In case anyone was confused as to why this was deleted and then reposted… I just felt bad. Because they're always harassed as to if they're gay or not. And I'm not attempting to change their minds because it's up to them and stuff. They are what they are. This story is fiction and the plot is made up entirely. I myself don't harass them about being gay and I'm not gay, but if you are you are and I won't judge you ^_^

So after doing the disclaimer stuff I felt a little more comfortable with posting it again. Please don't hate me Dan and Phil if you're reading this x]

THOUGH I HIGHLY DOUBT THEY ARE.

Enjoy!

And I know this is long I'm sorry but some chapters I'll do first person and others I'll do third person. This 'un is in Dan's first-person POV!

Chapter Two: Apologies and Sunsets

I know you should never do something you're going to regret, and it wasn't really my fault that you were in the hospital. Because apologizing is for accidently bumping someone as you walk along, or forgetting to do something they asked of you. It's for things you're going to forget.

But still I was repeating it over and over as tears dribbled down my cheeks as I clutched your pale hand. And I knew it was going to do nothing, and it was going to get me nowhere. But it made me feel better to get it all out. And I was alone with you now, so the nurses wouldn't look at me like I was mad.

You looked so lifeless. So weak and helpless. And the fact that I couldn't help you was the worst part of it. There was nothing I could do to bring the happy, cereal-stealing, anime-watching weirdo that I shared a flat with.

But I loved the happy, cereal-stealing, anime-watching weirdo that I shared a flat with. And I never told him. All of the pent-up affection crushes and consumes me, and then spits me out as a pile of broken bones and a broken heart. It wants to end me. To consume me completely. And honestly I want it to, but what if you were to wake up?

It's funny how I came into the hospital with full confidence and an expectation of having a casual conversation with the doctors and nurses, but then was faced with a reality full of tears and apologies.

I looked outside and saw that the sun was setting. The last sliver of scarlet sunlight that peeked above the horizon cast a glow on the clouds that hovered above it. It looked like a perfect scene for a romantic movie or for the end of something terrible. But this wasn't the end; it was only the beginning. And sadly, it wasn't romantic either.

I looked back at you, at your lifeless body, and felt something wash over me. Maybe it was the way the disappearing sun shone on my back. Maybe it was just your beauty. But whatever it was, it lulled me into the deep waters of sleep, and the last thing I remembered was the soft skin on your hand, the steady beeping of the heart monitor, and my head falling onto the crisp white sheets of the hospital bed.

Lol this is so bad x] But I have some news!

So recently I got a Wattpad account and starting cheating on Fanfiction x] But no not really I love both of them. Anyway I'm AmeLlama if you want to follow me to be alerted when I post the sequel to this story…okay nevermind, because that might take a while, as I'm going to publish it when this story is older…but at least put it into consideration!

Have a good day and thanks for reading

-AmeLlama