NOTES: Whew! this is chapter i don't know but I feel like writing today, since i do not have work and no exams today(jumping happily), well i miz every emotion in here, after I ended Summer Days i decide to no longer add a third party again but when i was typing this another character went in my mind i know I have hated Misu but then again I am torturing him though I really want to but not now but still i think i am going on the way again *sniff*. Up until now I can;t believe I made Baby Shin disabled i don;t know where in the world i get the ideas of my storyline I would agree if someone will told me its weird and out of this world. Maybe because I am out of this world as well, I keep on publishing things though in the end I notice a lot of errors.

AKILUV, JUNE, NIKKI: This story and my other fanfic I dedicate them for you I hope for other MISUxSHINGYOUJI fans will be able to enjoy this. If you have ideas about the pair you can message me my email is in my profile. any request I will try my best. but I am still practicing hard because i know i still have a lot of error when i say a lot its a LOT

AGAIN I DO NOT OWN TAKUMI-KUN nor the pair some lines i credit it to Quinn Fabray's quotation but i edit them and made my own lines.

The title of the second chapter was because of listening to Bruno Mars and other music and this music sung by one of my singers in my country

CHAPTER 2 Hope you enjoy!

Shingyouji can't help but just look at the windows of his room, he wants to be out of the hospital already but the doctor insist he still need to stay for one more week. The doctor still do test on him to see a chance if he will still have a chance to walk again.

"Can you feel anything?"

"Nothing"

Shingyouji wants to lie, that he can feel any reaction in his body but there is none. Even though his lover visits him, they always feel awkward with each other ever since he made a scene the other day.

Misu still visits him and stayed with him out through the night he would just return home to bring clothes or to bring some fruits.

"Arata-san?"

"Hmm?"

"Anou, are they mad at me? I did meant to act that way, I…"

"If I was on your place right now I would do the same as well, I don't even blame you, but the next time don't behave that way ok? Here eat this apple."

Shingyouji can't help it he feels sad, being a burden to Misu, but he just obediently eat the apple given to him by the elder man. he even whole heartedly accepted what had happen to him.

His friends were able to visit him again bringing him good luck gifts. Hayama bring Shingyouji a huge bunny stuff toy since he know his kouhai love stuff toy so much, his lover Gii put the flowers he and Hayama bought in the vase, Yoshizawa and Takabayashi also brought him flowers, Akaike gave him basket of fruits with a "GET WELL" card.

"Minna, thank you very much I am so happy."

"How's your therapy going?" asked by Akaike

"Well I keep going but nothing's happening so in the end I am just frustrated."

"I am really sorry about that Shingyouji-kun" Hayama sadly stated

"No, don't I could've easily become one of those creepy memorial pages in the yearbook, but by luck, I'm here. Believe it or not, this is the happiest day of my life. I just realize that this past few days."

Everyone feel that now Shingyouji is trying to regain his composure and try to be happy even though this tragedy had happened to him.

"One thing I learn is not to answer phone calls while crossing the street, that's no most stupid thing I have ever done."

Hayama and Takabayashi starts to cry their boyfriends comfort them, Akaike shakes his head upon their action, Misu looks at them and hel Shingyouji's hand.

"Hey this is the way it is. My accident, no one's fault but mine and my stupidity doesn't define me to ruin my life or even our friendships, come here Hayama-san you too sempai"

Shingyouji hugs both of them showing comfort and showing them how he also regrets his action of pushing them away.

"So once I got out of this hospital we'll plan another get together maybe in summer what do you guys think, by that time I promise I will be walking again and be out of a wheelchair"

"But you need to continue your therapy, you will still cook for me, you can now put as many cabbage as you like"

Everyone laugh at Misu's statement.

After a week Shingyouji is finally out of the hospital, he is scheduled to have his therapy 3 days a week, he'll be back as well in school, but Shingyouji feels nervous because he don't want to be a laughing stock of some student's there, but he decide not to falter he knows Misu is with him, since Shingyouji will be out of job for the meantime, Misu decide he would help his young lover first, Shingyouji initially declines but in the end he can't object the elder man's request.

