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Chapter 2:

I don't know when I my voice had escaped me. No words were coming to my mouth. I just stood there frozen, they went to talk to Aro.

"You let them go face to face with Aro? Are you COMPLETELY insane?" I shrieked. Slightly glad that we were alone in the elevator.

"Renesmee."

"It's Carlie!" I shrieked again. I probably sounded like an adolescent teenager, but I didn't care. She had let half of our family go off in same insane quest to talk to Aro. And they MIGHT be coming back. Might. How do you get a might. Your supposed to be physic.

"Carlie!" she snapped back. "They had no choice. We couldn't keep running. Jane had found us. Her scouts knew where we were before we got here. that's why we left so quick. that's why your father and mother were so scared. that's why they left abruptly as soon as we arrived here."

"They could have told me! This is insane! There going to get themselves killed! We had a plan we lasted this long!" why did no one in this family trust me? They treated me like a child. Never telling me the whole truth. It was moments like this that I wish I had my dads talent. I could tell when I was being lied to.

"Carlie." she rolled her eyes at the name. "This is all for you. We do what we do to protect you." the elevator doors opened. I glared at her before turning to walk to our room. I sighed heavily and turned forcefully around.

"All of this is for me, if we were just going to go hand ourselves over on a silver plater than we mine as well have stayed in forks! At least then I would have been with the one person, the ONLY person I love at this moment! The only one who had never lied to me!" I stormed off leaving her hurt by my words. I knew I didn't mean any of them. I didn't mean that I don't love my family. But half of it was true. Jake had been the only person in my life to tell me the truth. Always. Never sugar coating it. Sparing my feelings. He knew I could handle the truth. I just wish the rest of them knew that.

I stormed past Rosalie. She could tell by the look on my face that I was upset. I was glad when she just sat there quietly. For once.

I slammed the door to my bed room and collapsed onto the bed.

I sighed as I went to push myself up onto my elbows. My necklace got snagged on the bed comforter. I untangled it.

I held the locket in my hand. I dared not open it. Knowing who's face I would see.

"Renesmee."

"Hmm?" I looked up at Jake. He had his hands behind his back. I tried to look around him curiously, but he shifted his weight.

"I have something for you." he grinned his big grin.

I perked up at the thought of presents. I was not like my mother on that fact. I loved presents, and surprises.

"A present for me?" I smiled innocently.

"Always." he pulled his hands from around his back. In his hand was a small light pink box, with a white bow on it.

"YAY"

I gently picked up the box and examined it. Shaking it slightly.

"Your more excited about the box than what's inside it." he laughed. "Your like a 5 year old who likes the box the toy comes in better than the toy itself."

I stuck my tongue out at him. It would be what five year old would do.

I untied the bow and opened the box, to find a smaller black velvet box. A jewelry box.

I smiled up at him. "Jake."

"Don't. just open it." he almost ordered with a smile.

I opened the lid and found a silver heart shaped locket. The one side of it had a wolf's head. The other side a pink rose. The heart itself looked like it was broke down the middle. But fit together perfectly. I looked at it curiously. There were two chains.

"Jake?" It was more of a question than a statement.

"Confused?"

"Sort of?"

"Well the wolf obviously." he grinned his wolfish grin at me.

"Naturally." I responded.

"Remember what I told you, you smell like to me? You don't smell like the rest of your family."

"Rose's" I answered.

He picked the heart up and pulled it apart gently. He held the rose half, and he unclasped the wolf side and gently placed it around my neck. He took the rose half and put it around his.

I smiled at him, I gently looked down at the locket and opened the half. It was a picture of him, my favorite picture of him. The one of him I had taken down by the beach.

"Look at mine. I leaned closer to him, as he opened his locket. I saw myself, his favorite picture of me, with the sunset behind me.

"Jake, I love it."

"There a perfect fit, just like us. Now no matter where you go, you will always have me. And I will always have you close to my heart as well. We will never be far enough apart that my love wont reach you." tears ran slowly down my face.

