Again I don't own any thing from kuroshitsuji….the only thing I wish I did own was grell….cause I love him….but alas….i don't T_T….i do own my OC's arata, akahana, and adanus.

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"Come on! Wake up dam it!" a voice screamed in arata's ear as she was thrown to the floor…she woke up to a drunken mother…this was the usual after math of when her parents fought. She sighed as she got up only to be knocked down again…

"I was getting up!" she snapped…

"don't fucking yell at me!" her mother exclaimed as she kicked arata again. Arata scrambled away and got up…her side hurt from the kicking. Her mom glaired at her as she got ready to go to class. She picked up her trainee scythe and other school stuff and left…she took her brush and hair stuff and some other things….she wanted out of the house…she sat out side on the stoop of the front door and waited for her friend to pick her up...

"hey you gonna sit there all day or are we gonna go to class!" said akahana as she rolled down the window of the car.

"huh? Yah!" arata said as she got up and went over to put her stuff in the back of the Austin A30 and got in the passenger seat and shut the door. For the whole ride….arata was quiet….

"I take it things didn't go well last night?" her friend asked in consern…

"no….no they did not…." Said arata in a tone full of pain…

"oh…did they-?" her friend asked.

"yes….dad was the one who left…." Said arata…then she turned to her friend with tearfilled eyes…."he's been lieing to me all this time! He's been LIEING TO ME!" arata cried…

"who has?" akahana asked

"dad! He never ment a single I love you! Never!" arata sobbed…

akahana just stayed quiet…not quite sure what to do or say…especially since she was driving….

" why doesn't he love me! Is it because I'm lavander skinned? Is it because my eye's are totally different than a normal shinigami's? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!" arata busted out…

"nothing is wrong with you….you're fine just the way you are!" her friend said…"you're a rare one…you should be thankfull for that….an unusual one" her friend said….

Soon they arrived at the library…arata went straight to the showers she had brought a change of cloths and what she needed to take a shower…after the shower she dried her self off and got ready for class…her home didn't have very good water…when ever it came out of the shower head it was a rusty brown color…she made it to class just in time…she looked at grell even though she could feel him glairing at her…she gulped nervously and got in line…it just so happened that her sparring partner was adanus…"prepare to get you ass kicked freak…" adanus said with spite…she suddenly found herself on the floor with adanus looking at her laphing…"what a looser! She can't even fight!" adanus laphed…arata's eyes watered…thens he suddenly found herself lashing out at adanus…sending adanus flying into the wall..then she suddenly found herself about ready to kill adanus…having her trainee death scythe raised above her head about ready to come down into adanus' chest…had her best friend grabbed her arm and stopped her..

"STOP!" akahana exclaimed in a frightened tone…arata snapped back to reality…then she looked at the situation…she had caused quite a commotion…all the students looked at her with fear, and some of them even had the look of astonishment…adanus got up and brushed her self off…

"she's not only a freak but she's a phsycopath!" adanus said in an extremely upset tone…

arata let go of her scythe…letting it clatter to the floor…she had the look of astonishment on her face as well…then she got upset with her self and ripped her hand away from her friends…"stay away from me.." she whispered…and then ran out of the room….she ran down the hallways…just looking for a quiet place to be…so she can get a hold of her self….finally she was outside…she ran into the forest and found a gully to sit in…there…the tears fell freely from her face…she was very upset with herself…upset with her father, upset with her mother, and now upset with herself...She pretty much was still a young one…she didn't know what to do….she just sat there crying, too upset to control it.

After a few minets of collecting her self she returned to class.."you ok?" akahana asked…

"er…yeah…" said she still sounding unsure of herself…she didn't mean to snap like that with adanus…it's just adanus provoked her enough to upset her…akahana came up and hugged arata…and pretty soon class was over.."sorry for disrupting class senpai…" arata said to William….william just looked at her…she looked absolutely pittifull…"just don't do it again..." said William as he turned away from her to finish getting his things together….

Arata thought things couldn't get any worse…but, when akahana reached arata's house…the house was on fire…and her mom….was hanging on the wall of the opposite building…"NO MOM!" arata screamed as she leapt out of the car and to her mother…there was a death scythe stuck in her mom…."no…" arata said in shock…she turned back to her friend…arata's face was white…and she looked like she was going to be sick…arata slowly got back in the car…"drive…." Was all she said…and akahana not wanting to take any chances…did as she was told.

After a few minets of driving in silence, akahana broke it…."you can live with me and my family….we won't mind…" she said…

"but I don't wanna intrude on you…" said arata looking a bit better and turning to her friend…

"you won't…" said akahana…

after a while they reached a big white mansion…arata has been here before but hadn't actually lived in it…

they reached the front door…"mom! Dad! I'm home!" akahana exclaimed….

Akahana's parents were very nice people…and they were going to let arata live with them as long as she liked…but now….thanks to her father….she didn't trust any one….but that night….she got the best sleep then she's had in years…the bed was so soft she almost disappeared in it. And her body heat made it so warm...the walls were a peach color with white and gold wall paper…