Gods Tears Only Rain on Me
" I can't remember the last time I came here...why am I here...wait did I …..aaaa...crraaaaaapp...why does this always happens...and who the hell are you !"
Women: looks like my flower has finally awaken...and the deed is done or do you wanna go another round."
" uh...aaaa...wait a minute...what do you mean the deed ?"
Women: "you know what I mean lover?...you held me...now...you want that information.."
" What information do you have?..."
Women: " well see for your self..."
" oooooooooooowwwwww...my head...what the hell happen..." she said looking up to the ceiling she sat up and looked around seeing she was in some bedroom, she got out the soft bed and looked around see the drapes that were hanging in front of the window she opened them and looked out side seeing it was night time and only to hear the door open she looked back seeing Allen walk in but something was off.
" Allen...what happen... is Lanelee."she said as he didn't speak until he was in the moons light from moon, his expression was different and his hair was wavy he seem possessed." Allen...what are you doing?...Allen !"she saw his hand grip her wrist and looked at his eyes,she then hear him laugh and say something."good...morning." he said low and creeping like. She struggled against him and stopped.
"who are you..." she said looking up to him seeing the gold skeleton with crown on it she stepped back but he had grip on her arm." you have something I need." he said looking at her as he skin,eyes,and hair changed." I didn't think I would find you …..my beautiful flower...its been so long since I've seen your face." he said loosening his grip on her wrist he cupped her cheek with his other hand and smiled .
" Don't remember who I am."he said looking at her."No...I don't really...know who are you..."she said looking into his eyes, she felt at peace seeing his eyes but it was soon cut off when she felt the posses Allen lips on her."A.a.a..." she pushed him back seeing his face and his hands grab hers lightly, she looked up to him and held his hand gently.
"what do you want from me?".she said softly,Allen had stepped up to her once again touching her face and and creased her face gently, she respond at all but sighed softly holding his hand to her face,the sudden gentleness of his hand on her, she felt her head throb again she heard the door open and Allen picking her up and holding her close." Who are you.."
she soon woke up from her slumber and looked up ,seeing kanda hovering over her smiling."good your awake …..I though I...I mean we lost you..." he said looking at her .She felt his hand holding hers
she pulled her hand away from him."Why were you holding my hand..." she said looking up to him."you were crying in your sleep calling out to someone, so I held your hand until you woke up." he said looking at her and changing her towel on her forehead." how long was I out."she said looking up to him, "2 days...Komui would like to speak to when your ready...it seems were on high alert now to keep you and others safe from those things..." she looked up seeing the tree she got out of the bed and walked over to the window.
She wrapped the sheet around her to keep her warm. She touched the window lightly as small orbs went through her body and Kanda's also, he wonder why she was looking at maybe the moons perhaps,until she spoke up and the words she said made Kanda think differently more about her and maybe have some affection to her.
A free bird leaps on the back of the wind
and floats downstream till the current ends
and dips his wing in the orange suns rays
and dares to claim the sky.
But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage
can seldom see through his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and his feet are
tied so he opens his throat to sing.
The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.
The free bird thinks of another breeze
and the trade winds soft through the
sighing trees and the fat worms
waiting on a dawn-bright lawn and
he names the sky his own.
But a caged bird stands on the
grave of dreams his shadow shouts
on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are
tied so he opens his throat to sing.
The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.
I Know Why The Cage Bird Sings..." she said softly weeping under her breath and wiping her tears, in her beauty she felt her wings became known, she soon realized that in her words she speaks she forgot that Kanda was there , as he was seeing her vast beauty she had held her arms and stepped back looking away." I wasn't attacked because of my rank so to say...my scent is not of normal being given the seed from the Tree of Yggdrasil …..where you found me was the root of the tree...I
the root of the tree are countless women who have used and became the root...after awhile we women who die and want to be part of the root...so that we could continue the cycle...but my Grandmother and Father..were...in a disagreement..soon after he was banished from the castle..." she turned around,looking up to him she covered her face so that he wouldn't see her tears." I don't want you to see me cry...so don't try to come near me...please..." she said as he heard him step up to her.
" I can understand what you are going through...you seem to have it pretty rough life...knowing you were only used like that...its seems you have a lot on your plate to do things..." he said touching her white feathers,Leona blushed and her wings went back inside her body she looked away and looked down."Are you afraid of me..." Kanda said moving closer to her. her hair covered her face and she leaned back up against the window seal."you don't have to be afraid I'll make sure your safe...I promise.."he said staring into her eyes." she looked up to him hearing his words."Kanda..."she said softly...
Soon the door opened and they both heard foot steps...a group a men walked in holding guns to them.." now...Kanda... over the women...she needs to go into questioning.." the look alike Hitler said."She not coming with you she becoming a member of the black order isn't that right." Koumi said fixing his glasses." She's been through a lot and also has innocence...so Miss. Leona...could you please follow me...we have some preparation for you starting with your room."
he said to her,Leona kept quiet and stood behind Kanda for a short while and walked in front of him holding the sheet around her waist."can I get some clothes first." she said looking up to everyone and held the sheets around her, everyone looked away and she chuckled lightly. Kanda pat her head lightly and held her hand walking out with Koumi in front of them." they heard every word of your conversation...be careful of what you say hear...for your benefit...you must stay here...your the only one who knows whats going on with Lanelee...so as of today...you will become an exorcist...of the Black Order.."
the Poem is one of my favorites poems I read sometimes by Maya Angelou...I though it would fit the Leona's connection to her past or so to say future...well next chapter will be up sometime next week. ^^