AN: Sorry if my timelines are tiny bit messed up.
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Chapter Two:
Addison was drenched in sweat. She had just came home from a Saturday morning jog. She was lucky she heard the knock at the door as she had just taken out her headphones.
"Spence...what are you doing here?" Addison asked, letting him in.
"I just, well, I wanted to see you." Addison smiled as he said that. Her face was turning redder than it already was.
"Were you jogging?" He added with a quirky smile. For as long as he'd known Addison, he had never seen her show any interest in exercise.
"Yes, I was. You can't smell me?!" She laughed.
"You never jog!" He said, confused.
"I started running a few months after having Hannah." Addison said softly. She almost hated saying her name because of the emotions it brought to the both of them.
"I wish I could've been there more for you."
"There's nothing you could've done to make me feel better." Addison said, looking at her feet.
"I regret so much about what happened with us." He said. Spencer wanted to rewind time and fix what happened with them.
"I do too. Hannah looked so much like you." Addison said as a tear slipped out of her eye.
"Don't," He said wiping away the tear.
"I threw myself into working harder and taking more and more classes. I wanted to get all of the pregnancy weight off of me."
"You were beautiful pregnant." Spencer said, smiling. Addison blushed; he was so sweet when Addison was pregnant. Spencer would simply touch her stomach or stroke it as they cuddled. There was nothing he wouldn't have done for her or Hannah.
"I still get sent pictures and letters about her." Addison smiled at the memory.
"Me too, she's amazing." He said.
"She's a mini-you."
Spencer laughed. Addison always said that, ever since the moment Hannah was born. Hannah still now, looked just like Spencer. The button nose that was clearly Spencer's as Addison's nose was a tiny bit bigger, the dimples, the curly hair, she was Spencer.
"Maybe you being transferred here was our second chance." He said, blushing.
"I think it was."
He leaned in and gently cupped my face, kissing her sweetly.
"I've thought about kissing you since you walked into the BAU." He said when their lips parted.
"Do you remember that first time we slept together?" Addison asked him.
Spencer immediately laughed, recalling the moment he fumbled with the condom and where to put his hands and so on.
"It was that moment that I realized that you were special." She said.
"So as I mishandle a condom you realize I am special?"
Addison started laughing at the irony of the statement. She remembers how he had no idea how to put it on, so she took over that aspect, even though she was just as clueless.
"No wonder I ended up getting pregnant." Addison laughed.
"Hey, as much as we were doing it, I'm not surprised it didn't happen sooner."
"But you know what, it was what made our relationship unique, we made it through nine months of me throwing up and being uncomfortable, to giving Hannah up, to a semi-normal love life, to growing up." Addison said.
"I just regret one thing." Spencer finally said after a long pause of silence.
"What's that?"
"I shouldn't have let you leave Caltech for Yale." He said, lowering his head. He never regretted anything, but he one hundred percent regretting letting Addison slip through his fingers. He already had a hole in his heard from Hannah, and instead of it getting better, it got worse after Addison left.
"You know I'm the type of girl to run away from my issues."
"I wanted to help you, Addie. We could've made it through together." He said, his voice ragged.
"All that matters is that I'm here now, Spence. I fought for this position so I could be close to you again. I did this for us. I'm the one who fucked up and ran off, not you. You did nothing wrong, Spencer. I did, and I'm trying to fix it!" Addison said, tears now falling from her eyes.
Spencer gently wiped the tears from her eyes.
"Vous êtes mon éternité." Spencer said, cupping her chin.
"Et jamais nous allons durer." She said leaping into his arms.
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