DISCLAIMER: I don't my chemical romance or any of the member of this wonderful beautiful band
So here is the second chapter if you guys are reading, please review. XD
"Hey…uh." I realized I didn't know her name so I just decided that would be good enough. She instantly turned around her eyes were surprised but happy when she saw it was me standing there awkwardly. "You wanna, you know, stay for a while?" she started jumping up and down excitedly.
"Are you f'ing kidding me? Of course! Ohmigawd, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you." She ran up and hugged me and then she froze and looked up at me with complete amazement in her eyes and whispered, "Holy shit. I'm hugging Gerard Way." I chuckled and nodded.
"Alright, come on," I said, "we better get inside before the guys freak out." She almost skipped after me when I opened the door to the dinner. I walked back to the table and sat down with the rest of the gang. The newest addition just stood there staring, star struck.
"Well," Ghoul sighed, "if you're gonna be staying, you're gonna need a killjoy name."
"You guys have like code names?"
"Yeah, something like that, I'm Fun Ghoul, that's Party Poison, that's Jet Star, and that's Kobra Kid." Frank said, pointing at all of us as he said our names. "We just have to figure out what your new killjoy name is, that is, if you want to stay?" she nodded so hard I thought her head was going to fall off and Mikey smiled. "Ok…well…Gerard, I mean Poison, why don't you take this one?" I shrugged and stared at her for a second and she moved her hand up above her head and stuck her right hip out in a mock model pose and we all started laughing, greeting any comic relief at this time. I stood up and clapped my hands together triumphantly and screamed,
"I got it!" everyone looked at me and I took a long dramatic pause, "Toxic Paranoia" she jumped up and ran to me, almost knocking me over screeching,
"I love it!"
"So it's settled, welcome to the team, Paranoia." Mikey said, spreading his arms and she ran into him for a hug. Then she moved on to Jet, then Ghoul. Jet glanced at the sun, the only way to tell time anymore and he said,
"Diner time!" and went to the back to the area where we kept the power packs. It looked like dog food, tasted like dong food, but we stole it from Better Living Industry, so it tasted somewhat like victory too. Frank went to go get the forks and Mikey went to help Ray, so it was just me, Paranoia and The Girl. Paranoia slid into the booth next to the girl and said,
"Hi, What's your name?" I glanced at Paranoia and said,
"She doesn't talk."Paranoia looked at the Girl and she looked down at her hands.
"oh, because she can't, or because she doesn't want to?" I just shrugged and watched Paranoia lean over and whisper something in the girls ear and she smiled and nodded. I expected her to be disgusted by the food but she took it from Ray with a thankful smile and ate it almost as fast as Frank.
"So who wants to go out and do the night time rounds?" I asked, tossing my can across the room. Paranoia stood up and grabbed her jacked and said,
"I will." Everyone looked at her with raised eyebrows not wanting to turn her down but not trusting her enough to do it on her own. I decided that I wouldn't be able to shoot her if it came down to it so I looked at the only person that I thought would be able to, Frank.
"Why don't you show her how we normally do it, Ghoul?" I said looking at him he gave me a knowing look and stood up. Paranoia looked like she was about to protest but then she realized I gave her an opportunity to be alone with Frank, even if that wasn't the intent, so she shut her mouth and walked out the door.
Fun Ghoul.
I followed her out, not really feeling energetic tonight. I looked up at the sky and realized that the sun was setting soon and we should wait till dark to do the rounds. That's when the Dracs come out. It's just a waste of time to do it now. Of course the new girl didn't know that and she started walking away. "Hey," I called out, "We should wait until it's dark, it's just wasting time if we start now." she stopped and walked back towards me.
"Oh. Right." She looked down at her hands and looked back up like she wanted to say something but decided against it. She followed me and sat on the hood of the Trans Am with me. She looked at me and she took a deep breath. I laughed at how nervous she was which I guess, gave her the rage to continue.
Toxic Paranoia
I was breathing deeply, trying to build up courage to say what I was thinking. He notice and laughed. The sun was setting quickly and I realized that this was my only chance. "It's different now, you know." I said, although it was barely audible. He looked at me like I was stupid so I continued, but reminded myself that I don't have to explain myself to him. "Back a couple of years ago, you were better than me. It's different now, we are all the same. You can't look down on me now; I have been through the exact same shit you have been through. You're not special anymore and the only way that we are going to come out of this on top is by working together so I don't know why you look at me like I'm not worthy of you, I deserve your respect, I have earned it just as much as you have earned mine." He looked at me for a minute straight, just staring, I was afraid that he would walk away and I would be here to face the Dracs alone, but he didn't, instead he smiled and said,
"No, now you have earned my respect, I know that its different now, you have to remember not to take shit from anyone, not even the people who used to be your heroes. You're alright, T." He called me T, I liked that. I smiled and watched the sun set and pretended to be a normal teenage girl.