A/N: Unfortunately I had to cut out some dialogue and text because they had my name as well as others. They have been removed for security and privacy matters. Thanks for understanding! (BTW, Bella isn't in this)


February 4, 2012

The snowy pine forest whizzed by us while the train sped over the Newfoundland winter terrain, it was gorgeous of course; but I had other things on my mind. "Why can't I see Jacob?" I asked for the 100th time. Esmé, Emmett, and jasper all turned to look at me somberly, but it was Edward who answered my question.

"We've told you before, it is for your own good" Edward never turned to say it my face; he just continued to stare at the passing landscape. Suddenly, part of the back end of the carriage was demolished by a flying object, part of the wall on my right was gone, along with the end and a part of the ceiling. All of it gone to the collision from a wolf, a wolf with reddish fur. I fell to the ground when the carriage was torn apart, Jasper threw his arm in front of me to protect me from flying debris, but I ignored what was happening around me, I was staring at the wolf. Never in my life had I ever seen it, but something in my mind triggered a piece of key information. Wide eyed, I whispered, "Jacob."

Edward and Carlisle tried to shove the wolf as hard as they could off the train, when suddenly, three other wolves leapt on to the train from the forest, a black, a sandy, and a chocolate brown wolves joined in trying to shove the reddish wolf off the carriage. It all happened in a matter of seconds, it started and then it ended. All that I caught of the end was the three other wolves jump off the train when the red wolf finally fell off. I scrambled to the edge of the floor that was left. All that could be seen of the red wolf was a tumble of red, brown and white. Gripping the edge of the remaining floor, I screamed, "Jacob!"

Jasper led me through the quiet snow covered fisherman village bay, up a hill, and then down to the icy shore. Sliding in and around on the thick slab of ice that covered the harbor was Jacob. He came on shore to give me a hug; he looked aright, despite being thrown off a moving train. Even in a blue t-shirt, jeans and sneakers, he wasn't freezing (of course), but then again, neither was I.

The three of us got on to the ice, Jacob and Jasper immediately started to slide, whoop and holler along the ice. Then they came over to me, each took one of my hands, and started pulling me along with them. It was so much fun.

Later on we hung around on the hill among small trailer homes and fishing nets, joking around and telling stories, thinking we had all the time in the world (as well as the best hiding place in the village). Turns out we were wrong. It started with me sitting on the ground with my back against a trailer with the mesh fence close to my left side, and Jacob and Jasper standing around me. The fence I sat next to separated us from the road that went up and down the hill, giving us a view of anyone approaching.

We heard the thunder of a black Chevy Silverado truck driving and then parking along the base of the hill. Once I spotted it, I began to panic as I ambled away from the fence, trying to remain hidden. Jacob and Jasper looked troubled as my best friend came around the corner in her black "pleather" jacket, and stopped in front of me. She folded her hands in front of her, looked down and smiled a bit too kindly at me.

"We have to go." Her voice was too quiet, too mistrusting.

Crossing my arms in front of my chest, I pouted as I replied. "But I don't want to go." I said rather childishly, my friend maintained her kind expression.

"You have to stay away from Jacob. It's for your own good." She repeated the words Edward had said to me not so long ago. She tried to pull me away by my arm but I pulled back towards the fence. On the opposite side of that fence were Carlisle and Billy, just standing there watching. I cried hot tears as they continued to watch on.

"No, please! Help me, don't make them do this!" They still continued to watch me struggle with light smiles on their faces.


A/N: I'd just like to take a minute to say that this was a really odd dream for me considering I am not team Jacob (or Edward for that matter) or Jacob obsessed, so it was confusing for me as to why I was so desperate in the dream... oh well. I thought it was an interesting dream all the same.