Back at home, Shingyouji was surprise that his friends set him a Welcome Party; of course it was plan by Misu. Shingyouji can't help but cry.

"First of all thank you for visiting me in the hospital, Second I have news last therapy I had I am starting to regain my feelings so I do have chance to recover and walk again so I hope you continue your prayer and support."

I'm not denying anything! But I swear I won't be like those other disable people, this isn't my life! I'm going to finish college be back in Kendo, I'll be able to walk again.

It was already 10pm in the evening, Shingyouji still can't sleep though he now showed his cheerful façade to other people he couldn't help but still feel miserable having a hard time to accept the fact he is in a wheelchair uncertain if it would be forever or temporary. He looks at Misu who is now sleeping soundly beside him, he just smiled seeing how the elder man still decide to be with him after what happen.

How long can you endure this Arata-san? How long can you stay with me?

At school, Shingyouji still feel comfortable he was in the hallway people keep staring him, he is thinking maybe its either they pity him or want to mock him.

I hate the look of these people, better ignore them.

He held his head up high, and continue to wheel his chair going to his classroom. After the class finish, he decide to paid a visit in Kendo class, he was approached by his sempai

"Shingyouji, I am sorry about what happened to you, I hope you can walk again and be able to be back in the team."

"Fujimoto-sempai I still have years to catch up maybe next year I can be part of the team again, I am currently in therapy so I just hope everything would pay out"

His sempai pat his shoulders, he was really sad because Shingyouji is a big loss in the team, even now the Nationals is almost near.

Even he won't tell it to anyone he feels bitter, angry inside and depressed he feels like he almost lost everything, his normal life, and his dream pursuing his sports. His silence thoughts were interrupted when someone approached him.

"There you are, I have been looking for you time for your therapy, I tried to call you but you were not answering the phone."

"Arata-san I am sorry about that, I was with my sempai earlier, you're out early today"

"I have finished all my task so my boss let me leave early"

In the hospital, Misu is assisting Shingyouji in his therapy, Shingyouji sometimes lose his patience because, he still can't make attempting his first steps he will always fall, Misu will reach out his hand t help the younger lover.

"Aren't you getting tired?"

"Tired of what?"

"You have school, work then you even come here to help me"

"I was just always thinking of the things that I've lost, its hard not to focus on it"

"Don't do that, don't put yourself down."

"That's what I have been doing lately, it's hard to be strong in front of everyone you know, especially in front of you."

Misu smiled at what Shingyouji, sometimes his insecurities really can come out of place.

"Baka do you think I will leave just because of what happen to you, or I only decide to stay out of sympathy."

Shingyouji wants to cry on what Misu had told him.

"I want to help you, like this using my hands to move your legs, I hope you can see in my eyes the way I see you till now."

"What is it?"

"Perfection"

"Nee Arata-san if I ask you to give up everything, will you do it for me?"

"Are you asking me too?"

"No"

"Because you think that's not the way I am"

"Because its nice knowing that something out there that can't be lost"

"What is it"

Shingyouji, kiss Misu on his lips and touched his face.

"Love"

Misu smirked, and continue to help his lover on the therapy.

Weeks passed, though Shingyouji is having a lot of improvement, he was still advice to be in his wheelchair. He become positive now of his life, he decides his dreams can wait.

Misu brought him to the hospital again, however he apologized because he can't be with him for the therapy for that day, he was assigned by his boss to present the reports to his client but the elder man promise that he will be back and and go home with him.

"It's ok Iida-sensei will be helping me so don't worry ok?"

"Promise I will be back, even earlier than you expected, don't make the people hear mad ok?"

"Hey!, I have been patient this past few weeks now. Go now I'll wait for ou later."

Misu gives Shingyouji one last look and bid him goodbye.

"You're a lucky guy aren't you?"

"Iida-sensei? You think so?"

