Chapter 2: What do we do now?

JOHNS P.O.V

As soon as I hung up the phone I got a plane ticket to Pittsburgh. I didn't even bother to call my father or step-mother, they would never understand. If it wasn't for my dad and step-mom splitting, I might not even be here. So I'm sure she wouldn't want to talk about the woman my dad accidentally got pregnant. All I could think about was her and how this was actually happening. I've been terrified all these years to go back and see her, and then when I moved I eventually met Liz. I never fully got over her,but I figued after what happened she has probably moved on, hell she hated me. After a while of getting lost in my thoughts I fell asleep. I could see her face in my dreams. Her long, think, wavy/curly black hair. He piercing green eyes, and they way she used to look at me. A soft sexy, but in charge kind of look. She was short, no more than 5'4, but she had the nicest body, the right sized chest, ass and all nice curves. I could still smell her and the conditioner she used to use. God did it feel wrong to dream about her, but then again it felt so right. I suddely awoke to the plane making it's hard, bumpy stop when it lands. I leaned my head back groaning.

After getting my bag and making sure I had everything, I called a cab. "Beaver please." I muttered. It was weird being back here again, after all this time. Things sure have changed in the past 16 years, damn. After about 20 minutes I realized how close we were getting and my stomach turned into a knot. Holy shit, holy shit, this was happening. Before I knew it we were in front of the house. I looked and realized how different it looked. They had painted it and added a fence and my mom even had a garden. I grabbed my bag and paid the man. He sped off and I chuckled a little. He could probably feel how tense I was. After about five minutes of standing there like an idiot I got the courage to walk up. I set my bag down and rang the doorbell. I immediatley tensed up. Oh god, I'm having a heart attack. I cluched my chest and took in deep breaths. I looked down at my feet and froze when I saw the door opened. I looked up and gawked. It felt like my eyes were going to pop out of my head. There she was...she was really here. She stepped out and looked down. I closed my mouth and goaned quietly. This whole time I've been thinking about how hard this will be on me, not even thinking about what this was doing to her. I had to do what I would always do when she was upset. I grabbed her by the arms and pulled her in for a hug. That's when I noticed something different. Her hair wasn't black anymore, it was about the color of is hair. She even smelled a little different, good, but like like she always did. I let go and backed up. She turned her head and sighed. At that point all I wanted to her to do say something, anything. I don't care if she started screaming at me and hitting me... I just wanted something. Instead she went over and sat down on a chair. I slowly walked over and sat on the chair in front of her. I felt the tears start to come back. She wouldn't even look at me.

"Catherine...please...say something." I begged but got nothing. I didn't know what to do or what to even say. I couldn't tell her how much I love her and miss her, I was married. "I'm sorry." I choked out. Nothing, still nothing. I took in a deep breath. "I'm sorry for everything, I'm sorry I fucked up and ruined us Cat. If I could go back I would, I'd take everything I said back. I...I should have supported you. I should have took you with me when I left, I..." Then the tears fell. I quickly wiped them away and remembered the baby. The baby I convinced her to get rid of. "I should have brought you and the baby with me, I'm so so sorry...please forgive me. I should have never mentioned abortion...we were just so young Cat, you were only 15 ! I know now that the baby wouldn't of been a problem but please...just say something." I cried out desperately. She sighed and buried her head in her hands.

"You really mean all of that?" My head shot up. She still wasn't looking at me, but she had finally said something. "Cat you know I mean that, I loved you Catherine Emelia Grove, you were my everything. I was just scared. " I said looking back down. Again it was silent. I groaned and leaned back."If you're not going to talk to me then why did you call me here, you want to torture me? Well congratualtions, you're doing a wonderful job." I spat and saw her tense up. I mentally kicked myself. Why they hell did I have to say that.

"You want me to say something eh? Well how about this for starters. I'm NOT Catherine." I froze. For a second I thought my heart and literally stopped beating."You're not...wait what?" I saw her run a hand through her hair and she looked up and stared into my eyes. And then it happened. I felt my whole body start to shut down.

"You want answers John, is that what you want?" I couldn't speak...I just stared up at her. If it wasn't Catherine...who was it? She looked identical to her, but different? I studied her features and gasped."Oh my god." I whispered.

"Yeah, you get it now there John? I'm not Catherine, never have been. You didn't speak to Catherine you spoke to me. Who am I John, who am I." She screamed at me and still, I couldn't speak a word. It couldn't be, she couldn't be...Catherine said...did she lie? I tried to talk but nothing came out.

"Yeah that's what I thought, but you are right about one thing there John, a baby wouldn't of been a big deal or got in the way of things, but instead of thinking that way you went straight to abortion. Well guess what Mr. Cena, I'm the damn thing you wanted aborted and look at me now! Am I in your way John?" She lied to me. This whole time she had lied. I looked at her again and realized just why I thought she was different. She was the mirror image of her mother, but she had my blue eyes and my nose...before it got broken so many times. Her stare was petrifying. She was staring straight through my soul it seemed, and I understood why. I got that stare a lot back in the day, and here I am...like deja vu. I was staring at my daughter.

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