InuYasha Fan fiction Sesshomaru/Kagome

Disclaimer: I don't own InuYasha…or any of the characters. TEAR


I look down at the dying girl in my arms, the one who just save my ward…my daughter… at the cost of her own life, and she knew it. Her midnight hair flowing in the wind, her pink lips losing their color slowly, and her pale face that somehow held a peaceful expression.

Suddenly she shifted opening her eyes as I felt a horrible tugging on my very soul. She then relaxed but the pain got worse.

"Miko?" I ask even though she didn't know I took some of her own pain.

"Kikyo's near, that's all. I am fine." Her face not showing any pain but I felt it and the closer we got the more radical the pain got

'Lie, she is not fine at all.'

"Miko, you lie."

She looked up at me and slightly smirked, "I should have guessed that you'd realize."

"Miko, does your group realize how much pain you truly are in?"

"No…no one does, please don't tell them."

"Why?"

"Because, it is my pain, they don't need to feel bad about it… I am used to it…" she said slightly flinching as the pain doubled tenfold.

"Miko, how are you 'used to it'?"

At that she told me four years before right when she joined Inuyasha's group how the old witch had brought back Kikyo's soul and how she had just barely got part of it back.

'The idiot never realized that he pained his companion who stayed by his side even though she was in massive amounts of pain was worth more than a clay version of someone once alive.'

That's when I felt Inuyasha and the dead Miko's presence about 4 miles ahead moving toward us.

"Ah Un take Rin on a faster route to the castle, do not interfere, Jaken go with them watch Rin, if she is hurt heads will roll."

"Yes Me Lord!" Jaken squeaked and they flew off.

"Inuyasha's coming"

"I know" she whispered just as said person busted into the clearing with the dead miko on his back.

"Let her go, Sesshomaru!" Inuyasha spat as the miko stepped forward.

I look down at the miko, her face had gotten paler and she moaned in pain.

"I said, LET HER GO!" Inuyasha said as he pulled out Tessiaga and the miko pulled out her arrows but they weren't pointed at me but the miko I was holding.

"Hnn" I say hoping that he took the message and left because I couldn't fight with a girl in my arm.

He didn't. "Wind Scar!" he bellowed as the miko shot her arrow.

I waited for impact but was surprised as a light blue barrier formed around me. I looked down at the miko who had a defiant expression on her face.

"Kagome, why did you protect him!"

"Are you stupid? If l didn't put a barrier up that would have hit me you...Baka" she snapped but the venom in it really didn't do much as she went limp in pain in my arms.

Inuyasha saw this and snapped "What did you do to her Sesshomaru!"

"I did nothing little brother you di-"

"Sesshomaru, please." Kagome whispered

"As you wish" I say but glare at him.

"I told you not to trust her Inuyasha; she is with your brother, she even has some of his Youkai in her." The dead miko said while walking towards us.

"Ahh" kagome said shrinking back in my arm. I felt it to, the pulling of her soul towards the dead miko; I also felt the evil coming off of her in waves.

Kagome paled so much she looked dead.

"Sesshomaru…Rin…Kikyo was… the one…who did...it…" kagome whispered as she fainted in my arm.

I felt her heart slow to barely a beat and her breathing became almost nonexistent.

"Inuyasha if you want the miko to survive get the dead wench away from her." I spat jumping backwards away from the dead miko.

"Don't call Kikyo that you bastard!"

"Do you want the miko to die?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Listen to her heart, her breathing."

I watch as shock and horror pass through Inuyasha's expression.

"What happened?"

"She will tell you if she survives, now get the dead wench away from me or I will have to kill her."

"Kikyo…" Inuyasha said as the dead miko returned to his side.

"She will die, and I will get my soul back, you will not change that Sesshomaru…oh and how is your ward? I hope she is all right."

I growl at her, my demon begging to get out. "I will kill you, be lucky I do not have the time to now." I say before jumping into the air on my youkai cloud.

At Sesshomaru's castle

"Call the Taski!" I snap at a servant as I came to the castle doors. I quickly get to my room and lay her on my bed.

Less than a minute later the healer was in my room.

"What happened to her?" the healer asked

I told her all I knew about the miko.

"Okay, I am going to go into her mind and see all of her memories of the last four years, if I start to scream it's her past pain, not mine. After that I will search for her soul and truly see how much is missing and what I can do."

"Hnn"

Then Taski sat on the bed placing a hand onto the Miko's head. Minutes later Taski started to scream in pain. This went on for hours till one very high pitched scream came from Taski and Taski re-opened her eyes.

