so the last chapter there was an issue with my page breaks, so everything looks jumbled, i'm going to try and make sure that doesn't happen this time around. if you see any issues, just review and i'll try and fix them. this chapter will give us some background on what happened to Sakura. one of my reviews made a comment about how everything became jumbled; at the start of the story where it shifts from the hospital scene to the therapists office i had a page break that didnt upload with the story, so hopefully this one will turn out better.
She was five when her parents officially divorced, her father immediately running off with her mother's sister. This had caused several problems within the family and regardless of what was done; Sakura found herself living with her unstable mother. At first, it was just being yelled at for simple things a child did like waking up from nightmares, dropping things, and growing too fast. Tsuande at the time was a family friend that took it upon herself to constantly visit to check on both Sakura and her mother Yoko.
When the marker reached a year, Yoko turned to drugs and alcohol to make herself feel happy; leaving Sakura at home without a parent. The first time Sakura was ever beat, was because she knocked over her mothers cup of whisky. Immediately she started apologizing and trying to clean it up, but Yoko had snapped and grabbed a handful of her long pink locks; throwing the six year old to the ground and smacking her several times. It seemed that the more Sakura cried, the harder she was hit; and it wasn't just smacking anymore, it was kicking, punching, and being locked in a closet. it also seemed to be habit for her mother to jerk her backward by he rlong pink locks (which is why she always has it cut short).
When she turned eight, Sakura was picked up from school early to be watched by Tsunade; and she'd met Naruto. A hyperactive blonde that was the exact opposite of her shy introverted self; of course the two immediately became friends. It was several weeks after meeting Naruto that the small boy noticed she had trouble sitting correctly at the dining table, and Naruto immediately had went to tell Tsunade. Of course, Tsunade assumed that Sakura probably hurt herself because of how clumsy she'd always been; but when Naruto had knocked over a glass, Sakura immediately began to shout and scream, huddling herself in a corner (which explains why Sakura dosnt have any glass items in her house) Tsunade had taken it upon herself to make sure that Yoko was cleaned of drugs, and she was doing well for a year. Around this time Sakura joined boxing with Naruto and father figure Kakashi and all seemed to be going well.
On her tenth birthday, Sakura's mother took her to the circus and proceeded to leave her there. In a fit of tears and fear, she'd found an officer that took her back home. Yoko immediately grasped her child and convinced the officer that she hadn't been able to find her and so she ventured home in hopes of finding her at the house. As soon as the officer left, her mother's demeanor had change.
"Can't you be a good little girl and stay lost?"
To say her mother fell into old ways would be an understatement, because her mother fell into a pit so deep, there was no way Tsunade would ever be able to pull her out of it. There was no way Sakura would open her mouth this time around; the young girl threw herself into school in hopes of somehow being able to leave when she reached sixteen (which explains how she got the name of top doctor and female boxer).
On one particular night, Yoko and a lover were having an argument which caused the male to stab her with a carving knife from the kitchen. The moment she fell to the floor, the man ran out of the house, leaving a confused Sakura to stare down at her mother's body. Yoko had been coughing up blood when she called out to her daughter.
"Go get the phone and call the police…mommy will take you back to the circus if you do."
At ten, Sakura realized that her only way out of this constant abuse would be to let her mother die, so the young girl had shook her head and proceeded to go back to bad as if she didn't see anything. The next morning Tsunade had happened upon the scene, finding a sleeping Sakura who claimed to not know what was going on. Within a few months, Sakura was put into the custody of her God-mother and was moved to a new school.
At sixteen, Sakura and Naruto had become an item, the two virtually un-separable. With straight A's Sakura had gotten into the top medical school to become an ER nurse and surgeon, while Naruto ventured to business school, the two always making time for boxing and each other.
At twenty-two, Both Sakura and Naruto had attended their first college party; Naruto immediately being pulled into the drinking crowd while Sakura hung back with her roommate and good friend Ino. Around midnight, Sakura had begun searching for her boyfriend, only to find him naked in bed with the Hyuuga company heiress Hinata. Their relationship had hit a large rock, and within a few months, the two had managed to get everything back together. A few days after moving in with one another, Sakura had bumped Into Hinata, who at this point was a good friend despite what had happened in the past; or she was till Sakura found out the young girl was pregnant. And in hopes of saving face, Hinata and Naruto were wed within the same month.
