Rookie Blue: End of an era chapter 2
I went after Hannah and I found her in the locker room, I looked at her and sat down beside her "Hannah, I am so sorry for your loss; I know this is the last thing you want to hear, but you'll be ok, I promise. I am going to tell you something, a few years ago Staff Sergeant Shaw, Detective Swarek and Detective Nash lost someone they cared about and it hurt them; at the time Detective Swarek and Staff Sergeant Shaw were officers just like us and they shut everyone out including me…"
She looked at me "What happened?" I continued "Detective Barber was stabbed and he died at the scene, I was partnered with Detective Swarek; we were dating at the time, anyway when he died I was shut out and I tried to help and anyway what I am trying to say is that we are all here for you no matter what". She looked at me and smiled "Thank you Officer McNally" I smiled and hugged her. I knew that she would be fine. I thought back to that day once I left the locker room and went to find Sam. He was in his office with Dov; it was still strange that Dov was now a detective.
I walked in and Sam looked at me "How's your rookie holding up?" I shook my head "She'll be ok, I told her about Jerry I hope that's ok" he smiled "You and that lions heart of yours Andy, always helping people and making sure that they are ok" I smiled at him and hugged him "Oliver told us that we could go home so I am going to get changed and then we can go; only if you are done for the day, I don't mind helping you with any paper work you need done".
Sam finished up and met me outside the locker room and we headed home. Sam and I hadn't talked about having kids since we found out that Mia wasn't his. It doesn't feel right at the moment. I mean I would love to have kids with him but I don't want to pressure him into anything; we always wanted to give Mia a little brother or sister. But when we found out that she wasn't Sam's daughter everything changed. Sam was devastated, he didn't talk to me for a couple of days; I knew he was hurt as he raised Mia thinking he was her father, and I also knew he hated that it nearly ruined our relationship when we found out that he was going to be a father and that I wasn't going to be the woman to make him a father.
When we got home he turned to me and took a deep breath "I think we should have a baby, I know it's too soon after finding out that I wasn't Mia's father but I know that I want to have a baby with you" I smiled thinking back to the speech he gave when he thought I was leaving to go undercover for five months. I looked at him "I want to have a baby with you; you know I want nothing more than to have your baby Sam, but are you sure?" he looked at me and smiled "McNally I have never been more sure of anything than I am about this" I smiled "Ok let's have a baby".
He smiled and picked me up and spun me around; I laughed and told him to put me down, I haven't seen Sam as carefree as he is right now. He hasn't smiled since that night; I missed seeing that amazing panties soaking smile of his in a while and it was great to see. He put me down and took me into a breath taking kiss that stopped my heart for a few seconds. We made our way into the bedroom and went for a few rounds. I looked up and smiled "Holy Moly" we both laughed, Sam looked at me "Holy Moly indeed; that was probably the best it's ever been with us wasn't it?" I smiled and nodded in agreement "It was incredible; I should agree to have your babies more often if that's what it provokes" he looked at me and grinned and rolled me over so that I was underneath him and we went for another round. It was a great way to end the day.