"Nessie." he shook his head. and pulled me in and kissed me passionately. My body melted into his, perfectly.

"I love you Nessie, no matter what." he whispered softly in my ear, leaving a trail of kisses down my neck that sent chills down my spine.

I rolled over grabbing the pillow on the bed. Tears were streaming down my face. Sobs broke through me like fire. I laid there crying for I don't know how long before finally sleep took me.

A knock at the door woke me. I looked at the clock it was a little after three in the morning. Damn vampires had no consideration for the people who actually do sleep. I sighed.

"Nessie?"

I growled.

"Carlie? Better?" I heard Alice's sarcastic tone.

"Go away!" I ordered rolling over.

"Fine. I'll tell you later. Or be surprised." I heard her walk away from the door. What was she talking about? Oh well I at the moment I didn't care. Some stupid cryptic message again.

I had, had enough. Enough running, enough fighting. Enough of being here. I pushed myself out of bed and silently walked to the closet.

I grabbed the first book bag I saw.

I opened the drawers of the dresser slowly. Throwing a few shirts, jeans socks and underwear in the bag. I went over to the bedside table and grabbed the picture that was there. It was of my entire family. The Cullen's, Charlie, Billy, the entire pack. Everyone I loved was in that picture. I threw it on top.

I bent down and grabbed my box from under the bed. The box that held everything about Jake in it. Notes he had written me, things he had given me. The entire box held all of my memories of Jake. I slid the box into the bag. I zipped the bag shut and slung it onto my shoulders. Where was my purse? I would need it. It held the credit cards and all the cash that I had.

Damn, it was out in the living room, where Rosalie and Alice were.

I had to think. I wasn't really thinking to begin with. I was just doing. If the rest of them could risk our lives. Then so could I. it was pointless if they were just going to throw themselves at the Mersey of Aro anyway. Why had I left Jake? Why had I stayed away all this time?

If they could risk our lives. Then hell, so could I.

I placed the bag behind the chair in the corner.

I opened the door slowly.

"Alice?"

She was there with a blink of an eye.

"Yes?"

"I'm sorry." she smiled up at me. "I was stupid, it was dumb."

"It's fine, I knew you would apologize and be ok."

"Really? I thought I was just a blur?"

"You are, which is rather annoying because now almost everything is a blur. But it's a blur I wouldn't trade. But I know you."

So you think. I smiled at her.

"I'm kind of hungry."

"We'll order room service like we planned."

I shook my head. "No, no. I'm not in the mood for hotel food. I want McDonald's. There open 24 hours."

"There's one down at the corner."

"I could go." I said with a fake yawn.

"No, you stay here. I'll take Rosalie. You get your rest. We'll bring it back."

YES! I thought it worked. I went to shut the door but she stopped me. Crap I was caught.

"What did you want?" oh right, order. Uh..

"Quarter pounder meal?"

"Sounds good."

"With large fries. I love there fries."

"If you say so." she made a face. "We'll be back in a few minutes."

I nodded shutting the door again.

I waited exactly two minutes before leaving.

I ran out the door, not evening bothering to take the elevator. The stairs would be much faster. At least for me.

I peaked around the corner making sure Alice and Rosalie weren't in sight. I sighed and stepped around. Crap

I bolted back around the corner. They had just walked back into the hotel, McDonald's bags in hand. I asked for one meal. they always did go over board.

I heard the elevator door close. I was free.

I ran for it. Through the lobby I heard the clerk tell me to slow down. I nodded at him and slowed it to a quick walk. Miss. Please slow down. I turned toward him and glared. What was his problem. It was like school. No running in the halls. Before I turned back around I had slammed into something brick hard. But it wasn't a wall. I almost toppled over backwards but whatever or should I say whoever it was had caught me around the middle.

"Damn." I grumbled. Trying to regain my balance. I looked up at my savor.

My mouth had dropped open. If I was in a cartoon my bottom jaw would have hit the floor. I shook my head in terror.

"No." I breathed.

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