Rin POV
'Beep… Beep… Beep…' is the first thing I heard when I woke up.
I woke up lazily as the sunlight shines towards my eyes through my curtains. I groaned and looked at my alarm clock which is next to my bed. It's 7.00. 'Better get ready' I thought as I sat up and dragging myself towards the bathroom. I stand in front of the sink's mirror and I looked horrible! It's like my hair had been scratched by a cat, my face had been fall into a mud and my eyes are puffy like I had been crying too much. Oh wait, I did cry last night. Do not worry. I got used to it.
Why, you asked?
It's because I hate to live in this world. I cried in my dreams as I dreamed that everyone will hate me one day. I want to die. I do not want to feel the pain of loneliness anymore. I had no one to trust in this world, no one who can understand me expect for my family and no one to share my pain with! It's too much! It's too much to handle this feeling!
I had gotten on the train as my watch strikes 7.30. I searched for my I-pod in my bag and took it out along with my ear piece which I immediately wore it. I shuffled through a few songs and in the end; I played 'Hope' by Hatsune Miku.
Myself Where White Black
I want to see you, but still
Tears are falling and isn't that enough?
My memories are shut in the very depths of my heart
And that unreachable voice still echoes
Let our luck always continues
Is what I used to think
And I called out your name as the light disappeared
And the coming night will be so long…
You're the best person to have ever lived
You're smiling even now
Your gentle being Has completely filled
Even the deepest pieces of my heart Locked away
It's very precious, Your smile
Disappearing Living
To be born To die
I was Found but
Your light It's already
Gone away from here
You're the best person to have ever lived You're smiling even now
Your gentle being Has completely filled
Even the deepest pieces of my heart Locked away
It's very precious, Your smile...
My face slightly forms a smile. These lyrics are so beautiful.
Who is Hatsune Miku, you asked?
Hatsune Miku is a person that-t … ugh… that… ugh To tell you the truth, I do not know much about this Hatsune's person. It is just the other day that I was just surfing the internet, searching songs to download into my orange i-pod and I found this song called 'Starduster' sang by some random person named Hatsune Miku. So, I gave it a shot and I found out that it was really an amazing song and she has a wonderful voice. I was moved by every single word that she sang out. I was enjoying the song when …
"Yo!" a familiar face with a huge smile suddenly popped in front of my face.
"Kyah!" I nearly shrieked as if I saw a mouse or cockroach and caught a few people's attention in the train. It's embarrassing!
"Haha…" he laughed at me. "I scared you didn't i?" 'It's that baka boy! Len' I thought as I looked up to him. I stared towards the ground as my bangs covered my eyes.
"Hey? Are you okay?" I heard him asked.
"Y-ou… Y-ou…"
"Hah?"
"YOU IDIOT!" I smacked him with my bag and made him flew to the side of the train and well … his face got slammed onto the train's window. Well, he deserved it! Next time he c=scared me again, I will add a punch to it.
I let out an 'Hmph' sound as I lifted my nose and turned around. Luckily, the train arrived at my stop and I quickly got out of the train.
I sighed as I slide open my classroom's door and saw Miki laughing with Neru again.
"So, I was hoping that two of us go shopping again this evening," I heard Miki exclaimed out as I walked pass them.
"Yeah, let's do it! I just gotten my allowance and h-hey Rin!" Neru greeted me.
"Hey," I replied emotionally as I took my seat and took out a book from my bag and started reading it. They are planning to go out today without me again. Do they dislike being with me and hanging out with me. This kinda hurts a lot when they discuss in front of me. It is like when you are getting the pain of being left behind by your friends. Yeah. That kind of feeling. It's hurts a lot, doesn't it?
"Geez… She is weird," I heard Miki mumble under her breath. I don't get what is Miki problem with me. She always looks so piss off when I am around. I just continue to ignore both off them when all of the sudden, there is an announcement.
"To Kagami Rin from grade 10, class 3. Please report to the principal's office. Just to inform you that you have been transfer to the Vocaloid class. I repeat, you have been transfer to the Vocaloid class. Please get your new schedule in the principal's office by break time. Thank You!"
Oh! I have been transfer to another class! But, how come?
I look at Neru who is looking back at me with her jaws all hanging out and soon, I notices that the whole class is staring at me even Miki!?
"W-WHAT!" The whole class exclaimed out.
Just what is this 'Vocaloid Class'?