A/N Chapter is definitely dedicated to Cupid's Bride :P
Chapter 2
Say You Will Be Mine
I was at my desk feeling stupid and writing songs, very bad stupid songs. 'Ugh I'm putting myself down today, that's not good and it's just because Jake likes Hannah not Miley. I still don't see what's the big difference, but it just made me feel sad that he likes my alter ego more than me.'
"Gosh, I'm so emo!" I shouted at myself as I reread the song.
"Since when do you call yourself emo?" a voice said behind me and I turned around finding Lilly there.
"Umm… Hello." I started to randomly laugh out loud.
"Miley, why are you acting so different lately? It's weird seeing you like this, and I never in my whole life thought you would ever call yourself emo. You're the brightest person I've ever met!" Lilly said and put her hands on her hips.
"Ugh, I don't know." I put my head down on my table "I'm sick and tired of this crush, but at the same time I like it, you know? Like, my heart is acting stupid. It's telling me that I really like him and then it's saying that I hate him. I hate him yet I love him, does that make sense? I mean not that I love him, I have a crush on him, yeah." I rambled until Lilly slapped my back.
"Miley, calm down! First of all, who is he?" Lilly asked and I sensed her moving closer to me.
I bit on my thumb and lifted my head up. She was right next to me and she was waiting for me to answer her question.
"He's…" I said as I continued to bite on my thumb.
"Just say it! You always told me your crushes and now you won't tell me about them? What's gone over you Miley?" Lilly asked and shook her head.
"Fine!" I took my thumb out of my mouth and faced her. "You better not freak out or anything…" I bit on my lip.
"Come on Miley, I'm waiting.
"Okay, okay" I sighed. "It's… You have to promise not to say anything at all or I swear I will kill you." I said and she started to laugh.
"I promise, now tell me or I will get mad!"
"Fine, fine, fine. It's Jake." I held my breath and closed my eyes. 'Wait for it…'
"OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH! I SO KNEW IT! You two totally match and you have so much in common!"
"I told you not to freak out." I opened my eyes and started to frown. "And he likes Hannah, not me."
"Well, you're Hannah so he does like you." Lilly put her hand on the back of my chair.
"You don't get it," I stood up "I would rather have him like me Miley than me Hannah because it wouldn't work out. At some point, if I date him as Hannah, I know I would be tempted to tell him who I really am. It took me 2 years to tell you and Oliver who I was and both of you freaked out, we've only gotten to know Jake for half a year and I don't want to blow it now."
"I know what you mean, but you have to do whatever makes you comfortable. You can just tell him you like him and maybe his feelings for you will come back." She tilted her head.
"Maybe, I don't know." I walked over to my bed and took Beary the bear.
"Come on Miley, maybe Beary the bear would want you to tell Jake too." She replied and pointed at Beary.
I put Beary in up the air and stared at him. 'Aww maybe he does want me to tell him.' I smiled at him and hugged Beary.
"Maybe, I'll think about it." I said and set Beary back down on my bed.
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I walked down stairs with my guitar and song notebook and was about to walk on my patio when my dad called for me.
"Miley, where are you going? It's almost time for bed."
I turned around and sighed. "I feel like practicing on my guitar and maybe tryout this new song I'm writing."
"Okay darlin' don't stay up too late." My dad said and he walked into the kitchen to wash the dishes.
I walked to the patio and sat down on the bench on the side. I remembered the last few times I came here to play my guitar and sing out how I felt. Reminiscing about when Jackson and I caught my dad with that woman, Margot Diamond, which made me sing I Miss You, and when I sang If We Were A Movie while Aunt Dolly was here visiting us. Now here I am feeling so confused and about to sing my heart out once again.
I strum my guitar trying to find the perfect beat, but got nothing so I set it aside and took my notebook that was beside me. I flipped though it and found the song I had been working on earlier in the day when Lilly came over.
I knew that singing this song would make me feel really depressed, but I just have to finish it. I know that I want to sing this in the concert tomorrow.
I read over the lyrics and soon started to sing the song until the part in which I stopped at.
Say, say you will be mine,
Please
Jake just do it once…
I
need you by my side
I
really do need you right now
True
love is so hard to find.
Because I love you and it's hard to get over this.
Say, say you will be mine,
Jake,
please say you will be mine
You're
always on my mind,
I
just can't stop thinking about you
Until
the very end of time.
And I just know that you're the one for me.
I looked up into the moonlit sky and pursed my lips. The stars looked beautiful and it made me think. I just know that Jake is out there clueless on how I feel and it just disappoints me that I can't even admit it. I looked back down at my notebook and started to write down whatever came to me, and soon I finished the song.
A/N okay, it took me a while to update and I'm sorry LOL now I actually know what to put…This story is getting weird... ohh well... :)
Cupid's Bride: I hope you're not upset! I know it took me like 8325098432750843 years to update lol and I know now what to write about. Thanks to the fullest!!
Disclaimer: I don't own Hannah Montana or the characters in this story. I don't own the lyrics or the song Say You Will Be Mine.