"What did you see?" I ask

"I saw all she has gone through…All of it, she has never been out of pain since she got here."

"Got here?"

"She is from the future five hundred years in the future…"

"Hnn"

"My lord… She shouldn't be alive, when you fought Inuyasha and tried to melt her she should have died…When the dead miko was resurrected, her soul died…Right then and there she was supposed to die but she came back. When Kanna, Naraku's servant tried to take the rest of her soul she should have died when her soul was taken but it couldn't take her soul, then when the evil Miko Tusbaki came she should have died then as well. It isn't right, she has been through so much pain, and it is as if Kami has cursed her with life, but she never minded…She never left, she always came back here where there was only pain for her." Taski shuttered "But she still comes…And now…she also should die"

'She has supposed to die at least 5 times'

"She will not die…look at her soul now."

"Yes my lord" I say placing my hand in the middle of her chest using my own soul to call to hers.


Finally I was in. I was surrounded by light blues and purples wrapped around each other in a nonstop spiral.

"Lady Kagome?"

"Yes?" a weak voice called from the inside of the spiral.

"Can you please come out?"

"Yeah" came the reply as a very beautiful woman stepped out.

Her hair went down to her knees and it was a black so true it shown blue, her eyes were an icy blue that pierced my very soul, she had two silver strips on each of her cheek bones and she wore a silvery blue kimono that had dark blue flower petals falling from it.

"Lady Kagome?"

"Yes that's me…well my conscience form…"

"What do you mean?"

"This is my true form but what you saw in the real world is my birth form…"

"But you are a human?"

"Yes, I am a human, but I am also a demon…I guess you can call it a blessing as well as a curse you see I am Kagome's inner demon…As well as her conscience as humans call them…but I am dying…is that why you are here?"

"Yes…how much of your soul is missing?"

"I…I will allow you to see, but nobody can know about me unless kagome tells them, if she figures it out that is…do you understand?"

"Y...Yes…Demons promise"

"Okay…" she said and the swirling energy stopped and turned into an orb of energy and flew to Kagome's hand.

I gasp in horror as I see what is around me. A person's soul is always filled with life and energy demon or human, evil or pure…beauty, but this...everything but one small corner was black…like an abyss…in the corner of it that wasn't dark was absolutely beautiful, nothing I had ever seen compared to it. Endless colors that I couldn't name, images of humans, hayou's and even demons, flashed through the colors in endless arrangements. Her soul was torn beyond compare…I knew that and it made me cry out. I cast one last glance at Kagome's true form and entered reality again.


I look up to see Taski open her eyes and let out a wail of sorrow.

"What did you see?"

"Her soul…it is damaged beyond anything I or anyone else for that matter could do…she is going to die…" Taski said. "It's not fair my lord…her soul…it is like the Kami's pieced every good thing in the world and placed it there for safe keeping, there wasn't a hint of anger or hatred, it showed humans, hayou's, and demons alike, and the colors…She was pure…completely ."

"Is"

"Huh?"

"She is pure; I will not allow her to die…" I said as Taski left the room.

Looking down at her pale face "You saved what was mine… I will not let you die!"

Just then Kagome's eyes fluttered.

"Sesshomaru?"

"Hnn?"

"You never answered me…is Rin okay?" she whispered

"Like I said, you should care more about your own well-being."

"I am dying! I know that so answer me, is Rin okay?"

"She is fine; you are NOT going to die!"

"Yes I am! Look at me Sesshomaru!" she whispered

I did, her lips were a very pale pink, her eyes dull but not life less, her hair circling her face like a dark halo…even though she looked like she was almost dead she looked like a goddess.

'Wait, when did I start thinking like that?'

'Forever…she has always looked beautiful, but we never paid attention since she was a human.' My inner demon said

"You. Will. Survive." I say my eyes meeting her brown ones.

"How do you know?"

"I won't let you die…Kagome."


Me: Did you likey?

Sesshomaru: 'Likey'?

Me: You wouldn't understand.

Sesshomaru: Why wouldn't this Sesshomaru understand?

Me: I…Well first of all you're not a girl…or are you?

Sesshomaru: Do not test me women, or you might find out the hard way. 'Sesshomaru smiled evilly'

Me: 'Gulp' Now, Now Sessho don't be a perv

Sesshomaru: Perv am I? ' he said stepping forward towards me'

Me: Yes….please review…and I don't know what is wrong with Sesshomaru, but, I think he is taking after Miroku, just less touchy…EPP…cut that last part out…