Note: Thanks to all those who have reviewed/ read. Two reviewers asked whether this was really a Yullen fic. Yes, it is. Except that for the first chapter I found it impossible to add in.

Anyway, here goes.

Dear Allen,

I love you. I love you as a friend, but I cannot bring myself to be more than that for you. I'm sorry, really. I know Komui-nii would approve of us being an item, but I… I just can't be with you. It doesn't feel right. I'm sorry, Allen. I'm really sorry.

-Lenalee.

Dear Diary:

Well, today sucked. Lenalee was writing a letter confessing her feelings to Allen. To be expected, I admit. But writing it when I was giving her a letter? Lucky I erased that 'I love you' from the letter earlier on.

Gramps says that I have to pack and get ready to set off. About time too, seeing that it's almost noon.

I don't think I'm going to be saying goodbye to anybody. Maybe Yu, but then… it'll be so awkward. Forget it; I'll be going without telling anyone. Not Lenalee, not Allen. The two of them should be making out or something. Don't want to be interrupting them now, do we?

Guess I should make a move now.

Talk later.

: Lavi.

-Lavi

What? Oh… thanks! …

-Allen

-Lavi

Take care, alright? Send back news or something. We'll all miss you, even Kanda.

-Lenalee

-Lenalee

I can't force you, Lenalee. If you really don't feel comfortable with me, there's nothing I can do, is there? Although you must remember that if you ever need help, I'm always here.

-Allen

Dear diary,

I wonder what was up with Lavi yesterday. He gave me the paper and ran out of the room. Really unusual for him. He's going off today on some mission. I guess I'll miss those goofy antics of his.

Allen… I didn't want to disappoint him, really. But there's no denying that I feel awkward whenever I'm with him. I hope he's okay, though. His reply was so… straightforward.

I think I'd better go check on him. Either way, I gotta go.

Bye.

: Lenalee

-Moyashi

Do you mind not standing there like some lost idiot? You've been standing at her door for the past hour like a dummy, and every time I open the door I see you. It's really getting on my nerves.

-Kanda

-BaKanda

What's your problem?! It's not even your door, why should you care so much?

-Allen

PS. My name is not Moyashi.

What the HELL is up with that Moyashi? He seems so weird (and emo) today. Maybe Lenalee dumped him or rejected him? (Insert smirk here)

Whatever, why am I so concerned about a white-haired-bean-sprout-of-an-Exorcist? I should be more concerned about whether Jerry is going to put wasabi into my soba today. He did that the last time… or was it Usagi?

Heck, I hate wasabi.

Allen seems distracted.
I'll talk later, I'm rushing to catch the train now.
-Lavi.

WHEES (: I decided to remove narration, and now the characters are 'talking' using their diaries. Yea, Kanda is worried for Allen. (Even though he doesn't want –or know- to) HEHEHE.

MUAHAHAHA.

Currently working on chapter 3, but until then, review pl0x. xD