Love Can Be Harsh

Chapter 2

A/N: Hey guys sorry it took me ages to upload the second chapter life has been crazy since I started work. Hope you enjoy this installment to the story.

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters of Junjou Romantica in anyway though I wish I did.

Hiroki's POV

It was a month since the incident and I was doing a bit better though for some reason my stomach was a little off lately. I was currently in the bathroom with my head hung over the toilet seat while I threw up. Nowaki walked in with a worried expression "Hiro-San you should really go to the doctors..." he said softly as he got me a glass of water to wash the sick from my mouth.

"I don't need to go to the doctors it's just a bug!" I said as I moved out of the bathroom to get dressed for work. Nowaki followed me out and let out a small whine as I put on my tie. "Nowaki, I will be fine I promise."

He sighed and nodded before heading out of the room leaving me to get ready in peace. When I left the bedroom I headed to the living room where I saw Nowaki eating some cereal. He looked up as I entered the room and gave me a small smile before he went back to his cereal.

I sat down beside him and snuggled into his side as he ate. He smiled at me again as he finished his cereal. I took the bowl from him and stuck it on the table moving back to snuggle into him again. He let out a purr like sound which made me smile.

He ruffled my hair "come on Hiro-San let's get you to work eh?" he asked softly. I nodded in agreement, ever since I returned to work Nowaki has been driving me to and from work to make sure I was safe. I really loved this over protective side of him.

We stood and headed to the door. I locked up and we walked to the car. We got in and he took me to work before heading off to work himself.

When I arrived at the office I was greeted by Miyagi clinging to me like usual. I ignored him like always and took my seat at my desk. Getting my things ready for the first class unfortunately Miyagi was still pestering me "Miyagi get on with your work!"

Miyagi pouted at me before his expression changed to one of concern. "Kamijou are you alright? You're looking a little pale."

I frowned "I'm fine! It's just a tummy bug will you guys just leave it!" Miyagi held up his hands in surrender. I sighed "Sorry...just Nowaki was pestering me about going to the doctors because I keep throwing up in the morning..."

Miyagi frowned at the 'in the morning' bit. "I think you should go to the doctors...especially if it's only in the mornings your sick..." I frowned up at him till I realised what he was implying.

"W-what?! I can't be...I mean it's impossible! Isn't it?" I said looked up at Miyagi with panic in my voice.

"At this point I'm not sure. Kamijou go to the doctors okay I'll take your class I don't have any today anyway." I nodded slowly as I stood. "Should I phone Nowaki?" I shook my head violently.

"N-no I'll leave it till I get tested just in case." Miyagi nodded.

"Would you like a lift there?" he asked and I nodded. We headed out the door and towards his car.

"Thanks for this Miyagi," I said smiling slightly.

"You're welcome," he replied as we got into the car heading towards the doctors. "If you need to go home when you're finished here just let me know."

I nodded at him "again thanks and I will." Miyagi pulled up outside the doors and I got out waving goodbye to him before heading inside.

I approached the reception desk. "Hi I'd like to see a doctor as soon as possible..." I said a little panic back into my voice. The lady behind the desk seemed to notice this as she looked through the database.

"There is a slot free now if you'd like to go through the doors it's the first door on your right," She informed me.

I nodded "thanks," I said as I made my way through said doors. I headed to the door I was told to go to and knocked.

"Come in," the doctor said. I opened the door walking in and taking a seat in front of her. "What can I do for you?"

I fidgeted nervously as I spoke "I know this is going to sound crazy...but I think I may be pregnant...I'm having the symptoms..."

I sat there waiting for her to tell me this was impossible. "It's actually not impossible for a male to get pregnant rare yes but not impossible."

I looked at her with my mouth wide open "I-it's not i-impossible?!" I exclaimed when I'd recovered enough to speak.

She nodded "I've seen one or two pregnant men." I just sat there amazed. "Would you like a pregnancy test or a scan?"

I was still in shock for a few more minutes before I finally answered her, "a test please."

She nodded and left the room for a second before returning with a test in hand. "Okay now you're going to have to give me a urine sample," she said as she fished out a bottle for me to pee in. "The toilet is just across the hall," she informed me as she handed me the bottle.

I nodded taking the bottle and heading to the bathroom. I filled up the bottle before returning to the room. I handed it to her "here you go." She took it and walked over to the sink where test sat. She does the test and waits a couple of minutes before turning to me.

"Mr. Kamijou you are pregnant!" she beamed happily.

I sat there in shock. What was I going to tell Nowaki...I know he loves kids but would he be happy? What if this child wasn't his but that rapists! Suddenly I burst into tears. What if Nowaki didn't want me anymore because of this?!

The doctor frowned and gave me a tissue. "Is there someone I can call? A partner perhaps?" I just nodded and handed her Miyagi's number. After a couple of seconds of ringing he picked up. "Hi there I have Mr. Kamijou with me right now and he is highly distressed would you be able to pick him up?"

I couldn't hear what Miyagi said in reply. "Okay when you get here just come straight through its the first door on the right," she replied to whatever he said.

