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"Who was that? Who dropped you off?" my fathers voice boomed as I tried to sneak to my room unnoticed. Sadly my house was made in a stupid way, I had to pass my living room to get to the hall and thus my room. I squeezed my eyes hut only to open them seconds later.
"Just a friend from school," I said back, hoping he didn't notice who it was. My father would not be a happy camper if he knew I even looked at one of The Manada's.
"A friend? That was Paul Brryd! No child of mine is to be anywhere near people like that!!" my father shouted and I heard him get out of his Lazy Boy recliner. Seconds later he was standing in the door way leading to the hallway, inches from where I stood. I closed my eyes and bit my lip, knowing tonight would not be a comfortable sleep. Suddenly words spilled from my mouth, something that did not happen often.
"Didn't think I was your daughter anymore Ryan?" I screamed back, my voice ringing in my ears, "Thought I was just some chick you keep around for fun? You can NOT tell me you who to talk to or be friends with. You are NOT my father. Go to hell," I yelled back, the last sentence a whisper. My father stood speechless for about two seconds, which gave me time to run to my room and lock the door. Luckily Noel was in the room, I did not plan to face my father again… tonight.
"Are you alright sissy?" my almost six-year-old brother asked and moved to the end of our bed we shared to pull me down to sit with him. As soon as I was seated, Noel grabbed my hand and kissed my forehead. I could feel myself almost starting to cry, no sob. Never before had I faced my father like I just had, and I was frightened of what would come next.
"I'm fine bud," I whispered and untwined my fingers from him and pulled his small form into a bear hug. As my arms wrapped around Noel's body, the realization of his true age hit me. Yes it was true I knew Noel's age was five and that he was turning six in two short months, but I always imagined him to be older. His knowledge and mature ways made me think Noel wasn't young. Noel was five though and starting kindergarten the next day. Kindergarten for crying out loud. Kids who went to my school, the fourth graders (my school was from grades 4-12), played cute kid games about pirates and fairies and my five-year-old brother didn't. Something was utterly wrong about that; no kid should lose his childhood, especially so young.
"I don't like it when Ryan acts that way Vivie," Noel whispered into my shoulder. Noel was the only person on the face of the earth who knew everything Ryan did to me. Deli knew some of my story, but I left her in the dark for most. Noel knew it all though and, as much as I wished he didn't, Noel understood what everything was.
"Why are you crying sissy?" Noel asked and pushed me back to look at my face. As I looked into his youthful eyes, I could see the gleam that shouted to me the story of its pain. I started sobbing even more then, my sobs shaking the bed.
Noel squirmed out my hug and hoped off the bed. He then proceeded to hop to our one dresser and pull out his blanket. He then ran back to me and wrapped it around.
"Keeley," my brother whispered to his blanket, "make sissy stop crying."
Really think he's not a little boy? A voice in the back of my head asked me. I thought over the situation and laughed in spite of the tears that had been flowing freely from my eyes seconds before. It was true that my brother was mature and acted much to old for his age, but he still had a little boy hidden somewhere inside of him. The little boy must've been hiding from Ryan, something I wanted to do.
I turned my head to look at my young brother and his smile was beaming. He thought his blanket, Keeley, used its magical powers and stopped my tears in their traces, when really it was just Noel being himself.
As a small smile started to grow its self bigger as I stared at my brothers golden smile, I heard three bangs coming from the door. Both of our smiles dropped then and Noel jumped into my arms. We both stayed quiet, as though we were Jews and Nazis were on the other side of the door.
"Open this door. NOW!" my father shouted from the other side. I bit down on my lip, "Now Vivyan… Aralynn Landing!" he finished, pausing at my middle name. It hurt to know my own father had to stop and think of my name, one he had picked. But then again, he wasn't much of a father to begin with.
"I am not opening this door," I said between grinded teeth. Noel cuddled up into my side and I looked down at him, his eyes wide with fear. I heard the doorknob shake some more before Ryan gave up and started shouting again.
"Open the door, or I'll break through it!" I laughed to myself and Noel looked up at me, confused with my cheerful mood. I was laughing at the thought of my landlords face when he saw the broken door.
I told my father that, and he was silenced. I smiled to myself, triumphant. Noel's face was also fighting a smile until my father's last smile made both of our faces drop.
"You don't open this door then. Be hungry than," he said and finished his spiel with a kick to the wall. I knew my father wasn't angry with us not opening the door, but he was angry he had no way to fulfill his need to night.
