Guys ... I'M SO SORRY IT'S ALL MY FAULT NOTHINGS BEEN POSTED AND I CAN'T APPOLOGISE MORE BUT SO MUCH BAD STUFF HAS HAPPENED RECENTLY SO ... I will now shut up, and let you read!


I opened my eyes as the light material swayed at the side of the widows, projecting the sunlight into my eyes like it did the afternoon previously. I was awake. I didn't have food poisoning. It was the day.

My eyes grew increasingly wider the more reality kicked in, but the more reality kicked in, the more my head began to throb. I let my legs swing off the side of the bed, forcing my body upwards, moving my feet around the cream carpet which covers the entirety of my room.

My eyes are fixated on the ocean-like sky. The pearly white clouds. The perfection. I wished that I could only join the birds which can go any where they want, and go to what ever concert they want for free. I let out a slight sigh as I stood up and headed for the door to make my way downstairs.

'1,2,3,4,5,6,-', I count the steps on the stair case as I wander down, trying not to get fixated on the blossom tree which is decreasing in colour to prepare for summer. I closed my eyes when I was on the bottom step, deeply breathed out, and then opened my eyes as if to find a new house, except it was exactly the same.

I needed a new perspective on life, and I can't do this with an empty stomach! I smiled slightly thinking of the excitement of today as I poured some cereal into a bowl, and then turned it into a meal by adding milk. I placed my bowl on the table and began to eat it with a spoon, whilst flicking on the TV with the remote which was left on the table from the night before. MTV hits appeared on my screen with a certain four guys who I was going to see today.

Almost as soon as they appeared, Cassandra followed, leaping down the staircase and almost pressing her face up against the screen, freaking out. I laughed slightly, turning up the volume, but my head was still secretly throbbing, as if a bull was trapped inside my head and could only see red. I smiled through the pain as I finished my cereal, wanting to cry laughing at my best friend, who was currently doing a mix of screaming and singing whilst dancing around the TV at Big Time Rush. If there was one thing I loved about my best friend, it was the way she could unintentionally cheer me up no matter how I felt on the inside.

As Cassandra's eyes fell to the floor as Big Time Rush was replaced by another Boy band, wanting to steal the limelight of the fan girls hearts, that's when it happened. It began to kick in; excitement. She looked blankly at the screen and started screaming hysterically. I would have joined in too if I wasn't laughing! But still, I'm excited too, I'm just keeping it to myself with all of these worries and fears of what may or may not happen today trapped firmly in my head. My breathing quickened. I tried to panic but I couldn't.

"Cassandraaaaa?" I uttered, expecting a reply. "Mmm? she asked curiously, stopping all outwards signs of excitement. "What if something happens today? ... like ... something really bad?" I nervously questioned, looking into my empty cereal bowl as my fan girl friend stood opposite me, laughing. "Like what!" she giggled, "We're kidnapped? or eaten by fish? oooo or that woman we met yesterday comes asking for a tip?"
I just wanted to sink into a hole right there and then. I just have a feeling, a strange feeling that something will happen. I can't shake it off even if my best friend is laughing at me, or she thinks she's laughing with me, but still. I guess I'll have to suck it up to see big time rush ... I hope they're good!

Cassandra looked at the large, plain clock on the wall. Her eyes widened as she stared me blankly in the face. 'Autumn. Upstairs. Now. WE NEED TO GET READY.' she demanded, fleeing up the staircase and into her room, followed by a loud bang of the door. I laughed to myself, slowly making my way to my room. Maybe this day won't be so bad after all ...


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