Chapter 2
Everything was just a blur, the last thing Beca remembered was the door slamming open and someone carrying her back to her dorm. She couldn't recognize who it was but she could smell a familiar scent. It was Jesse's scent.
She must have been hallucinating because it's impossible that he would bail on Trebles rehearsal just for her. They weren't even on speaking terms (or any terms in fact).
She woke up with that thought in her mind which made her more annoyed. Well she was always annoyed during morning but she was surprised when it wasn't morning it was just 8:30 in the evening and there was someone by her side. She tried making out the figure but was greeted by a deep moan.
"Beca, you awake?"
"Jesse? What are you doing here?" she asked trying to fit the pieces together.
"Chloe called me during rehearsals. She told me you had a panic attack in the middle of practice and collapsed." Jesse explained, intently she could tell he was uneasy so she reached for his hand and squeezing it slightly. Instantly his whole body relaxed and there was a sudden change in the atmosphere.
"Thank you." And just like that there moment was once again by the world's best roommate, Kimmy Jin.
"Seriously Beca you can't just let people inside our room." She settled in with about five of her friend in tow all sending cold glances and stares directly at Beca and Jesse.
"And…once again I'm out. Beca feel better and don't stress yourself too much." And just like that he was gone. She was now more confused than ever there were still some things unsaid.
She groaned into her pillow, frustrated and exhausted. Timing wasn't on her side right now. So she ran to the only person who knew what to do right now.
*knock,knock,knock*
"Coming!" the door opened to reveal a shocked red headed girl, "Beca! What are you doing here? You should be resting!"
"Chloe, I don't know what to do." Beca told her everything she felt, everything that has happened and everything she was thinking. She never opened up to anyone like this before, she never felt so vulnerable the walls she built all her life were slowly breaking now.
"You have to let him know, let him know how much you care for him."
"How? How can I do that if he doesn't even want to listen to me? Come on Chloe he shut me out literally." She was re-calling that horrible night after spring break, she came to make amends with him but instead he shut her out leaving her with his words "You think you know but you don't."
The truth is she did know why she shut everyone out. She had to do it because she was so scared of falling, she didn't think anyone would catch her. She only realized Jesse would catch her when it was too late. He told her he was done but she didn't have the chance to tell him that she was willing to fight for him; to fight for whatever it was that was going on between them.
"Do your song we all know you put it in the set because you were inspired by him."
"Do you think it would work?"
"It has to."
And with that Beca was determined to do everything in her power to win him back even if her badass rep will be ruined.
AN: Hey! So thanks so much for the follows and reviews and to answer the question of SANDRA-5 the first chapter was just during rehearsals I would never take away from the Bellas their win in the ICCA's =)) Hope you'll still support this story. Sorry if the chapters are short just having writers block. And I would love to hear from you so please review or PM me if you have suggestions I am very much open to anything.
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