Hello again journal.
I am the biggest, dumbest, most idiotic moron to ever shuffle about on the earth or in Wandenreich. I should just find a group of shinigami and take them out as they kill me. That would be an honorable way to commit suicide. Maybe I should attack one of the captains?
Besides death would be preferable. I am such a fool. Why why why why whyyyyy did I do that? His Majesty was giving a speech and I got lost in his voice I couldn't remember what he said and god help me the illness is getting worse. And when one of the other stern ritter asked which part I liked most I said it was "the part where he was talking and it was cool."
The worst part was that His Majesty was close and could have heard me… Ugh… Someone kill me… I was trying to pay attention but there is something so very distracting about His Majesty! I'm a horrible subordinate…