In my arms Noel laughed, I think to lighten the mood. Suddenly the wind chimes stopped and I heard a growl from inside his small stomach. Mine gave a short snarl in response.
"Vivie? Does he really mean no dinner tonight?" Noel asked, his hazel eyes popping out as he looked up at me. I nodded and nicely pushed Noel off my lap and reached for my backpack. Inside was all the money I had saved since my mother left. It wasn't much, but it was way over enough for dinner for two kids.
"How about you and me go out for dinner bud?" I asked and grabbed his coat. Noel's face lit up, the smile regrowing like the weeds in our front yard do yearly. Suddenly he tugged on my hand and his face turned miserable again.
"But if we go out Ryan is gonna hurt you, or use you." My brother knowing what my father did to me, sickened me. I smiled and went up to the window and opened it wide.
"'Course we won't go out the front door, good thing it isn't a long way down," I said and stepped onto the waiting ground below my window. I was lucky to have a one-story house and a room so low to the ground. Noel quickly jumped out behind me and we were soon on our way to the Quileute Ocean Side Resort.
As we walked around the bend that connected my neighborhood a car came speeding up La Push Road. As it pasted me it started to slow, until it stood at a stand still yards away. I sighed; it was probably a dealer down from Forks, out to try and get the teens of the rez addicted. The more I looked at the car I was slowly approaching the more I noticed the car looked like a druggies car.
It was black, and had two doors. The model was probably Volkswagen, but I could never tell the difference. I also noticed there were two people in the car, one male while the other was female. I sighed and grabbed Noel's hand, only to cross the street and continue walking.
Once I was fully across the street the person in the car honked the horn and rolled down the window.
"Are those my favorite cousins I see," the voice shouted. I felt Noel's hand tighten around mine and he practically dragged me across the street. So that was Jacob's new "amazing" car he was making last time I was at his house to see Billy. He must've been fast at making cars, but then I remembered it had been years since I'd seen the inside of his house.
"Jake!" Noel shouted as we reached the car. Noel tried to hide it, but I knew he wanted to be just like his older cousin. I didn't mind that he looked up at Jake, he was a good kid.
"Hey Noel," Jacob said as he let us into his car. Both Noel and I jumped into the car, grateful to be out of the rain. I pulled off my hood then and Noel followed my lead. I had to admit; Jacob's car was a lot nicer on the inside. Didn't seem like I was sitting in a drug dealer's car.
"So Viv, wanna tell me what you and squirt are doing in the rain? This isn't the type of weather you go for a stroll in," Jake laughed and then started his car. Noel whined that he wasn't a squirt, which made the woman in the passenger seat laugh. That's when I remembered she was there. Jacob noticed and quickly introduced us.
Apparently she was Bella Swan, Chief Swan's daughter. Everyone on the rez knew her best as the chick dating a Cullen. I didn't get what was so wrong with her dating a doctor's son, but apparently it had to do with ancient treaties. And of course I wouldn't know anything to do with my cultures history, thanks to Ryan's disapproval with it all.
"So where do you want me to take you?" Jake asked, driving slowly. Noel answered for me and Jacob shook his head.
"You know Oceanside is so over priced. Plus the food tastes like cardboard," Bella spoke up and I shrugged, not like I had anywhere else to go.
"Bella's right. Here I'll take you to Emily's, I swear her food is like heaven," Jacob said and I imagined the saliva building up in his mouth.
"Where's that?" Noel piped up, his smile bringing youth into his usually mature face.
"You know Sam Uley?" I nodded, "Yeah his fiancé makes the best food." I bit down on my lip. Today was turning out to be a weird day.
"We don't wanna be trouble…" Noel started, always the gentleman, but Jacob shushed him.
"Ha! You two will be totally welcomed. Don't worry about it. The boys are all there too and I was heading there anyways. Emily wants to meet you so don't sweat it," Jake said, laughing a bit at the beginning. My heart fluttered as I thought of all of The Manada's in one house, one room.
"Wait how does Emily know of me?" I asked and Jake paused. Seconds later he answered,
"You're my cousin." And shrugged his shoulders. I nodded. It made sense… kind of.
Minutes later we pulled up to a cute little house. It was bigger than my house, was red and had large beds of flowers overflowing with rainbows of flowers. I stepped out of the car, bringing Noel with me, and enjoyed the homey feeling the house gave off.
"It's nice huh?" Bella said, suddenly standing beside me. I nodded and Noel quickly let go of my hand and bounced into the house. I wasn't far behind my little brother.
