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It became a routine of sorts. She comes watches me dance, asks for a private dance that gets more and more intense every time and then she takes me home. I'm starting to wonder if I should have said no to her offer, would she still have asked until I cave. I know I would have eventually because even though I am playing hard to get I want with every fiber of my body to cave, to tell her my name so she can ask me out and I say yes. But to be honest I have heard so many stories about her and girls from this strip club and about what she does as business. Gangster isn't really what she should be called more like a Mafioso. I know I shouldn't get involved with a woman that has that kind of live. I was raised to want something, someone better like a doctor.
See there's the problem; I don't want a doctor or a teacher or a lawyer. No I don't want none of those, what I want is the brunette that is sitting in the same chair from last night in the same room as she watches me dance with so much hunger in her eyes. I straddle her lap and lick her neck all the way to her ear. I catch the lobe between my teeth and she grips my hips tighter.
"When are you going to tell me your name Autumn?"
"I like how you call me Autumn better."
I say because somehow I do but also I don't want to risk it. I need her to still be interested in me, I feel like the mystery of my name is the only thing keeping her here. It's weird because she isn't even mine, we haven't even fucked which is saying a lot and I need her. I feel like scolding myself for such thoughts, such vulnerability. Instead I ground myself harder against her and her hands drop to my ass, squeezing and I'm not sure I can hold myself much longer. I'm going to cave I just know it but before I do the dance is over and we go our separate ways.
I walk into the dressing room and see Regina looking at me expectantly. I ignore her and her questioning glare. She knows about our little game, me and Regina have grown close this past few weeks, she is one of the closes friend I've ever had beside my friend Marianna. I fix my hair and make-up as I see Regina's reflection.
"Well did you finally tell her your name?"
"No" my answer is so simple.
"Why not?!"
She says it so frustrated, like she was expecting for it to happened.
"Because that is the only thing that keeps her here, coming back to me."
Regina looks at me and I see understanding dawn on her. I look away embarrass.
"Maura if we are being honest I don't think is your name that makes her come back to you because she has never persuade any other woman in here as long as she has you not that this hoes need any persuasion but you get my point."
With that she leaves to dance her last dance of the night. I stay there staring at my reflection what Regina said replying in my mind over and over again. I sigh in irritation and stand up as my name is called and I walk to the stage and do my thing. I look for her, for those eyes that always seem to make me tremble. I find her looking at me while her crew is getting lap dances from other strippers. They are wooing and roaring in excitement as they dance all over them but not her. Oh no not her she is looking at me as she licks her lips when my hands go to my bra and un-claps it. Her view of me gets interrupted by one of the dancers getting in front of her to dance and I find myself instantly jealous. What the hell is that girl thinking dancing for myJane? I open my eyes wide at that because she isn't mine…yet. I huff as the girl still doesn't move away. I have this urge to walk over there and just…oh my dance is over.
I walk away and sit in my chair with an annoyed huff.
"What got into your panties blondie?" I hear Emma say and smile.
Emma has become another close friend. I turn around to look at her.
"Some chick was dancing all over Jane when I was out there."
"Oh the nerves! Who is this woman so I can go and teach her a lesson that Jane Rizzoli is off limits as of now even though she doesn't know it yet!"
I laugh at her idiocy and she grins. Regina comes from her last private dance.
"Is she being annoying again?" she asks and Emma rolls her eyes.
"You know babe it wounds me that you would think such a thing from me!"
"Oh hush Emma."
We all laugh at our way to interact. We walk to the exit talking and laughing. They walk me to the bus stop just like always after that first night and then walk the opposite way to their apartment which I found out later that they lived close. I barely sit when her Escalade comes into view. When the window rolls down I see her with an apologetic smile. I furrow my brows as I get in. When I get in I hear another voice.
"Hey Autumn."
I look to the back seat and oh god there she is. It's that girl that was all over Jane. I look at Jane like 'what the fuck?'
"I'm taking Jennifer to her home, her ride ditched her." It's that the lie she told you?
So they are in a first name bases too. I nod and smile at Jennifer. Thank god that the only one who knows my name in the club is Regina and Emma who I forgot to say is a bouncer in the club. I look ahead as the car starts to move. I'm quiet as I hear Jennifer flirt with Jane. Ugh I want to barf, what a slut! I look out the window and take a breath. I jump a little when I feel a hand in my thigh and I look at Jane who winks at me. Her hand starts to rub my thigh. Oh god that feels so nice, can she go higher? Jesus Maura get your thoughts together! After what seemed like hours of endless flirting and driving we finally made it to my house.
I unbuckled my seatbelt and go to get out of this damn car. I stop however and I turn to look at Jane. I'm doing this and I'm going to show this little bitch that Jane is off limits form now on. I grab Jane by the back of her neck and I crash our lips together. I can tell that she's surprise but soon her lips are moving against mine and our tongues are dancing in a beautiful waltz. I pull her even closer as my body vibrates with need for more. I let out a little moan as she sucks on my lower lip. Oh this is heaven or is it hell? At the moment is irrelevant. We finally pull back with a loud pop as our lips separate. We are both breathing heavy and her eyes are darker, more dangerous and I love it.
I kiss a trail all the way up to her hear and hum softly. She shudders and I smile as I lick the shell of her ear.
"The name is Maura."
