A/N: So to answer some of the questions, I am leaving the sperm donor at the doctors unsaid for a couple more chapters, and the doctor confused Beckett with another patient and that's why she was inseminated.
Disclaimer : Castle is not mine.
Castle led Beckett over the sofa where he gave her a blanket and laid it over her and switched the TV on handing her the remote in invitation to pick the movie. He slowly walked over to the kitchen checking over his shoulder every few minutes to check on her. He was seriously worried about her, he hasn't known the detective for long but even he knew this was odd behavior for the tough as nails detective. He walked over to the coffee machine but coming to a sudden stop when he thought back to this morning when she didn't even acknowledge her tea 'maybe she isn't feeling well?' and so he went to the kettle and decided maybe tea would be better. While he was waiting for the tea he got snacks down from the cupboard, he got some crisps, pop corn and even chocolate. He didn't know what her comfort food was when she felt like this but he was the kind of man who would do anything to make someone feel better and so if she was craving something that he didn't have he would go and get it without a second thought. The kettle started to whistle and he quickly continued with her tea and took it over to her. Once he put her tea down in front of her he ran back to the kitchen with and back to her again with a handful of food and snacks. One more journey to the kitchen and he returned back to the sofa with 3 different tubs of ice cream and 2 spoons. He held them up with a flourish and a smile which she turned the corners of her mouth slightly upwards.
"So what movie have you picked?" He asked gently tuning to face her. She looked so small under the giant blanket, her features softer but her eyes still sad.
"Um...Pirates of the Caribbean if that's okay?" She asked shyly.
"Yes of course, I love these movies" He said wncouragingly.
He kicked his shoe of dramatically and leaned back with a sigh, chucking a few pieces of popcorn into his mouth.
Half way through the movie Beckett looked at him and then back to the TV. She took a deep breath and whispered "I had a doctors appointment this morning with my gynecologist" She blushed slightly at the detail, she was so quiet he wasn't sure she had said anything but he nodded slightly and continued to face the TV to keep the pressure off of her. "And there was a mix up and my doctor, Dr Fernandez who might I add has always been a quiet elderly lady, and well, they accidentally inseminated me and now I may or may not be with child and I'm a single 29 year old women and I didn't want children yet and it wasn't even on my mind." She started to speak faster and faster and the tears kept coming and by the end of her sentence she was sobbing, Castle bringing her closer to him to tuck her under his arm where she found comfort. He understood now, he understood why she was acting like this, why she couldn't stop crying. Her whole life has been turned on it's axis and she had no say in it and worst of all she wouldn't know whether she was or wasn't pregnant for weeks.
"It's going to be okay. I'm here for you and you won't have to do this alone I promise you." He whispered to the top of her head, he felt her nod into his shoulder but then sniffle telling him that she was still crying.
"Thank you Castle." She whispered. For the first time in their entire relationship she feels like she understands him, she feels like she can trust him and she feels like hers and Castle's friendship is changing and she doesn't know how she feels about that. But one thing she does know is that she feel good about it, like it is going to lead to good things.
