"House is everything alright?" Wilson asked in a worried tone "I called you and you didn´t answer, so I decided to stop by and see if anything had happened."

"Everything is just fine!! Wilson, thanks for coming, see you tomorrow…" But his friend did not go away…"Bye!!!!" He insisted…

"House, I know there's something wrong… I can see it in your face…"

House, although didn't answered, and remain sit there with his eyes lost, ignoring the question.

"It's about Cameron, isn't it?" Wilson continued.

"NO!!!!!!!" He answered, noticing his exaggerated tone… "Why would it be?" He ask trying to hide the real motive for his curiosity (how the hell Wilson knew?)

"Perhaps because of the fact that you always cared for her, a lot more than a simple employee,… and know she's with Chase, and you finally realized that if you don't do anything about it, you could lose her forever? If you didn't lose already…"

House remained quiet, he's head was spinning again… Had he became so predictable like that??… however, it was Wilson's last words that were echoing in his head "If you didn't lose already…" … "If you didn't lose already…" that was, without any doubt, a terrifying thought.

"Greg, you know I'm right…" Wilson restarted, "you can't even fool yourself, insisting that everything is fine…"

"You are right…" he finally confessed, noticing a surprised expression on his friend face. Wilson always knew his best friend had feelings for the immunologist, but, the truth is he never believed he would admit it.

After House's admission, he remain silent, he couldn't believed what he had just said. Admit his feelings for himself was one thing, but say them out loud in front of his friend, was a completely different thing. It was like say them out loud meant there was no coming back.

"And…????" insisted Wilson still not believing on the revelation he just heard.

"And what??" House answered in an irritated tone, "what do you want me to say?? That I really do care about her?? That seen her with Chase is like torture?? That think maybe it is to late terrifies me? THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH HER??? Was that what you wanted to hear?

"Wow!!!" Was all Wilson could say. He knew House cared about her but he never imagine that he would fell in love with her. When he recovered from the shock he said only "Oh boy, you're in trouble…"

House was as shocked as his friend, with his own words, he never planned to tell it all like that, to expose himself this way. But now it was too late,… He searched for a reason that made him go all the way, why he confessed everything?? The only answer he could think of was that he couldn't bare it anymore, that if he didn't yell it he would explode. In fact that was exactly that what just happened: House explode. When he listened to Wilson's answered he simply said, "Do you think I didn't know that?"

"Greg, why now? Is it just jealous? Like a small child that just wants a toy because someone else has it?"

House considered lying, say yes and cut this subject right there, however, perhaps because the worst part he had already told, he decided to finish this right away, to tell everything, maybe his friend could help him, maybe he had some answers. So he told Wilson about the kiss.

"She what????" Wilson said incredulous, House just confirmed with his head annoyed. "Are you telling me that Cameron kiss you????"

"Thanks Jimmy!! I didn't know it was so hard to believe!!" He replied even more annoyed.

"It's not that, it's just that… I never thought she would have the guts…, or the you wouldn't stopped her…"

"It didn't mean anything, anyway… she just wanted a blood sample…" answered House now, for Wilson's surprise, sounding hurt in some way.

"House if it didn't mean anything, why am I here at your apartment at two o'clock in the in the morning having this conversation with you?"

"You know what I mean… it didn't mean anything to her… she…"he suddenly shut up when he realized he just admitted that the kiss signify something to him.

Wilson understood perfectly what his friend was thinking, so he answered right away: "Of course it meant something to her too, she always had a thing for you, you know she had always been in love with you! You know it Greg!!!"

"NO I DON'T!!!" House yelled, "why would she be in love with me??? Let's be honest Jimmy, I'm not handsome or nice I'm just the next charity case" he notice that Wilson wanted to object, but he continued not letting his friend say anything… "Seriously why would she be in love with me??? She's so much better than me… she's… she's extremely beautiful, and intelig…." He shut up again, embarrassed by the "love declaration" tone his word had….

"'Why' I really don't know," Wilson said calmly, enchanted by the transformation his friend suffer, "but she certainly does love you, anyone can notice…"

"Then why is she with Chase???"

"She's not with Chase…" Wilson answered seeing the relief on House face "They got some sort of agreement, something like friends with benefits, you know?

The second part of what Wilson had just said hit him like a punch, and he was not sure if he should be happy or furious about what it. "Hm" was all he could manage to say.

"So House what are you going to do now??" He heard the question perfectly, however he didn't answered it, simply because he didn't know the answer. He had been asking himself the same thing a thousand of times… What he was going to do now?…

"I have no idea…" He said finally, "I should just let the things as they are…, she's better of without me"…

"You know that is not true, you…" but, before he could finish the sentence House interrupt him…

"No!!!, It is true!!! I could never make her happy, I could never be who she want me to be…"

'The only thing she want you to be is yourself"

"I would end up hurting her" House continued ignoring what Wilson said, "I could end up been…" he didn't finish it, cause he didn't want to show his biggest fear.

"House when to people get in a relationship, they both know that sooner or later one of then will end up hurting the other" Wilson started, "And what's important, House, is that you don't want to hurt her, do you?".

"No I don't…" he replied "but…"

"Greg, you can't spend your whole life afraid that what happened in you last relationship will happen again, afraid of open up to someone again and get hurt" He continued, know a little angry "It's about time you start living again!!!"

House remained quiet, thinking. "Greg what are you going to do?"

"I really don't know" He said softly, "I need to think…", Wilson never seen him so vulnerable before, he had no sarcasm to hide him, he was just a man in love.

"I know…" Wilson said "that's why I'm leaving, I let you with your thoughts" and he went to the door…, when he got there he turn back to say one last thing "Just don't think too much…, I wasn't been serious early when I said it could be already too late, but she won't wait forever…"

The next and last chapter probably will be on by Friday, because I have a really big test on Thursday and so tomorrow I have to study. Pleaseeeee review (reading reviews really speed the writing process) see you Friday…