Miyagi's POV

I was in the middle of teaching Kamijou's class when my phone rang. I looked at it to see that it was the doctors. I stepped out of the class and answered my phone. "Hi there I have Mr. Kamijou with me right now and he's highly distressed would you be able to pick him up?"

I frowned if he was distressed why not phone Nowaki? I was even more worried when I could hear Kamijou Whimpering in the background. "Yes I'll be here in about ten minutes."

"Okay when you get here just come straight through it's the first door on the right." I grunted and put the phone down before heading back in.

"Okay something important has come up so class is dismissed early today," I told them as I started packing my things. They all looked at each other with a shocked expression as they had obviously never ever been let out early before. I decided to just ignore them as I picked up my bag and headed for the door.

I got in my car and started the engine before setting off to the doctors. When I got there I headed straight to the room the doctor told me to and knocked. "Come in." I opened the door and walked in to see Kamijou crying in his seat.

"I'll take him home," I told her as I moved to pick him up, putting him over my shoulder. I walked out to the car and laid him on the back seats. I got into the drivers seat, starting the engine before heading back to mine.

When I reached mine I moved to the back seat and carried Kamijou in after locking the car. I took him in and placed him on the couch. "What happened Kamijou?" I asked him. he shook his head and the tears started again. "…Kamijou…"

He looked up at me teary eyed. "M-Miyagi…w-what if Nowaki e-ends up h-hating me!?"

I frowned at this "what makes you think that Nowaki is going to hate you?"

He broke out in sobs "b-because…I'm p-pregnant…and I d-don't know…if it's h-his or that r-rapists!"

I pulled him into a hug gently petting him to try and calm him down. "Kamijou, Nowaki would never hate you for that I promise," I tried to reassure him but he just shook his head. I took my phone out and dialled Nowaki's number "hi Nowaki, when you finish work could you come to mine Kamijou and I need to speak to you its really important."

"S-sure..." he replied I could hear some panic in his voice. "See ya later."

"Yeah." I said before putting the phone down. As we sat there and waited for Nowaki, Shinobu-Chin come home we were alerted by the growling noise at the door. "Shinobu-Chin come here please."

He growled a little more as he moved towards us. I looked at the time as he stood in front of us. "What?!" he asked annoyed.

I pulled him down and pecked him on the lips. "Look after Kamijou please he's worried Nowaki's going to hate him because he's pregnant. I need to go het us all a cup of coffee."

He seemed to realise that I was serious as he sat down where I was pulling him close to him stroking his hair softly. I smiled at him; Shinobu-Chin is amazing as always. "What are you doing idiot go get some drinks!" he demanded.

I chuckled and walked into the kitchen to make the coffee. Just as I made them the door bell rang. I walked out "I'll get that," I called as I headed to the front door. I opened it to reveal Nowaki. "Come with me." I headed to the kitchen handing him two cups of coffee. "Left one is yours right one is Kamijou's."

He nodded and we walked into the living room. He put the coffee on the table and a moment later Kamijou flew himself at Nowaki as he hugged him tightly the tears falling again.

Nowaki's POV

When I finished work I headed to Miyagi's, I rang the doorbell when I arrived and a few seconds later Miyagi answered. "Follow me."

I entered and shut the door behind me before following Miyagi into the kitchen. He handed me two cups of coffee "the one on the left is yours on the right is Kamijou's," he told me as he headed into the living room.

I had just put the coffees on the table when Hiro-San flew at me I noticed as I held him he was crying. Miyagi and Shinobu headed into what I assumed to be the bedroom. "Hey, hey what's wrong Hiro-San?"

He looked up at me tears streaming down his cheeks "N-Nowaki...please don't hate me!" I held him close kissing his cheek waiting for him to speak again. "I-I went to the d-doctors...and had a test d-done...t-the doctor said I-I was pregnant..!"

I frowned a little "why would I hate you for being pregnant? Hiro-San this is wonderful news!"

He shook his head "w-what if the kids that rapists!" he exclaimed as he got as close to me as humanly possible.

"Hiro-San I don't care! We'll raise that child as my son it'll know no different!" I protested.

He shook his head again "No! I can't have that filthy man's child inside me! I want it out!" he screamed as his tears wet my shirt.

"Hiro-San calm down there's no guarantee that it's his! And this child's innocent in all this! Please Hiro-San..." I begged.

He was shaking now "y-you'll hate me i-if I get rid of it..." he sobbed out.

I held him tightly rubbing his back soothingly. "Never! I don't support it and yeah I'll be upset but I could never hate you!" I told him.

He just shook in my arms the tears still falling. I lifted his chin up and kissed his tear soaked cheeks before I place a soft kiss on his lips "Hiro-San please just think about it okay?" I asked. He just nodded in reply.

We stood there for a few more minutes just holding each other. "N-Nowaki what if I still don't want to keep it?" he asked softly.

"We will cross that bridge if it comes to it," I told him, he nodded and snuggled into my chest.

I saw Miyagi re-enter the room, he gave me a sympathetic look. "Why not get a scan? That should be able to tell you how long ago you conceived which should help tell you if it was around the time you got raped."

I nodded at him "yeah that might work we'll make one later on." Everyone nodded. I kept Hiro-San close.

The End

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