So here's the 2nd chapter guys, so sorry if it's not that long/good as the 1st one, I've been really busy, hope you like it!
Peeta's P.O.V.
I wake up and find myself lying in bed next to Katniss, oh Katniss you still don't know the effect you can have on me and to be honest, I don't know either. I wish I could just stop time and appreciate her beauty, she looks beautiful when she sleeps... and when she hunts.. or when she smiles.. even when she's angry, she's beautiful in every possible way and she's mine, finally all mine. After all this time.
I stroke her hair as she sleeps deeply "I love you" I whisper.
"I love you too" a soft, sleepy voice replies to my whispers. I guess she was not sleeping as deeply as I thought.
"Good morning" I say and I softly place a kiss on her cheek.
She smiles "Good morning" she turns herself to see my face and kisses me passionately. She dreamed about me. Whenever she kisses me like this in the morning is because she had a dream, a good one and I was involved.
I love it when she dreams about me, it makes me feel loved, I know she loves me but I won't deny that sometimes I can't believe all of this is real, I suppose I'm afraid. Afraid of her telling me how she's just acting for the Capitol, even now that the war is over. Some days I wake up and I forget that there's not a Capitol to control me, I forget that I'm free and I forget that I'm not a piece in their twisted games, even though I won't be the Peeta Mellark I was before the games and that I will always be doubtful about many things on my past, they won't control me ever again.
"Peeta?" Katniss's beautiful voice breaks the yarn of my thoughts as she strokes my chest up and down bringing warmth to my body.
"Yes, love?" I gently reply.
She opens her mouth but nothing comes out, she seems to be overthinking what she wants to say "Can I ask you something?" she speaks doubtfully.
"Of course you can!" I tell her.
"W-w- do- I-" she's stuttering, just as if she doesn't know how to ask "go on!" I look her in the eyes giving her an encouragement look.
"Do you want me?" she blushes as soon as she spits the words and looks away biting her lower lip.
"What are you saying Katniss? Of course I do!" I take her by the chin, turn her head so she'll be facing mine then I kiss her "I want you." I say firmly.
She half-smiles and speaks again "No, you don't understand... I mean... my b-body... s-se-"
"Sexually?" I ask.
"Y-yes" She's flushed agin, looking away even when my hand is holding her chin. I remain speechless and then I just burst out laughing.
"Why are you laughing Mellark? If you don't find me attractive in that way you can just say it, ok?" she mumbles and a pitch of anger paints her words.
"Oh, now I'm Mellark, I'm not Peeta, interesting." I joke "Everdeen, don't be silly, I want you in every way that's possible, even sexually, I just never thought you'd be ready for it, you know? we would have to be undressed and since you get uncomfortable with nudity I thought y-"
"I want you" She demands fiercely.
"Here I am, come and get me Mockingjay" I wink and she hits me on the chest with the hand.
"I hate you" Katniss looks at me defiantly and gets out of the bed, walking angrily to the first floor.
Katniss's P.O.V.
Peeta Mellark, you jerk, I'm not innocent, I'm a grown up woman who is perfectly comfortable with nudity. Well I'm not but I hate the idea of Peeta thinking of me as innocent, I want him to think of me as a woman, a woman who can make love to him every simgle day if that's what it takes to make him happy and satisfied, because that's what I want, I want to make him happy. I'm ready. I hear Peeta's coming downstairs, I decide to sit on the livingroom and try to ignore him.
"Katniss?" I want to desperately throw myself in her arms but I try my best to stay sitting there ignoring him "Katniss come on! You can't be mad at me forever! Why are you mad? I laughed, that's it!"
"You think I'm innocent, don't you?" I say overacting the words.
"Well, you are, there's nothing wrong with that, sweetheart" he sits next to me putting his arms around me.
"You need a woman, not an innocent kid..." I mumble as I look down to my knees.
"What? no! If I wanted a woman I would have left you ages ago but here I am, am I not? I want you, Katniss, I don't care if you're innocent or if you're not, I don't have a care in the world as long as I'm with you, ok?" he kisses me on the head. I face him and kiss him softly on the lips.
He kisses me back and I just can't handle it, the images of us making love pop into my mind, I'm doing it, right here, right now. I want him. I kiss him again but this time the kiss is more passionate, our tongues get involved, his warm lips against mine and his taste is heavenly, I jump onto his lap and put one hand on his chest while the other one is tangled up on his golden curls. He puts his hands on my hips and a shiver runs through my spine, pleasure. As our tongues keep fighting inside each other's mouth and our breathing becomes heavier I puy my hand inside his shirt so now my fingers are running up and down his bare chest, he breaks up the kiss "what are you doing, Katniss?" he says barely breathing "I want you, now" I demand and I keep kissing him, this time not his mouth but leaving soft, warm kisses all over his jawline and neck, he moans at this so I keep going assuming this makes him happy.
Clumsily I get rid of his shirt so I can see his well shaped chest and arms, I appreciate his beauty for a minute and then I keep kissing him, now going a bit lower than just his neck, I bite him in certain spots and he seems to like it.
Peeta's P.O.V.
Katniss's mouth all over my chest and neck feels magical, her hot, sweet kisses feel so good on me. I handle to take off her shirt and bra so I can feel her bare chest against me I pass my hands all over her nude back and she shivers, she faces me to give me a kiss then a knock on the door ruins everything.
"Do you have some food, sweethearts?" Haymitch's drunken voice is so recognizable, we decide to ignore him but he won't go "I'm coming in, I know you're home!" he mumbles and I hear his voice a lot nearer than the last time, just then we look at the door and the knob is moving.
"PEETA THE DOOR IS OPEN!" Katniss shouts.
*things will be heating up more and more each chapter you'll see ;)
I have to improve my punctuation, I know, thanks so much for your reviews, I will do it on the next chapter I had no time to double check this one, sorry again!
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