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Chapter 2
I stared. Like a creeper. Yep, a creeper. But could I stop? Nope, not at all. Who was he? Deep chocolate brown eyes- not the muddy chocolate color- but the thick dark chocolate eyes that were definitely more beautiful in person, even thought he was super hot in dream land too.
"Zoey, I know new boy is hot..." Erin started.
"But you got Erik, meaning he's free meat..." Shaunee finished. Directing a meaningful look at the new boy... kinda felt bad- not even knowing his name.
"For us." Erin added quickly, before some ruined her chances by starting a new subject.
"Well, before they keep blabbering- finishing each others' sentences and whatnot- 'new boy'- would like to speak for himself." He looked at me, completely dazzling me with a brilliant smile, showing how cocky he truly was, "The name's Stark. Just Stark." He knew people well enough to understand we all ask the same questions... and he had no first name- or last. I dunno which, I've only knew the kid for like 3.14159 seconds. Wow. I'm mind babbling... Goddess, if he makes me this nervous with one sentence...
"Earth to Zo, hey Z, ZOEY!" I heard people say... after like 20 minutes they broke through my dreamy haze.
"Alrighty... since my sexy, god-like presence had already forced lovely Z her into submission I best be going. Classes to find... women to seduce." Stark laughed a began to rise from the bench.
I finally found my words. "Hey, being the high priestess in training, it's my job to help the new students... so want me to show you around... wouldn't want you and your sexiness getting lost. What would I do with my life if I never saw you again?" I said hurriedly. I sounded as if I was breathless, but other than that perfectly smooth- no sign of my being tongue-tied.
"Well- I mean- If I mean that much to you... I could never deny such a powerful fledgling." He smirked... great. Bringing up my gifts. My favorite subject. As in- not really.
"Uh, yeah. Let's do." And we walked out of the dining hall in an awkward silence.
"So this is the media center- everything you need- books, computers, ex cetera."
He scanned the media center, "This looks vaguely familiar. Somewh- hey- who's that?" I diverted my gaze from Stark's profile to his gaze- which was directed towards the rows of bookshelves... I expected it to be Aphrodite, or maybe Wasp, Warlike, and Terrible. Definitely not...
"That's Lo- Professor Blake..." My throat started to clamp, tears were welling up in my eyes, "He's our Poet Laureate." As I whispered those words... our memories of being in that secluded area- what we did- would've done- came flashing back- like a movie of my worst mistakes.
My tears free fell- I could do nothing to stop them. So I did the first thing I thought of. I ran.
"ZOEY!" Stark, I think, my snotty cry was so loud.
I ran faster. I needed to get away.
I got to my room. Slammed the door behind me, pushed play on the little black remote that controlled the iHome on the corner of my desk. I turned the volume up as loud as possible. Before I let the music consume me.
Here we go, welcome to my funeral
Without you I don't even have a pulse
All alone it's dark and cold
With every move I die
Here I go, this is my confessional
A lost cause, nobody can save my soul
I am so delusional
With every move I die
I have destroyed our love, it's gone
Payback is sick, it's all my fault
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading, I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
When did I become such a hypocrite?
Double life, lies that you caught me in
Trust me I'm paying for it
With every move I die
On the floor I'm just a zombie
Who I am is not who I wanna be
I'm such a tragedy
With every move I die
I have destroyed our love, it's gone
Payback is sick, it's all my fault
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading, I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
This is it and now you're really gone this time
Never once thought I'd be in pieces left behind
I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
I'm fading, I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it
With every move I die
The song ended- but the tears kept flowing, unstoppable. Why didn't they make human dams?
Just as I was going to change the song, a knock rapped on my door. Great, it's Stark. Now how do I explain this one? Not even my friends know about Loren.
"Zoey." Her fake caring, motherly voice chimed as she opened the door. "James Stark came to me, saying you fled the media center quite upset." She rushed to sit beside me.
"What's wrong darling?" She gingerly stroked my hair.
You sent Loren to seduce me, then break my heart. That's what I should've said, but, being me, "I was in the media center. Then all of a sudden, I remembered how Stevie Raw would help me research for rituals. I guess I just miss her, that's all." I mumbled quietly. Afraid that my anger would make itself known if I spoke any louder. My anger blotted out my sadness.
"Oh, Zoey, It's okay. It's always hard, but you'll move on. Do you want me to fetch someone for you? You probably don't want to be alone." Yeah, and I definitely don't want you here.
So, I spoke the first name that came to mind. "Aphrodite."
"Alright, feel better, young Zoey." And with that she fled the room.
"Yeah, I what an excellent comfort." I spoke sourly, as I changed the song.
I think you got the best of me
You're sleepin' with the enemy
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, I'm so low
My heart stops, I already know
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone
I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
You're never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
I've let go, finally over you
This drama that you put me through
I'm better all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, you're so low
It's last call and it's gotten old
Now look who's all alone, alone, alone, alone
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I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
You're never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
I trusted you, you were the first
Then you lied and it get's worse
You broke me down
Now just look around
Who's all alone?
Who's all alone now?
I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
You're never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Author's Note- So, I hope you all forgive the long wait. But, please Review. Tell me what I did wrong. What I need to improve on! If I have to work on my grammar or spelling. Because there are some fanfictions on here we're their spelling, punctuation, and grammar bug the crap out of me! And I don't want to be guilty of it as well! So please. Review. Lemme know what you think so far! What you want to happen... If you want to speak to me privately send me a message, or an anonymous review! I love feedback! Ahhh!
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Kelly hearts Stark!