Sakura immediately moved, spending her 23rd birthday in a dark house; her only guests were a small chocolate cake, and several medical texts. She kept to herself the next few weeks, and avoided phone calls from her lost love and so-called friend. Which is around the time she'd bumped into Gaara again. He'd had several science classes with her, as well as had been in boxing since a young age. The two had come to the conclusion that they both wanted something no one else could give; and in no way would they be attached to eachother once once it was done. The same night, three weeks before her 24 birthday, Sakura haruno had lost her virginity to Gaara sabaku. After that, the two became relatively comfortable around one another; their scheduals though allowed them only to see each-other when they bumped arms at the supermarket or the gym. A week after they'd had sex Gaara had been sent over to Iraq on a special force Marine mission, leaving Sakura to herself once more.
On her 24 birthday exactly, Sakura had found out she was pregnant, and immediately rushed to tell Tsunade, which granted the girl several hours of lecturing before the two set up several appointments and began setting up nursery in Sakura's house. 9 months later sakura had given birth to Akira Sabaku (the birth certificate says Haruno) a young spitting image of his father; and because sakura did not know the whereabouts of her one night lover, she thought nothing of telling him; but the fact that he himself was unstable in a mental way hellped her to not even look for him.
A few weeks after she'd given birth to Akira, sakura fell into deep depression and couldn't force herself to eat anything, which had her admitted to a hospital. Knowing she wouldn't be able to raise a child in her state, she had Akira sent to her godmother's house, herself visiting every day between work and therapy.
At first the therapy was just to give her someone to talk to, that is until she let it slip that she was abused and that she'd been purging all morning. around this time sakura had sought comfort in sweets and greasy-food; once finished she'd sink into depression about eating so much and forced herself to throw up.
At 24, sakura was head of medical staff, most sought out surgeon and bachelorette. Which in all honesty, was how she'd met Sasuke Uchiha. He'd been placed on her medical team to look over the facility as she did her runs (his family gave generous amounts of money to the hospital) a supposed love had began to bloom, or on her part it did. the only thing sasuke seemed to be interested though was her status and how it would make him look good. When Akira reached a year old, sakura had spent the whole day at her godmother's house and walked into Sasuke's apartment to find him fucking her best friend Ino, who supposedly had been avoiding her for the last three months (the time she'd been dating Sasuke.) in a fit of rage she attacked the two of them before taking all her items from his house and heading to her own.
In hopes of staying away from binging, she sought of smoking (With good word too from her good friend and hospital adviser Shikamaru). Shikamaru strangely enough had married Gaara's elder sister Temari (whom sakura had only met that one time in the gym).
Around the third time she'd visited the therapists office, she'd come in contact with Sai, a sickly pale and awkward child and behavioral psychologist. THe two had hit it off immediately, literally speaking. Sai had commented on her disgusting state and calmly called her an "ugly whore." adding fuel to the fire, he ended the comment with a smile. Sakura of course, being the walking ball of fury she was; punched him swiftly in the face and proceeded to curse him to the nether realm. Sakura and sai rarely met up but once every few days, and that simply to paint or be each others outlet. Sai was sakura punching bag, and sakura was sai's verbal dart board.
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a cry peirced the quite of the room, and Sakura quickly sat up and reached to turn on the side table lamp. Frowning, she wiped her eyes of sleep and looked over at Akira, who was rolling in the space between her body and pillows.
"...Let me guess..you're hungry?" She was answered with a gurgle and squeal. Sighing, sakura reached down and picked Akira up, cradling him to her chest as she made her out of the room and into the kitchen. Yawning, she reached into the fridge to pull out a bottle of milk shaking it slightly before she placed it in the microwave. Aikra on the other hand, didn't seem to want Milk and busied himself with pulling at her Pajama top with both his hands. Frowning, sakura pulled her son away from her chest, holding up slightly so that both their eyes were at the same level.
"I am not breast-feeding you. Last time it hurt." Akira frowned at his mother, and scrunched his face up.
"No. don't you dare cry." Akira sniffed slightly and threw his head back, a wail echoing from his mouth.
"God damn it Akira!" Placing him on her hip slightly, sakura quickly shut off the microwave and made her way into the living room, reaching for the remote to turn on the Tv. groaing slightly, she sat on the couch and leaned back into the cushions, cradling akira in her left arm, his head nuzzling her left breast.
"You are so going to be spoiled.." Slipping her shirt down slightly, Akira immediately latched onto her nipple, suckling it. Cursing, Sakura leaned her head back and puffed out her cheeks in pain. It felt as if he was trying to pull her boob off! Within several moments, she felt herself falling asleep; the sound of Akira and the Tv lulling her to the land of dreams.
besides, its not like she wont be woken up when he was finished.
i hope that cleared some things up for you! if there are any questions regarding the story, just ask them and i'll incorporate the answer in the story if i can or i'll just outright answer it.Ja nee~ and thank you for reading!