"Come on in, you must be Noel," I heard a deep voice boom from inside the house. I could see Noel's answer in my head as I stepped into the heat filled house and stopped. It was like I fell in love with it, love at first sight.
The walls were painted a deep green and blue; depending on what wall you looked at. The paintings were all black and white landscape, wolves and abstract pieces that made you think, also depending on the wall. The floor was a reddish brown wood, along with the shelves and furniture I could see.
"Hey Viv, don't just stand there and aw at the house. Come join the party and aw at the people," Embry called with a laugh from the… kitchen. I confirmed it was the kitchen as I followed laughter along with a delicious smell.
"Hey Vivyan!" both Embry and Jared sang as I walked into the small kitchen. I first noticed the kitchen was hot before noticing who was in it. My eyes traced the eyes of everyone else as I named the people who stood watching me. The tallest man was Sam and the woman he was slowly advancing to embrace was Emily. At first I saw that Emily was gorgeous but as she turned to smile at me, I saw the mangled face that was the talk of town years ago. Emily was attacked by a bear on a hike one day, and Sam had saved her. That's how their relationship started. I guessed Sam didn't care about the three long scars that slid down her face, and probably the rest of that side of her body.
I quickly turned away from staring at Emily's face and into Embry and Paul's. Not so much Embry, since he was turned talking to Bella and Jacob, but Paul. Paul was looking at me, his smile half turned up as his eyes bore into mine. I had to blink away and recoil myself before I could speak.
"Hey," I said, first quietly to Paul but then loudly to everyone else. I had almost forgotten my brother was here until he ran up to me explaining how good Emily's food was. I didn't answer my baby brother though, because my voice was unavailable as Paul's deep brown eyes hypnotized me.
His eyes were not like the other boys eyes that were in the room. Everyone else's eyes were such a dark brown that they looked black. Paul's, though, were a lighter brown and had golden flecks surrounding the pupils. I blinked away from Paul then and looked down at my brother, who was standing by my side.
"Are you two dating?" Noel asked me, trying to be quiet but I knew everyone could hear. I felt my face heat up as the people in the room laughed. Between breaths, Embry said something along the lines of "no… Paul we know… date you…" I guessed he was trying t say, "No, but we know Paul wants to date you," which made my face heat up even more.
By the end of the night, which came surprisingly fast, my face had heat up multiple times. Mostly because of Embry's comments or comments from various other people. My brother even made me blush when he proposed the idea of Paul and me being a great couple.
In the end, the night was great. Emily was a great cook, and the group were just amazing people. Bella left before I did, Jacob drove her and Jared and Kim left shortly after. Embry made some joke about them "getting it on" and Paul hit Embry, stating, "that wasn't talk for young ears" meaning my brother.
Embry left around twenty minutes after Kim and Jared, leaving my sleeping brother, and Paul. Emily and Sam were in the house, but they were elsewhere. So I guessed it was just Paul and I.
"So what do you think of… everything?" Paul asked, using his hands to motion to "everything." I laughed. We were both sitting at the table, and I was chewing away at one of Emily's delicious cookies.
"Well everything is… everything," I said struggling for an answer. I had planned on saying "everything is wonderful" but for some reason I couldn't lie to Paul.
"Okay more specific, how was tonight?" Paul asked, his smile halfway up again. I combed my hand through my hair and answered,
"Tonight was fun, very enjoyable. A lot better than staying at home," I answered truthfully. Paul nodded and swept his hand through his hair.
"Better than Oceanside?" Paul asked, laughing slightly. I knew he was mocking the resort, probably because it was mostly filled with tourists and you could barely get a decent meal there. For my answer, I tried sarcasm.
"Hm, I don't think so. You know I think I would much rather eat cardboard in a crowd of pale people," I laughed and Paul laughed along. Soon our laughter died out, thanks to my wandering eyes meeting his.
Like always it's like his eyes spellbinded me into a trace that made me unable to speak, move or even blink. I don't know if it was because of his eye color, the way his eyes seemed full of some strange emotion unknown to me, or if it was just coincident.
No it couldn't be coincident, nothing was coincident. Everything had a reason…
Suddenly a wolf howling broke the silence and Paul's head snapped to look out the window beside him. I shivered. I wasn't afraid of wolves, well unless I was outside, but it sounded close. The howl sounded from the woods right behind the window closest to me. Noel was suddenly awake and in the kitchen. He ran up to me and grabbed my hand. I looked down and smiled at him, and he smiled back. Noel was tough, so of course he was not afraid of a wolf.
