Author's Note: So this is the second chapter to "Dear Fred." Since it was so well received, I decided to finish it. So yeah. Enjoy.
Disclaimer: I wish.
Dear George
I know my funeral was today. I watched it.
God, its so weird being dead, George. You see so much stuff you wouldn't see if you were alive. I saw my funeral, Lupin and Tonk's, Colin Creevey's…. It's just all so weird.
I miss you. I miss everyone, so much, but I miss you most of all.
I dunno why I died. It all happened so fast… I think it was some sort of spell. But one minute I was there and the next I was watching Perce crying over my body.
I didn't accept it for the first few days. But then Lupin and Tonks showed up, and bunches of other people and it wasn't- isn't- okay, Georgie, but its close.
It's just that I miss you more than anything. It's hard for me to laugh, because I have no one to laugh with.
I don't blame you for closing the shop. Its what I would have done.
Sometime I wish… I wish I wasn't dead, George. You think I wanna be dead? I hate it. I want to be with you. I want to be there with you. I hate myself because I left you there. I should be there. I should be with you. I shouldn't have died.
Lupin's tried to explain to me over and over, but I just can't understand why it was me. Why was it me, Georgie? Why me? WHY DID I HAVE TO DIE?
Oh, George. I just miss you so…so fucking much. But you have to promise me something, Georgie. Promise me you won't let them forget me. Promise me, George. Don't let them forget me. Because if everyone forgets me, I'll….I'll be truly dead.
I miss you too, George. I wish I could come back.
I love you.
Love,
Fred
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