"Isn't it obvious he is always with from the time you had your accident and even during your therapy."

"I really want to thank you but, I want to know the truth will this therapy would really help me walk again?"

"Remember last time I informed you it won't be a guarantee but feeling something is a good sign, many people are hoping for you to walk again, but remember no matter what would be the result you have friends around you that never left you. Even you almost pushed them away,"

"I…. really regret that till now"

"At least you are being positive now in your life so, you need to forget what you have done, so we'll start your therapy in 30 mins ok?"

"I just want to look around the hospital can I?"

"Sure"

Shingyouji, look around and see some patients that are in worst situation than him, and still he complained on what happen to him, while he's on a stroll accidentally he bumped into someone.

"Anou, Gomenasai, I did not mean to."

"Oh its ok, I you did not do it intentionally, seems like you are having a hard time in your wheelchair, how many years have you been…"

"It's been just a month already, so there are times I am still having a hard time"

The guy smiled at him and seems like Shingyouji caught the eye of this stranger.

"By the way my name is Shinobu Takahashi, you are"

"Going to my therapy sorry mister"

Shingyouji hurriedly went back and apologize to his attending physician, after the therapy, Shingyouji is still waiting at the hospital.

Arata-san was supposed to go here now, maybe he's still in the middle of the presentation.

Shingyouji text Misu, he gets a reply that he was now on his way and apologized because the clients were late. The younger man replied that its ok, he'd just wait for him.

While at the lobby, someone caught his attention again, Shinobu was there.

"Hey, you're still here? Would you like me to take you home?"

"No thank you I am waiting for someone"

"You haven't told me your name yet."

"Sorry for my rudeness earlier, I am Kanemitsu Shingyouji I am a college student"

"Shingyouji, and again I'm"

"Takahashi-san, right? Are you a patient here?

The guy laughs at Shingyouji.

What a stupid question to ask.

"No I am…"

Suddenly Misu appeared, and run towards Shingyouji, he hurriedly apologizes to his younger lover.

"Anou Arata-san its ok by the way this is.."

"Takahashi, Shinobu I can' believe I will be seeing you here" Misu stated

"You know each other? How?" A surprised Shingyouji asked

"His father is the Head Doctor of this hospital, you have been for a long time you still don't know, and his father is a close friend of my dad, the last time I saw you was 13 years ago."

"I have graduated last year currently I am a pediatrician here, you must be Misu, Arata. So the rumor was true you were admitted in a University here. You go to the same school?"

"Yes we do, I am sorry but we need to go now, we still have class tommorow."

Shinobu smiled at Misu and Shingyouji but his eyes is focus on Shingyouji. He can't help but look at this new acquaintance.

I know that look Takahashi is showing him, good thing I make it in time.

"Hope I can visit you in school Misu good night, you as well Shingyouji"

Misu does not want the stare the guy gave his lover, Shingyouji oblivious as he was did not notice the behavior Misu is showing.

"Arata-san? Is there a problem?"

"Nothing, I am really sorry I was late I even said I will there earlier than you expected."

"Its ok you are always with me everyday, picking me up in the hospital and taking me there would be enough."

"Misu hugged Shingyouji, I just don't want to miss any progress that you will have."

"I have one favor from you"

"What is it?"

"Just don't get close to Takahashi, it bothers me."

"But we only talk for a short while."

"Even though"

Shingyouji just smiled, and just agreed to Misu's request.

I was a man who always played around in love so quick to take but so afraid to give enough but now I've found the one and heaven will only know what only my eyes can say and time can't take away...

whew! sorry Misu I am punishing you again, though i was supposed not to do it but I really can't maybe this is the reason why i decide to write stories because whether I like it or not I really end up punishing you for Misu-lovers this is the first time I will say sorry I do like Misu, but his character is the reason that made me hate him. oh well i hope you review, this will motivate me to write and make more stories. fpr those who will hate these just leave the page ok? for all MisuXSHING pairing fans AGAIN ALL MY CREATIONS ARE FOR YOU