! SO YOU WHERE WARNED.

Please enjoy.

When Tsuna returned home she was dying for a cigarette. She had had a crappy day. The teachers seemed to be out for blood today, and she kept dosing off in class, so that made her an easy target. When they picked her out, the other students would find it utterly hilarious. She had no idea why either.

People often left her alone since she easily faded into the background. But today a teacher had slammed her book down on her desk to wake her up when she was dosing off again. She jumped and had fallen out of her chair, which caused most people to laugh at her despise. God she wish they would all just Die. Maybe she should gut them and torture them in her basement. She would harvest their eyeballs and cut off each and every finger they had one by o-

"Tsuna dear! How was school today?" Nana had appeared out of nowhere in front of Tsuna, startling her.

Entering the house as her mother greeted her home with a smile, all dark thoughts where swept away from her mind. Oh how she loved her mother...but she still needed a cigarette. She was tense and needed to calm down.

Tsuna smiled immediately at her mother and set her shoes by the door. "Hey mom! It was good, today went by pretty fast." Not

Nana grinned and laughed slightly as she left to go to the kitchen. She was glad her daughter had a good day! Her sweet little girl~

Tsuna walked toward the stairs hoping to get to her room fast as possible. After entering her room, she quietly shut the door behind her as she made her way to the cigarettes lying on the table. She lit one up and let the smoke curl out of her nose.

Feeling her muscles relax, she plopped herself on her bed. She let the hand with the cigarette lay on her stomach after taking a few puffs. It was a long day and she needed a nap.

Tsuna dosed off not knowing she was fixing to burn herself.

Yup. She ended up burning herself.

And dammit it Hurt. Like really bad. Tsuna had dropped the cigarette she had been holding when she dozed off. It fell right on her stomach. It took a second to burn through her cloths, but when it reached skin, Tsuna was already passed out, so it took a second for her mind to process that she was actually being burned. Once her mind processed it, she jumped from her bed and wildly looked for the cigarette that fell when she jumped up.

That fucker was still burning, and she was Not going to burn up anymore of her carpet of blankets from dropping cigarettes!

Tsuna felt smug when she found the cigarette lying on the carpet. It had yet to burn through anything, so she was glad for that. She picked it up and walked to the bathroom to flush it since her ashtray was almost full. Once she flushed it, she took off her shirt and threw it to the side as she examined her wound. It looked nasty and it was a bit deep. She felt her mind darken a bit as she reached up with her hand to prod the skin around it. Wincing she applied a but more pressure as she started to drag her nails over it.

Nearly letting out a small scream, she lifted her other hand to her mouth. Biting it as hard as she could, she began raking her nails across the wound. Going back and forth from rubbing it viciously and clawing at it with her nails, when the pain was finally too much, her hand and stomach where covered in blood. Dropping her hand from her mouth, she noticed that it was almost bleeding from the bite mark she had given it.

Looking at herself in the mirror with tears in her eyes, she started with empty eyes at the new wound that was added to her body.

This scar would be ugly. Very ugly.

She felt herself sob as she moved her stomach when she had to bend down to get the first aid kit from underneath the sink. It Hurt. She still had tears in her eyes, but she couldn't help but feel some sort of satisfaction.

Catching herself staring at the wound in the mirror with dead eyes, she turned away to clean her wounds. She seriously had to stop that. She tried to calm herself down.

When Tsuna did these things, it scared her. Not as much as it used to, because she was so used to it, but it still did. Now, it was only faintly scary. She knew normal people don't wreck their bodies like this, but damn she didn't care. She couldn't explain it, but it made her feel like she had control. Control over something in her life.

It made her hurt. But she did it anyways. Ah~ She was so weird...

Tsuna's face scrunched up in pain as she left the bathroom.

Tsuna was in pain as she tried to sit down on the bed without moving her wounds much. It didn't work. Lighting up another cigarette, she inhaled the smoke to calm herself down once more. Tsuna nearly dropped the cigarette again when she heard her mothers voice call from downstairs.

