Titel: Kawaii desu!

Author: Sui Kokoro

Fandom: Yu-gi-oh!

Spoilers: No
Warnings:Yes, yaoi. Boy on boy doing it.. so if you don't like gay porn, stop reading then! Oh, and there will be a little rape in it also.. just a little. okey.. very much.. T.T

Publisher's Notes: Man friend did this. But she can't publish it. So I'm doing it for her.
Disclaimer: She and I don't own Yu-gi-oh! But Sui-chan wants to own Bakii.. No, she change her mind, she want's ryou insteed.. '

"Kawaii desu!"

"What are you thinking about… kawaii?"

He… I thought I was going to faint! He… called me c-cute again!

I blushed.

O my god, I couldn't stop blushing!

Bakura-kun suddenly looked worried. With one of his eyebrows lowered, he approached me for the second time this morning.

I wanted to scream, to run away, but I sat like frozen. I couldn't… no, I didn't want to move, I realised.

What was he going to do to me?

Touch me?

Oh God, please let him touch me. Please let me feel his hands on me again…

"Are you okay, Ryou-kun? You look warm… are you sick or anything?"

Ow… He thought I blushed just because I was… sick…

Good! Then he didn't suspect anything! Or… did he?

He came closer… closer and closer… until…

His fingertips gently touched my red cheeks.

He made small circles when he moved his hand and I giggled.

When I giggled, Bakura-kun looked at my lips.

I stopped giggling then, and waited.

Looking into his eyes, I bent forward a bit.

Bakura-kun smiled and got a hold of my chin with his hand. He held it steady while dragging me towards him so that he could reach my lips easier.

I shivered, and slowly closed my eyes.

I felt his tongue licking my lower lip.

It felt really nice when he parted my lips, pressing it in.

I relaxed and smelted into the kiss and rested one of my hands on Bakura-kuns shoulder.

This whole thing was new to me.

I've never felt anything like it, and it felt good. Really good…

Still shivering, I returned the kiss. I wasn't as skilled as Bakura-kun, but I didn't think it really mattered.

His hands were under my shirt now.

The made my nipples hard and I moaned.

And I think this triggered something in Bakura-kun, because now his hands slipped really low and were just about to unbutton my pants… when I pulled away.

"This… I want it… But I'm not… not ready yet…" I panted, looking up at Bakura-kun who… licked his lips.

"Are you really sure about that?" He asked, leaning forward.

"H-hai!" Pulling away again I lowered my head.

"G-gomen'e!"

Bakura-kun laughed.

"Don't apoligase, it's okay, I understand!"

My heart jumped and I smiled.

"Hontoni? Hontoni, Bakura-kun?" My smile grew bigger when he nodded as an answer.

"I'll take some time, but when you're ready, I'll be there!" He winked at me.

"Hai!" I giggled.

But then I thought… What if Bakura-kun only wanted me for my body?

What if he…

No! You baka! Don't… Don't think like that! He would never… Or… w-would he?

"Bakura-kun?"

"Ne?"

"Are you… going to hurt me?"

He gasped. "NO! Why would I… Do you think that I would hurt you? No way!"

I could see that the question made him upset, so I nodded another 'Gomen'e' again and went completely silent.

He approached me again. He hugged me.

I melted, closed my eyes and listened to what he whispered in my ear.

"I would never hurt you… Not in a million years, not ever!"

He hugged me harder.

"I'll never hurt you… My sweet chibi hikari…"

He had just called me… his "little light". I cuddled deeper into his arms, murmured something and sighed as the warmth from his body made me sleepy.

He kissed me softly on my lips and smiled a bit sad actually, and stood up.

"I… should go!"

I woke up from my slumber, quickly pulling him towards me and begged with a desperate voice:

"No, stay…!"

I hugged him hard and almost began to cry as I thought about being alone again.

"I need you… I can't stand being alone all the time. Onekai, don't leave me, please!"

A single, blue little tears found its way out of the corner of my eye.

"Don't…"

… Without a word, Bakura-kun carried me…

"…leave me…"

… And went into my bedroom, let my head and body rest on the soft, soft bed and layed a blanket over me…

"…please!"

… And before I drifted into sleep I heard his low voice whisper to me:

"I'll never leave you… Promise!"

When I finally woke up, my eyes felt swollen, and when I looked into a mirror, I saw that they where red from all the crying.

And then I looked down at my… completely… naked body…

My eyes widened when Bakura-kun came into the room.

Quickly, I snatched a towel to hide… my antics.

"Ba-Bakura-k-kun..."

"Ohayo, Kawaii!" He smiled and suddenly… approached me.

Forgetting that I was naked under that small, small towel, I melted into the hug that Bakura-kun gave me.

"Bakii?"

"Nani?" He smiled at me. "I just wanted to hug you, that's all!"

"Ow… Okay… B-but why am I…"

"…Naked?" He smirked. "Don't worry, I didn't do anything!"

"D-didn't d-do anything?" I looked down again.

And there it was… Under that small, small towel…

A really, really hard erection…

O… my God, O MY GOD! D-did I have a dream again? Or…

I looked up at Bakura-kun.

