Robin and Sanji now sat in the kitchen after Sanji made Robin use her devil fruit ability to check whether Zoro had left or not. Fortunately for Sanji, he had.

Right now, after what just happened, Sanji didn't feel like talking to Zoro or do anything with him. Besides, it's not like he came running after Sanji, asking if he was okay. And by just leaving, he made it very clear he didn't care about Sanji. Just the though made Sanji's chest hurt.

Sanji sighed. "What should I do?"

"Excuse me?" Robin asked, calm as ever.

"About Zoro, what should I do?"

"It's simple; tell him about your feelings!"

Sanji froze and his stomach hurt a little, feeling like billion little butterflies just went through there. A blush covered his face and he got nervous.

"I-I c-can't d-do that!" Sanji stuttered.

"Hmm?"

"I-It's too risky!"

Robin smiled and rested her chin on the back of her hands, leaning forward. Her smile made Sanji feel a little more relaxed.

"I just can't because-"

"Chase both your dreams and desires, only then you will become truly happy." Sanji stopped all thoughts. He wasn't able to think straight after hearing that.

Robin stood up and walked over to the doors, but stopped.

"Do think of your own happiness, please."

Soon after, she exited the kitchen, leaving Sanji to let the words sink in.

Thoughts went through his head, one after another. 'What should I do? Should I tell him? Would he be okay with it? Will he break up with me? Were we ever together?' Sanji let his heart sink. Zoro isn't nor will he ever be his. A tear was threatening to fall, but Sanji wouldn't allow that, he couldn't.

'It's almost lunch time.' Sanji thought as he stood up. The tear from earlier finally escaped. As it ran down his cheek, Sanji let his mind wonder about what Zoro would want for lunch. The tear finally was free, when it hit the ground and there was a quiet splash heard. That moment, Sanji fell to his knees and broke down crying.

It was then Sanji made the decision. Tonight, he would confess.

Dinner had just been finished and he had heard the girls say that now would be Zoro's watch. Zoro probably did most of the watches anyways, it's almost like the crows nest is his room now, probably because the weights were kept there!

Sanji was washing the dishes and used the time he had preparing him self. 'Should I just say 'I love you' or should I say more than that?' Sanji asked himself. 'Maybe if he accepts we can have hot sex afterwards.' Sanji thought, grinning.

He finished washing the dishes and walked outside the room. Sanji could see Zoro in the crow's nest, if it's still called that after receiving a ceiling. To Sanji's surprise, the marimo was actually awake for once, and it looked as if he was deep in thoughts.

Sanji continued with his calm thoughts about Zoro's looks until their eyes met. Sanji got slightly nervous, but relaxed a bit when Zoro's eyes focused on ocean. It didn't last long though Zoro looked him in the eyes again, licked his lips and motioned him to come over using his hand.

Sanji obeyed, moving his legs slowly, but not too slowly. Sanji found himself climbing up the stairs wondering if they would still be together after this conversation.

Sanji got on the floor and didn't fail to notice that Zoro didn't look like he was going to stand up anytime soon and he didn't have his usual 'I am going to fuck you so hard, you won't be able to walk for seven days' smirk.

"Look, we need to talk." Sanji finally managed to choke out.

"I guess we do." The swordsman said.

"Before you say anything let me get this out. I-"

"I wanna end this!" Zoro said quickly before Sanji could finish.

Sanji was shocked he didn't know what to say. The only thing he was able to choke out was a weak "what do you mean?"

"This 'us' thing is over. You could say I was breaking up with you if you wanted, but I doubt you would want that."

"You ungrateful, piece of shit! DID THOSE NIGHTS MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?" Sanji shouted, he felt like crying there and then.

Zoro didn't expect that, Zoro had been expecting Sanji just to say 'fine' and walk away. Obviously, Sanji felt something towards the swordsman.

Sanji kicked Zoro in the head, sending him flying across the room.

"Be more fucking grateful you fucker!" Sanji said before storming out of the room, boiling from anger.

It seemed that Zoro didn't fail to notice the tears in his eyes, though there was no point in hiding it anymore. Sanji had already made it clear those nights meant something, something Zoro couldn't put his finger on.

Sanji had already entered his own room and was heading for the bed.

Sanji undressed himself, thinking about how Zoro used to do it. 'Oh god, he used to rip them off, one by one. I'd always have to buy new ones when we came to the next island.' Sanji chuckled a bit, but the smile didn't last long. He sighed. 'But that was then, now is now.' Sanji felt like he was just about to start crying again. 'There won't be any of that since the fucker finally gave in and dumped me!'

Sanji was becoming angrier every moment he thought about the so called 'stupid marimo' and Sanji just wanted to scream, but he also felt like crying his heart out.

Sometimes Sanji wished he would just die, but he couldn't do that to the rest of his nakama and Zoro would probably feel guilty. He also had a dream, to find all blue. His lovely ladies were important too! They… wait what the hell? Was he becoming suicidal?

Sanji's own thought surprised him. Maybe he just wanted to disappear to the unknown world. Sanji found himself sobbing quietly as the tears rolled down his face.

Why didn't the swordsman want him anymore?

Did he even want him in the first place?

Was he just...worthless...?

Yeah I know! I make Sanji too OCC and there's a lot of drama! Feel free to correct my mistakes! You can also give me some head up's and ideas.

Sadly I won't always be uploading this quickly, but I swear I will upload a special chapter on Valentines Day! Please review, it really motivates me!

Love ya~3