"Tsuna dear, dinners done, please come down!" Tsuna immediately felt guilt and put out her cigarette. She looked down to make sure no evidence of blood showed. Her poor mother thought she was so innocent. It hurt Tsuna when her mother would start to babble to her about how she was proud of her for being so cute and innocent.

Tsuna walked slowly down the stairs, careful not to mess with her wound. She felt her stomach tighten when she looked at the amount of food on the table. This wasn't good. Her mother only made this much food when she had news. Good or bad, she didn't know. Oh dear...

"Ah Tsuna~ sit down dear I have good news for you!" Tsuna sat at the table trying to prepare herself for whatever her mother had to say. Her mother walked over and sat the last plate at the table while smiling brightly at her daughter.

Nana felt happiness grip her heart as she watched her daughter try the food she prepared. She felt satisfied knowing he daughter was eating something without her pushing her to take a bite. It was so hard to get her to eat a full meal lately. Nana felt her smile falter a bit. Maybe she should talk to Tsuna about this diet she thought her daughter was on...

Tsuna was tense. She felt her mothers gaze follow her every move as she ate her food. Goodness, it was a little unnerving. She thought for a second that her stomach may have bled through her shirt. But when she glimpsed down she found no blood. It was still very sore, and it hurt when she moved. She was actually quite surprised it hadn't came through her shirt yet. She was sure it was still bleeding, since she kept moving around.

Nana made herself a plate as she sat down. She was excited for her daughter. She had gotten a flyer in the mail today about a tutor. She knew her daughter had slightly below average grades, so she thought this was a good opportunity for her to get her grades up.

"So I got this flyer in the mail today~ Its about a tutor! I think it will do you goo-"

Tsuna felt herself jerk at the word. A tutor? Why would she want a tutor!? "Mom! What do you mean!? I know my grades aren't that good, but i know i can get them up again!" She was by no means dumb. She just never wanted to do homework. So she did just enough to pass with a C.

Nana narrowed her eyes. "Tsuna, you say this often when I confront you about your grades, yet you only keep them up for a month at the most. Then they fall back down. I believe a tutor will help you keep a good consistent grade." Nana felt helpless when she tries to talk to her daughter about her grades. She loved her daughter, more than her own life, but she was done. Her daughter needed to do better in school. Nana couldn't let herself skirt around the problem anymore.

Tsuna felt her eyes tear up. A tutor meant so many things. What if they started to expect things from her? What if the started to care? Wait, no. No they wouldn't care. Only her mother cares. A tutor would only get close enough to teach her enough to satisfy her mother. They would only do it for the money.

Tsuna leaned back in her chair forgetting about her half empty plate. Resting her hand on her wounded stomach, she gazed at her mother with blank eyes. She really didn't want a tutor. But looking at her mother and her helpless eyes...

Tsuna tilted her head back and closed her eyes.

"When are you planning to call them?"

Tsuna winced at the loud squeal her mother released. She was going to regret this. She was giving up her free time to study. For a stranger. Dammit why did she love her mother so much.

Nana pulled out the flyer from her pocket ans flattened it out on the table. "Well it states that all the pay they need is shelter and food.

"..."

Tsuna looked at her mother like she was crazy. What? What the hell was this? She agreed so that her mother wouldn't be sad, only to find out they're going to house a bum!

"Mom."

"Yes Dear?"

"No."

Nana looked confused. "You already said yes- and I called them before you came down. He sounded like a nice young man!" Nana felt excited to finally have another presence in the house! She finally have another person to cook for~

Tsuna felt her eyes tear up. She didn't want to do this. She really really didn't want to do this. She had a healthy fear of strangers. She hated being around people she didn't know- there forth she hated almost everything about school too. It was why she was mostly only hung out with her group of friends she met when she was younger. They had introduced her to cigarettes, to which she was thankful.

"When are they coming?" Tsuna was going to regret this. Horribly so.

"In a week~" Oh god that was way too soon for her.

Okay! second chapter done!

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