AN: Despite what I saiddd, i decided to continue with the story :') Ive been so obsessed with the new Kingdom Hearts game it's literally all ive been doing these past two days kda;ldkf.

"You're cute." He had said. A kiss on the lips and Axel was out the door of the mansions' library.

"What the actual fuck?" I said to myself, not knowing what to make of the situation. First off, I was here exploring the mansion for an adventure. Out of sheer luck or some strange allignment of the plants, the new kid that he met in class today happened to be there, at the same time, doing Hell knows what? Was he high? Had he been smoking something before? Was he drunk? And to top it all off he said I was cute, and kissed me.

As I tried started to gather my thoughts, something came to mind.

That was my first kiss. Yep. And, to top it all off, with a guy.

"With a guy. With a guy." Was all that was going through my head. I mean, how do you explain that to anyone?

I grabbed my backpack and left the mansion, only to find myself with a long walk home of me scolding myself for even talking to Axel in the begining of the school day. But, as I got to thinking, maybe this wasn't so bad. I mean, sure, it wasn't exactly how I pictures my first kiss, but was it so bad that it was with a guy?

So many questions and absoultly no answers.

There was one thing that I definitly was on the line about.

Did I enjoy that kiss? Or even, did I kiss him back? It all happened so quickly I'm not even sure what my own actions were.

Well, it's not like he's an unattractive guy for that matter. He's tall, lean, pretty face and a smooth voice.

Shut up, Roxas you're making yourself sound crazy. For all you know, he was just trying to catch you off guard so he could leave.

Because that was likely.

Nearing my way to my house, I decided to forget this night for a while, but I knew that wouldn't last for long. Like any normal person, one just keeps thinking and thinking of all the possible outcomes of a situation until you've sucked it completely dry. Then, you think you know what's going to happen, but then everything just spins totally out of control and out of reach.

There I go again, over-anaylizing and over-thinking.

Ugh, perfect.

However, that night was easy, and I happened to be so tired that as soon as I hit the pillow, I was out like a light.

My weekend passed in the blink of an eye, not doing much at all, especially outside the house. As I got ready for school Monday morning, the thought of Axel popped into my head. I had no idea what today was going to be like. Maybe I wouldn't even see him today. I decided I'd just advert attention from me for the day, I don't talk to anyone, they don't talk to me.

Maybe I'd get through the day in one piece.

School was never really a bother to me. I got through it with no hassle, breezing through every assignment that was handed out to me. I'm never acknowledged for my achievement though, thank God. I'd hate to be called out on being, what my mom says, a genius.

The word 'genius' makes me feel like a freak, and like any kid, that's the last thing you want to be.

I shook off the childish fears and walked into school.

Twilight Town High was an average school, you walked into it and there were three hallways. One on the left, one to the right, and one straight ahead. There was also a staircase that lead to the upstairs hallway. However, there was no gymnasium. No matter what, all P.E. classes were held outside because it barely ever rained here.

I went down the left hallway to my locker in the back corner. So far, no sign of Axel.

I knew that he wasn't in my first or second class, however Axel was in my third.

Walking into biology, there he was, sitting in the seat next to mine.

He was wearing a brown v-neck that really made he emerld eyes brighten. For pants, light, distressed jeans that would be tight on most but bagged at the knees for him and a very beat up pair of classic black Vans.

Don't make eye contact, DON'T MAKE EYE CONTACT ROXAS.

"Hi Roxas," he said, in a very chipper voice.

"O-oh, hi Axel."

"How're you?" What was going on, he's acting like nothing happened?

"Uh, good I guess.." But really, where is this going.

"Have anything to say about what happened to the mansion? Cause I meant everything" Maybe it would be better for my sanity if he just avoided the entire topic.

What do I even say back? I needed a miracle, a fire, something to stop this conversation from heading any further.

Nope. Nothing.

Wait. What was I fighting? Just last night I thought he was cute.

"Uh, well, um..I'm not really sure what happened." Bullshit.

"Haha, I'll see you 'round Roxas." And with that, Axel winked at me left the classroom.

I blew it, he is too cute.

AN: ugh, this was kinda hard to write because there was to many ways to have things go and if you write something one way it wont make sense later and blah blah blah akdjladf

Critism please :')

-sarahloveslax.