Story: 2-unnecessary, Suguru claims love is unnecessary.
rating:K
genre: angst
disclaimer: same as ch 1
~Unnecessary~
There are always people telling me that I'll never find love with my personality. That I need to "relax" or "loosen up". I've already lost count of how many different people have given me that exact "advice".
But what for?
What makes them think I ever wanted to be in love?
All love does is drive your emotions through a dark tunnel, leading up and down without warnings. Spending too long in pitch black, just waiting to reach the end and reach the light, thinking your almost there, only to find yourself plunge deeper and deeper into the darkness. All for what? To be with another person you don't even know truly cares for you?
At least that's what Shuichi makes it seem like.
How should I know? I've never been in love. And I don't want to. I'm perfectly fine alone. I don't need someone to hold me through the cold winter nights. I'm capable without someone to console me after a rough day. I do fine without someone to tell me I'm special or worth loving.
Nope. Perfectly fine on my own. Everyone else is wrong.
I don't need love.
end
A/N: i dunno about you, but i kinda liked this 1 (at least more than the last 1). to me Suguru seems like the kind of person who would deny ever wanting to be in love so he wouldn't seem, u kno...vulnerable. so i enjoyed writing it. i think i'm going to make a continuation for this 1 later on where Suguru gets a love interest (lets c how that turns out :P i posted a poll on my profile to see who ppl want to c suguru paired with, so plz vote!). thnx to those of u who took the time to read it! (and if you thot it was a waist of...30 or so seconds, i appologise, but dont ruin my day by ranting about it in the reviews!)