a/n: I know it could be longer but I wanted to get something out there. Tell me what you think please read and review. And nothing in twilight belongs to me.

"What the fuck was that shit?"

Leah was standing by my back door where nothing but her sneer glaring at me. The wind tossing her hair around her face. She was furious. Well she wasn't the only one.

"What the fuck was the whole fuck me and drop me shit?" I fired back.

She winced. Not made of steel like she liked to pretend to be. I knew that already. She had phased quickly after I did. I wasn't surprise to see her here. I had pretty much dealt a low blow. I had rubbed her cute little nose in what we did.

"It wouldn't work…"

"Because I may imprint?" I looked at her with my eyebrows raised, "Try a new reason Leah there are holes in that one and you're starting to sound like a broken record."

"I don't want you," She growled, "Try that one out size."

"Prove it."

"What?"

She stared at me in shock. As if she had expected me just to walk away with that one remark. Once I might of. But I felt her reaction to my memory today. She wanted me just as badly as I wanted her.

"Prove it Leah," I closed the distance between us, "If you really truly don't want me it shouldn't be too hard."

"Fuck you Jacob Black."

"Please do I'm begging you," I pressed her back against the wall of my house.

Pressed my body to hers. She fit with me in perfection her chest rising and falling with each breath she took. Her taunt nipples' rubbing against mine chest and it was taking all my power not to dip my head and take one into my mouth.

"Step back Jacob," she hissed as my fingers traced the soft lines of her body.

"Make me."

I kissed her. Tasting the sweetness that had me acting like this. She shivered against me her lips hesitant at first. But there is a passion in her. And it didn't take long for her to be kissing me back fiercely. I lifted her wrapping her long legs around my waist. Her dripping sex inches from mine. One stroke I thought, and I would be in her.

She moaned as I rubbed my dick against her sex. I didn't let up. This is the most I have gotten from her in a while. I pushed the tip of my harden sex into her hot heat. Let her tightness surround just a few inches of me. Torture. Sweet sweet torture.

"Jacob," she whispered shifting her hips to take all of me.

"More," I growled pounding into her, "Take more."

Her cries of passion filled the air around us. She wrapped her arms around my head bringing my face down to her breast.

I chuckled taking one of the taunt beads into my mouth. I shuddered at the taste of her. Bulking deeper into her. Yes this was what I wanted. This was what I needed.

She screamed my name when she came. Her orgasm rocked through her body and I let go. My passion spilled into her and it was like it had been before. I nipped her neck letting her ride out the waves of her orgasm. She shook softly in my arms. Her head falling to rest on my neck.

"Tell me you want me," I pleaded in a shower of kisses I laid on her face.

"Let me go Jacob," she pushed from my arms and I knew she wasn't just talking about putting her down and my heart cracked slightly.

"Leah I won't hurt you," I tried.

"You can't promise that," I heard the tremor of tears in her voice.

No I couldn't promise not to hurt her but I could damn sure try. "Give me a chance," I whispered. Let me be your man, I thought.

"I can't…"

She walked away from me. I watched her until the darkness completely engulfed her. I could smell us and taste of her was still on my tongue. She said she can't but each time we took each other I gained a small part of her and she took a small part of me.

"One day Leah," I said before opening the door to my house to retire tomorrow was another day.

The next day at the shop was completely unbearable. She was everywhere. I could smell her. See her… hell I could still even taste her. But she hasn't said one word to me. Matter of fact I think that Leah Clearwater was giving me the silent treatment.

"What the hell did you do?" Embry asked after an hour of Leah telling him to tell me something.

"Nothing I wasn't supposed to," I answered enjoying the way her head whipped back. She glared at me and I dared her to dispute me with my eyes.

Embry looked back and froth between us and whistled. "Doesn't look like nothing… if I were you Jake I would be taking out insurance on my balls."

He chuckled at his own joke before walking away. I moved so I was directly behind Leah and pressed my hard sex against her soft bottom. She hissed and arched her back pressing back on me.

"You sure proved you didn't want me," I whispered in her ear placing a small kiss on the back of her neck.

She whirled around in a fury, "Stay away from me."

I chuckled as she stalked off. Leah wasn't going to get away from me that easy. Of course with my luck I should have known the little minx would find a way too. And that she did. She found a way to leave early for the day and all. I gritted my teeth as I watched her hurry out the front down. Damn Embry I'm sure he let her slip out early.

"Hey Jake," He called from the office, "We're pretty much caught up for the week why don't we close up a little early."

"You go head," I said wiping my grease stained hands on a rag. I wasn't really ready to leave yet. I wasn't ready to face my empty house.

"I'll finish up the Neumans car."

I sat on the edge of my bed after coming in from work and toed off my boots. My body was weary and my mind was exhausted. Leah was avoiding me completely. I hated it. I was like a moth to a flame with her. Close but never close enough. I wanted her. My wolf wanted her. She was like a drug. The taste and smell of her.

Man up Jacob, I thought sarcastically pulling my shirt off my body, she doesn't want you. She didn't want us. Sometimes I wish I never had her. I wish we never crossed that sacred line. Bella was good about never even toeing that line. She indulged me in one kiss. The other I had taken from her lips. But she was honest in her friendship. If I had taken a step back I would have seen that. Hell if I had taken a step back maybe I wouldn't be the fuck up I am now.

But Leah had blown the line out of the equation and now there was no going back. I was addicted to her and there was no rehab in sight for me. She could run. I stared at the handles of my shower. They gleamed under the light of the bathroom. I shook my head. Trying to clear my thoughts.

Tomorrow. I decided. Tomorrow I would try again. Tonight I'm going to wash away my sorrow. Well at least wash the dirt from my body. I turned on the spray of cold water. I plopped down on the bench in the middle of the shower. This was my pride and glory. This shower I worked on myself. This house I built from the ground up. Rachel and Paul had moved into my old house. When Billy passed I had no real reason to live there. It held to many memories of my past. The Jacob I was in that house wasn't the same one I am now.

But now this house was filled with a different kind of memories. Everywhere in this house I see Leah. She is in everything I do and say. It pisses me off she could just walk away. I clenched my fist and felt the muscles in my arms begin to vibrate. Taking deep calming gulps of air I tried to center myself. I wasn't about to phase in my shower…again.

I turned the water off. My control was reaching its limit and my mind was wide awake now. I would get no sleep now. I threw on a pair of shorts and nothing else. It was too hot for anything else. For me at least. A walk would do me good. I didn't want to phase my mind was running in a million different directions and I wasn't in the mood to deal with Jared, who was currently patrolling.

An: Ok you guys know what to do… R&R of course.