"Paul its time for you to take Noel and Vivyan home," Sam said, suddenly standing in the room. Paul turned his head from the window and scowled at Sam.
"It's not even eight yet," Paul said, his teeth clenched as he jumped out of his chair. I was surprised; it felt like I had been at the house for 12 hours, when it had only been 2.
"Paul we need your help," Sam whispered and I looked around, wondering why Sam had used the plural.
"No, you guys can handle it without me. Now leave me alone," Paul growled, some of his words shaky, thanks to his shaking form. Sam stepped forward and placed a hand on Paul, which he quickly shook off.
"Paul you need to calm down," Sam whispered and glanced at me quickly. Paul followed his gaze, saw my confused and slightly frightened form and stopped shaking immediately.
"Now Paul, take them home and come straight back here," Sam said, my brother flinched at his strong words. I looked down at Noel and he was staring at Sam, his little face looking confused.
"Yeah fine," Paul said and grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the chair I was sitting in. He didn't let go of my hand until I had to bend down to tie my shoes. At first I didn't even notice his hand around mine and the massive amount of heat it gave off, until it was gone.
"So I'll see you tomorrow?" Paul asked, as we sat parked at the top of my street. Noel was slowly nodding away in the back seat, while I sat beside Paul.
"Yeah, of course," I answered. We did have TS together, so I would see him in the morning for sure.
"Good," Paul whispered, his eyes looking into mine. I did not allow myself even a glance into his. I nodded, keeping my eyes glued to his lips. Turns out they weren't a great place to look either, seeing as my lips starting to burn as I stared at his. I decided finally to look at his forehead, a peaceful place.
"Crazy eyes?" Paul said, somehow forming a question out of those two words. I raised my eyebrows.
"You're eyes can't seem to find a place to look," Paul explained. I shrugged.
"You noticed that?" I asked and Paul nodded and brought his hand up to my face, brushing a stray hair out of my eyes. My heart started to beat rapidly but I took deep, steady breaths to calm it down.
"There, now I can see those crazy eyes of yours," Paul said happily, and dropped his hand from my face. I rolled my eyes then and slowly opened the door and stepped out, at the same time getting Noel from the back seat.
As I started to walk away from the car, slowly since I didn't feel like going "home," Paul rolled down his window.
"Bye Crazy Eyes, see you tomorrow," Paul shouted from the window as he drove away. I chuckled quietly to myself, liking my new, strange nickname…
After I climbed into my window that night, first placing Noel inside, I saw my father sitting on our bed, waiting. My heart started to fly then, and I closed my eyes.
"Nice to see you both had a nice night," Ryan drew his words slowly, clicking each syllable perfectly. I swallow and shrugged. Noel bit his lip and slowly went under the covers beside Ryan's sitting form. Ryan placed a hand on his son's head and stood up quickly marching out of my room. As he passed me he whispered something along the lines of "it would be best to follow me" and so I did. I would much rather my father beat or rape, most likely rape since he seemed to be in a "good" mood, away from my brothers presence.
After I had made it to the living room, my father sat in his Lazy Boy and started to read the newspaper. I sat in front of him, on the floor since we had no couch, and waited.
"Did you have dinner?" he asked and put the paper down. I nodded and my father smiled.
"Good, you both need nutrition," he whispered and slowly started undoing his pants. Again I nodded moved closer to the chair. It was normal procedure. My father would always want a blow job first, stopping before he climaxed, and then he would make me strip in front of him. After I would either lay flat on the floor, legs wide and he would do his business over me, or I would bend over and get it from behind. It didn't matter to me, both were equally horrible.
PAULS POV
Why am I here, I growled angrily. It was just like Sam to call the command when I was with Vivyan. Of course. Stupid Alpha.
Paul stop we have bigger problems, Sam commanded and I flattened my ears against my head. Vivyan wasn't a problem; she was a wondrous girl that would someday be mine…
Vivyan Landing man? She is hot. Kinda quiet, but talking skills aren't looks, a new voice said. I jumped back and growled at this newcomer. Who was he and what the hell did he think he was doing talking about my girl.
I started running full force towards where the rest of the pack was waiting, not caring about anything but tearing this faggots throat out.
Dude calm down, Jacob said which made me angrier. Jacob wouldn't get it; he was in love with a bloodsucker for crying out loud.
She's not a leech, Jacob snarled and I was finally in the clearing Sam commanded me to go. In the field lay Jared, Sam and the newcomer. Jacob was standing, advancing towards me with his hackles up.
