Wow four reviews, I feel loved thanks for supporting me on my first trip to East High.

*wears her wildcat colors proudly* Ok once again what team? WILDCATS! What team? WILDCATS, WILDCATS get your head in the game.

Probably gonna say that every chapter I love when Corbin does it..

Gabriella's POV

When I left Taylor and walked into the house something inside of me snapped. I was so angry. How could she just die? How could she just leave me?

She already made the mistake of giving me no siblings so how dare she just go off and die?

When I heard these horrible thoughts I freaked out. I ran upstairs and jumped into my bed and cried for a moment.

I grabbed the pillow and touched something hard. I sat up with the pocket knife. For some reason I didn't care why it was there. I didn't care how it even got there.

I just opened it and looked at the blade. Next thing I know I have a small cut on my arm.

But for some reason I didn't care. I didn't care I looked like a psycho had replaced the sane Gabriella Montez.

Next thing I know someone is screaming my name. I didn't even hear him knock.

I look up and there's Troy with the most adorable expression on his face. He looked like someone who had walked in on someone using the toilet or something.

Yeah, the whole freaked out expression.

He makes a big scene and runs to the bathroom. My arm is bandaged a few minutes later after he takes my knife away.

"Will you relax? It was a very small cut, not even deep, more like a regular cut" I said exasperated.

I have no idea where Gabi went anymore. I feel strange, like I don't care about life anymore.

I don't like this but I don't know if I can stop it.

"But you created it willingly" Troy said in a very freaked out voice.

I shrug. "I was just curious, it only hurt a little"

He shakes his head, scared to death I bet. I'm scared too. I think he only knew me as the shy girl from the lodge with the pretty voice who somehow becomes his girlfriend.

I'm not supposed to be this lifeless person. I don't think I want to be that person but somehow I think I always was.

I been a wildcat since I was fifteen but it seemed all three of those years all I did was cry. Troy and I always had war it seemed.

Yet I always came back to him. I think it was to conceal whatever is trying to break free.

"Well…please don't do it again" he's begging me and I shrug.

"Okay…I'm sorry Troy…I came home and it's so empty here" I say and I do feel sorry. But not for doing the cut just for him realizing it could be the real me.

He wraps his arms around me and I could almost feel his relief. Maybe he doesn't realize it. Good.

I think he believes it was just a weird thing and he's going to try and brush it off.

Maybe I am just depressed but I can't shake the feeling the creature or whatever the lifeless soul will try again.

I don't want to become whatever this thing wants me to be.

"Yeah…well then lets get out of here" he suggests and I nod in agreement.

I get up and he holds me close. "Bye mom…hope you're watching me" I said to the air.

I do hope she is because then maybe she can keep the thing away.

He smiles at me and I can see behind it he's thinking of the day again. I'm kind of flattered. He loves me that much I guess.

It was scary. One week ago I almost died. One week ago it could have been both of us in the ground. One week Troy and I could have been separated forever.

"I love you Gabs" Troy whispers and my smile becomes more genuine but I can feel the thing crying in agony. Good, let it suffer.

"I love you too Troy" I said and it cries again.

I found its weakness. It hates me to be happy and I'm the happiest with Troy so I guess I can never ever leave him.

I wrap my arm around him and he holds me close as though keeping me from letting whatever I had upstairs from coming out.

That was fine with me.

"Relax baby…I told you I'm sorry…It was a weak moment but I'm still the girl you met at the lodge…forever I promise" I tell him but I still hold him tight.

I don't think he believes me. He smiles but his grip is like iron it almost hurts.

I grab some stuff out of my room after I squeeze out of his grip. I hold his hand though to keep him happy.

He watches me with jittery movement. I go quickly and ten minutes later I lock the house up to his relief.

We go to his car and I put on my seatbelt and touch my injury.

He gets in and starts the car.

"Troy…please don't think I'm some kind of psycho…it really was just a moment of weakness I don't want you to leave me" I cry.

Troy looks at me quickly then grabs my hand as he has to look at the road.

"Never Gabs….lets just please drop this…I won't tell anyone if you won't and I'll never leave you alone ever again…I will help you Gabs" he says and I sigh with relief.

I just hope I made the right choice. Forever is a long time, I hope I won't have to run away from him to get air.

For now I'll just wait and see. I can't stop looking at my cut though. Why do I want to do more? This is so not me, please Troy don't let me change!

This will probably just bounce back between the two but I will add other characters and maybe a few more POV's but it's most Troyella