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It has been three weeks since I left my home in Tree Hill. Right now, as crazy as it seems, I am sitting on a bench. I am sitting on a bench in Savannah, Georgia while it is pouring down rain. I don't know why it calms me but it does. Rain. God, I love the rain. I feel it wake me from all my dreams and wash away my sanity. I feel cleansed. I feel at peace for once in my life. Unfortunatly, here comes Brooke and she is most likely going to yell at me for being insane and drag me back into our "home." Oh joy.

"What are you, insane?" yelled a furious Brooke.

I know I shouldn't of, but I did. I laughed. I laughed and I couldn't stop. I laughed so hard and I could practically see the smoke coming out of Brooke's ears. That made me laugh even harder.

"I know you are not stupid tutor girl, so why in the hell are you out in the rain and why are you laughing because right now I see nothing that is funny!" said an annoyed Brooke.

"It's nothing Brooke, I just knew you were going to say that."

Brooke just stood there and then she suprisingly sat down beside me and embraced me in a sideways hug. After all we've been through I could always count on Brooke to make me feel better, even though she was usually the one to make me feel bad.

"I know you are going through so much right now, but you have to let me in. I'm worried about you. Everyone's worried about you." she said with such sincerity that it made me feel bad for shutting her out.

It took me awhile to realize that I was crying, but there I was. Crying. I look in her eyes and nod. I hope she realizes that I am sorry. I have put her through so much and I know she doesn't deserve it.

"I am so sorry Brooke. I know that I have been a pain to live with these past couple weeks shutting you out and everything. Its just...I have no one and I am so scared." I cry as I finally let everything out.

"What do you mean you have no one? You have everyone Haley Elise James. You have me and Peyton and Lucas and Jake. Never say you have no one Hales because you have everyone. Everyone who matters. You have them." shouted Brooke at me, pure sadness and disappointment clear in her crystal eyes.

"You know what I mean Brooke. My life is so messed up. How did this happen? I asked, desperate for anwsers.

"Felix happened. Haley, you did the right thing by leaving him. You were being sucked into a loveless relationship. If you didn't leave when you did, you never would have gotten out."

Ahh...Felix. My supposed fiance. Or ex-fiance, I don't really know anymore. We were engaged, not by choice but by force. He had money and my family didn't. As simple as that. I was engaged to Felix Taggarro for his money. Actually I still am, but I ran away. I ran away...

"At least he cared though. I know it wasn't love but it was something. Finally, someone wanted me." I confessed.

I was surprised when I felt Brooke jump up from the bench and started glaring at me.

"Fine. If you miss him so much go back to him. Go back to some jerk you don't even love when YOU were the one who wanted to leave him in the first place! You are so hot and cold all the time and I don't know what to say to you anymore Haley, it always ends in a fight. God!" she let out a frustrated sigh. I just sat there.

"I'm sorry Brooke, I really am." I say with tears in my eyes.

"I'm so sorry. I promise, it ends tonight." I say again.

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