She smells like one, so therefore is one, I sneered back. The newcomer laughed quietly as Jacob and me started to circle each other.
Sorry I'm not blessed with the glory of having an imprint, Jacob grumbled back sarcastically.
Yeah-poor girl that does get stuck with you. We all know Bella is gonna pick the Cullen, I nipped back and Jacob stopped circling, only to attack me. Thinking fast I collided with him half way and we were off.
At first I could slowly feel myself losing as Jacob pinned me down and snapped at my neck. I never thought I would get Jake off of me, until he won. I quickly rethought that as Vivyan's face filled my thoughts. Just as her face drove into my mind, I drove Jake off of me with such strength that he flew through the air. As soon as he fell to the floor I was on top of him, ripping at his skin.
As I felt the joint that attached his paw and leg snap, both Jared and Sam were on top of me. Once they had me off Jake, I calmed down immediately.
You okay Jake? Jared asked and crawled over to him. Jake nodded but whimpered as he licked his paw. As I looked over at Jake, I noticed all the damage I gave him. Not only did I break his wrist, but also his nose and tore a few pieces from his shoulder. I blinked back, both ashamed and amazed at what I did.
Ashamed, why dude. That's so sweet imagine what we could do to… the newcomer said, leaping to his feet.
No one can know about this Quil, Sam barked a command and the newcomer fell back suddenly. I remember my first time with the command. Well I guessed that's how the pup dealt with the overcoming power of the Alpha.
Stop calling me the newcomer, I have a name, the newcomer whimpered and then stood up, shaking off his fur. He was chocolate brown, with a grayish brown belly. I laughed at his small size.
Paul don't laugh, you were that small once too, Jacob said coming up behind me. I guessed the fight wasn't going to lengthen the gap between my imprints cousin and me.
Right about the fight Paul, the chocolate wolf said cautiously crawling up to me. I smiled to see he was frightened of me.
What about it kid? I asked.
Well I said I thought Vivyan was hot before. I was joking dude. Not that she isn't hot, she is believe me… the pup rambled on, not seeming to be able to find the right words.
Where are you going with this? I asked, trying not to get angry as the newcomer called my girl hot.
Quil, my names Quil. And I'm not a threat to your guy's relationship, she's my cousin, he said and his vision flashed to a younger version of Vivyan. She was probably five at the time, and her and a younger Quil were running in and out of the water, apparently chasing the waves. Behind them stood two women, both identical in looks.
Yeah my mom and her mom were twins, Quil said and I caught the "were." My mom left me when I was 8 and Vivyan's left like 2 years ago. No one on the rez knows where they went. Made sense why Noel was so attached to Vivyan and why Vivyan acted like a mother to her brother.
Yeah so no hard feeling about what I said. I don't wanna end up like Jake, Quil motioned to the already healed Jacob beside me. I laughed and nudged Quil with my nose. Liked the kid already, he seemed made to be a wolf.
Thanks, Quil said and gave me and wolfy grin that made his tongue roll out of his mouth.
Don't do that, it makes you look stupid, Jared said. Its like he took the words out of my head.
That's cause he did dumbo, Jacob said and playfully tackled me. I pushed him over and a scene from Lion King came into my mind. You know the scene when Simba is a kid and the chick lion tackles him…
Are you saying you're a chick? Sam said, laughing to himself.
No, I'm a man. Want me to show you? I asked. Jared jokingly jumped back in disgust.
Save it for Vivyan. I'm sure she'd love to meet your manhood, Jacob laughed and than Sam told us to go home. I guessed it was because of Quil's strange appeal to wolf life. He seemed like he had been doing it for month, instead of the couple hours he had actually been in on the secret.
You really think she would like… you know? I asked as Jared as we both walked home slowly.
Dude, give it time. Just be her friend now, unless you're sure she wants more, Jared said and the both of us phased back and dressed quickly.
"Hey you and Kim practically skipped the friend part," I said, remembering the day last year when Jared had imprinted on Kim. Only a week after he took her virginity and they were practically at it any given moment.
"It's not my fault she liked me before the whole wolf stuff," Jared answered with a shrug. I was so happy I was no longer in his mind, since he was probably thinking of what him and Kim would be doing later that night.
"Yeah lucky," I whispered and Jared raised his eyebrows. I shrugged at him and then turned and ran into my house.
So that was chapter two. I am slowly drifting toward the idea of having a lemon, or possibly multiple lemons sometime. Tell me what you think and also tell me if I should mix my other story "Never Gone" into this story or what not. Thank you and please please review :D
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