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I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT. SM OWN IT ALL.

BPOV

School.

School is the only time when I can be away from that monster. It's where I can actually be human.

But I'm not human. I can only pretend to be. And when I do, it only makes me sick inside.

I'm a monster. A blood-sucking monster.

I should die. I should for all the lives that I've ruined.

No wonder Edward was so pained.

Edward. The bastard. He couldn't love anybody but himself.

I pity the poor girl who was caught in his womanizing ways.

No. I shouldn't think of those thoughts.

I can't if I don't want to get beaten.

"Bella? Bella, are you okay?" I mentally shook my head of those thoughts.

"I'm okay Angie." I smiled at my friend. She smiled back nervously, pushing her glasses back on her face. She shot a quick glace at Ben, but he was talking to some blonde. She sighed and turned back to our 'little' group.

I have sympathy for the girl. She always thought she could never get Ben to recognized her.

"So," the stupid blonde boy-Mike-said, raising his voice over ours, "I think that we should go to Seattle this weekend. Go to a few clubs, have some drinks, party all night? How does that sound?" I rolled my eyes. He was so annoying, I just wanted to stomp on his face until it turned to dust.

"That's great Mike," I said in a sarcastically sweet smile. "Then Ben can hold your hair back while you puke your guts out and Angela and I can hold Jessica back from tearing your eyes because you was kissing another blonde. That's sounds like a lot of fun, really." Jessica shot me a dark look which I returned with a sweet smile. Mike flushed.

"That was a long time ago, Swan." I rolled my eyes again.

"Whatever, Newton." Ignoring him, I returned to talking to Angela.

Then I felt it. His presence.

He was here.

I froze.

"Bella?" Angela was worried for me. If I wasn't so scared, I would've laughed. She should be worried about herself. Maybe running and screaming.

He would chase her and kill her. And he wouldn't be sorry after he's burned the body.

It disgusts me.

"Humans are so niave, aren't they? They don't know their time is coming so soon." He chuckled. "Really..." I stood there as he ranted about how humans are so dumb and weak. Honestly, I was used to the whole thing by now.

"...Don't you agree?"

"Yes, I agree," I said automatically. Correct.

He closed the distance between us, caressing my cheek. I willed myself to not recoil from him. I've been in this situation for years on end.

Two years, actually.

"Perfect, love. You look mighty beautiful, I would say. And you were stupendous in bed last night." I rolled my eyes. Of course, he would say that. He's been saying it for all of my exsistance!

"I live to please you," I told him. "I wish to please no other."

"Excelent." He dropped a lingering kiss on my face before he was gone. I breathed out a sigh in relief.

Squaring my shoulders, I open the door to the cafeteria, noticing how everybody's eyes are on me when I walk over to my little group. They were watching me aslo.

Mike was jealous, Jessica was pissed and so was Lauren. Angela was worried.'

I shot her a smile. She smiled back.

Around me, I could hear the whispers. They thought that I didn't know, but I did.

The roumors have started.

And that ends our second chapter of this story. One chapter for each in one day? That crazy!

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