"Are you sure… that you d-didn't d a-anything…?" I looked up again, but this time in fear.

Bakura-kun approached me. He reached out a hand.

It first toughed my cheeks then my chin and neck.

"What are you…" I tried but got interrupted by Bakura-kun who covered my mouth with his hand.

"Mppfh!"

"Just be quiet little one, and I wont hurt you…"

Wont! But… he said…

I manage to pull away and his hand didn't cover my mouth anymore.

"Ba-Bakura-kun! What the hell are you doing?" I was a little angry, so I raised my voice.

"You said… That you wouldn't hurt me! Not in a million years, not ever!" I burst out in tears, stood there like an idiot, sobbing.

"I wont… But if you don't stop talking right here and now, I will!"

His voice sounded threatening and I still cried, just because… I knew that he was telling the truth.

He smirked and his hand fell down to were the towel was.

He pulled it away and his eyes were set on my erection.

I blushed and tried to cover it with my hands, but he grabbed them before I could get so far.

Letting go of them, Bakura-kun went to unbutton his pants.

He let them fall down to his knees along with his boxers.

N-no… no way! T-this wasn't happening to me!

I began to cry even more. I tried to run away, but slipped and hit my lower lip in the chink. I could taste my own blood and I could see Bakura-kun stand lowered over me.

"Stand up!" He ordered and I murmured a "Hai" and did as he told me to.

He then pulled in my lower lip so that it started to bleed even more.

"S-stop… it!" I begged, hitting away his now bloody fingers.

He ignored me and said with a low, almost husky voice:
"Stand on your hands and knees… Just like a dog…"

"Wha…"

He hit me hard in the face with the back of his hand. "Did I say you could talk? Do as I told you, now!" He sounded angry… and I was too afraid to not do as he told me… so I d-did…

And then…

He slid inside me.

I screamed, he moaned.

In and out he went and I silently begged for him to stop, please stop, it hurt so much… I d-didn't want this…

I… I was right… He only wanted me for my body!

I whimpered as he came inside me.

"Good boy…" Bakura-kun whispered, breathing hard and slowly pulling himself out of me…

I opened my eyes. I saw the blood coming out of me like water from my entrance.

I closed my eyes again, I didn't want to see.

To weak and wounded to even try to sit, I collapsed on the cold, white bathroom floor, almost choking in my own blood.

And then I heard it. The sound of laughter...

It came from Bakura-kuns mouth.

"So easy!" He said, slowly getting himself dressed.

"C-Can't breath!" I began to get dizzy and Bakura-kuns smile went wider in a creepy way when he helped me to sit.

I coughed, could barely hear him chuckle.

"I would want to do this again, ne?" He stroked me over my bloody cheek.

I hit away his hand and began to cry.

"Don't… touch me!"

"What, you thought I loved you or something? O no, Ryou-kun, I was only turned on by you…" Bakura-kun said in a low, low voice.

"Turned on? You didn't…" I tried.

"Nah, I only wanted to sleep with you, that's all! I'm a guy of impulse not feelings."

Yeah, you got that right…

"I… A-ano, where's my clothes?" I murmured to my self, crawling to find them.

"Got hard to see? Dry your eyes…"

There was something in Bakura-kuns voice that sounded suspicious, but I held forth my hand, trying to get the towel from Bakura-kuns hands.

"Give… me…" I begged, feeling the dizziness coming back again.

"P-Please, Ba-Bakura!" I crawled closer, sliding, slipping in the blood that was al over the floor.

"Ow, no "kun" anymore?" He sounded disappointed in some way and pulled the towel further away from me.

I sighed, still trying to see through the thick blood that made my vision red.

"At least… Give me my clothes…"

But Bakura sat quiet, doing nothing but to stare at my naked, blood covered body.

I sobbed, still crawling after something to wear.

My entrance still hurt like hell and I got weaker and weaker for every second that pasted.

What was Bakura doing?

Was he waiting for me to faint again or for a new change to rape me?

Or… did he just enjoy seeing me suffer?

Probably…

After an whole hour of suffering, pain and crawling I finally collapsed, the tears in my eyes made my vision clear and I could see my clothes laying only a few meters from my reach.

I tried to crawl again, I even tried to call for help, but my voice was small and thin, even I could barely hear it.

And then… And then I heard it! The thing that would save me from Bakura… The doorbell!

"Help…" I smiled, relaxing my body, waiting for strong hands to lift me up, hold me until my pain disappeared.

"Shit!" Bakura yelled, quickly dragging himself up from the floor.

"Ryou-kun? Are you home? I… I came to give you something!"

There it was, that dark voice that belonged to no other then… YamiMarik-kun. I love that voice...

"YamiMarik! Fuck, not that bastard!" Bakura cursed, covering my mouth with one shaking hand.

"MPHH!" I screamed, trying to bite it.

"Ryou… kun?" YamiMarik-kuns voice had never made me feel so safe before…

"Aw, shut up!" Without thinking Bakura opened his mouth.

I started to laugh at the expression I saw in his face but got hit so hard in the back of my head that I fainted.

To be continued..