I need you! & only you! Chapter 2, a gossip girl fanfic

One-Shot: Blair/Chuck/Nate

Sweetheart Dance

Blair's POV:

Standing in front of her mirror examining every single detail from her dress to her hair, her makeup, what jewlry & shoes she wore, she just wanted to look perfect.

Everything at school had pretty much gone back to the norm after her dance recital most people found someone else to torture which sucked for them but she was

completely relieved that her mother and fathers divorce & his gay lover was finally over with! Her Queen B status was no longer questioned & as for Penelope she was

knocked down a few steps. Chuck was well Chuck he wasn't lying when he said he would always be there because being there he was! Finding myself getting excited

for our movie nights more and more, we had even decided to go to the sweetheart dance together just as friends of course which I was excited about, I always

adored his style, sometimes I think he gave me a run for my money in that department, but now sense Nate called & asked what color my dress was, I had to call

Chuck and let him know that Nate and I was going together, I hated to do that to him I really did, but Nate is my boyfriend even if he has been acting super strange

and distant lately, I still loved him & wanted things to work out with him. But why couldn't I stop thinking about Chuck, he has been nothing but wonderful to me the

past 6 months. I just hope he wasn't too disappointed about the whole situation, gosh what am I thinking its Chuck Bass for goodness sakes, girls practically fall at his

feet wanting his attention, I'm sure he had plenty of girls begging him to go to the dance, he pretty much told me that before we had decided to go but he turned

them all away, but when it got closer to the week of the dance, he offered to take me sense Nate hadn't showed an interest in going, we had even went together and

picked out my dress and he had already been fitted for his tux which matched my dress completely. I just need to quit thinking about all of that now, "Nate" Nate is

my boyfriend, not "Chuck" Chuck is my friend! My rather close friend that always seems to make me feel wonderful & seems to make me laugh all the time, plus has

been there, but he is not my boyfriend hell I honestly couldn't see Chuck ever having a girlfriend, he is the play boy and womanizer of the upper east side, and far

from boyfriend material. But I still cant help but think of all the things he has said to me, telling me I am wonderful, amazing, beautiful, for an asshole he sure knows

how to make me smile. Here I go again making it all about Chuck, God Blair get it together, Nate will be here in 15mins to pick you up your wonderful loving

boyfriend that you have been dating sense you were 12 your prince charming, your future, even if he has been quit the asshole these past months, he is still the love

of your life right?

Chuck's POV:

Setting dressed & ready while sipping on some of the finest scotch money can buy, he's taking a fiery redhead named Stacey to the sweetheart dance, even though

he would rather be going with a particular brown hair doe eyed girl which was the plan but then Nate had to come along and ruin that! Wait what was he thinking,

that is his girlfriend even if he has been m.i.a for past 6 month. And even though he knew why, he still didn't have the heart to tell Blair she would be devastated if

she knew what her perfect boyfriend & her perfect best friend had done, but he couldn't tell her he wouldn't tell her, plus Nate was his boy, them two had been best

friends sense they were babies, but he couldn't help but hate the way Nate had been treating Blair, between avoiding her calls and making excuses for why he couldn't

come and hang out, which only made Chuck feel guilty every time Blair would beg him and ask him what was wrong with Nate and why he's been so distant even

though he knew why he still told her that Nate has a lot going on right now and just needs time to sort it all out but that Nate loves her and will always love her. He

thought about the beginning of them hanging out he wasn't going to lie at first he kinda hated it, she seemed to call him all the time just to see what he was doing &

if he wanted to get into something, & this was Chuck Bass he didn't give a girl his time not unless they were ready and willing to sleep with him & then he was threw

with them. But he couldn't do that with Blair not only did she have a boyfriend who was his best friend but she was also a child hood friend. And even though he

always had fun torturing her with sexual comments that made her blush or bitch one, he was slowly finding himself expecting her phone calls, & clearing particular

days out of the week just for her and him, he began to love Movie Nights with her, she began to take Nate's spot in a lot of ways he found that he could tell her

anything, & whoever he hated or she hated became an instant enemy of both, they would plot and destroy then celebrate. Then the days spent together started

turning into nights sleeping over, he never let anyone sleep in his bed, even after he brought a girl home after the sex was done he was done and kicked them out

the door, but Blair he didn't care she earned that spot next to him. At first he would give her his bed and sleep on the couch but soon she insisted that he sleep in the

bed too that is was big enough for them both. After the first couple of weeks of this going on they began to get closer and closer in the bed, until they started

cuddling it had became the norm, even on the Movie nights he would find him self wrapping her in his arms. He loved holding her it just felt right, which was big

because he never cuddled at all and normally he hated it but he loved cuddling with Blair. But now he was going to have to watch Nate walk back in and watch her in

his arms tonight, he didn't know why it was bothering him so much, but he was going to need a few more drinks before the dance obviously!

God this is crazy, she is just a friend get a hold of yourself your Chuck, sense when does a girl get under your skin? Except Blair wasnt just any girl,There had always

been something about her even before they became as close as they are now, she always seemed to make him smile no matter what even when she was mad at him

he couldn't help but smile and laugh at her, but now sense they became closer and closer he found so many more other amazing things about her granted she could

be one of the biggest bitches but so was he, maybe that's why they always got along so well, in a lot of ways they are alike, but then not she wants the perfect

relationship with the perfect boyfriend & that was far from anything that was Chuck Bass he didn't do relationships nor did he care what he done in his life, he was

always getting into some type of trouble but he didn't care over time he built up quit the reputation for him self, play boy, womanizer, vindictive, some even went as

far to say that he was pure evil the devil himself reincarnated. Which made him laugh but still he was everything negative & she was looking for everything positive.

Shut the Hell up Chuck just get her off your mind, your going to go tonight and have loads of fun then after your going to bring that red head back and fuck her till

she is walking funny for a week! So get Waldorf and her long chestnut curls that smell like cherries and vanilla, her pouty ruby lips and big doe eyes, perfect petite

little frame with a nice round ass...Gosh here I am doing it again thinking about her again! I swear I am royally fucked, I cant believe I am falling for Blair Waldorf

wait fuck that the Bass man doesn't fall for anyone, its just "Lust" Yeah Lust! nothing more nothing less, alright its show time lets get this night on and over with!

Nate's POV:

While setting in the town car making my way to Blair's I didnt quit have the petite, browned hair brown eyed girl on my mind, no quit the opposite, blonde hair, blue

eyes, tall legs for days was still running through like it wouldn't get out. I still couldn't get that night after the Shepherds Wedding out of my head, it had been my first

time ever making love, Making Love hmm.. Yeah that's what I call it, may not have been for Serena but clearly it was for me, granted I am sure I wasn't her first but it

had been amazing, even though we both had alcohol running through out systems I still remember every single detail of that night & it was nothing short from

amazing! I am pretty sure that being hung up on a girl that left the very next day is complete and total bullshit I mean really? she left and didn't even tell me nor call,

text, write nothing! But still I couldn't help but want her! Then I heard the driver say 10mins till we arrive to Miss Waldorfs house, Shit Blair! fuck I completely

forgot about her well that's not entirely true now is it, because I have been forgetting about her and avoiding her for the past 6months, I couldn't help it I mean it's

hard to be around her now sense I know what I done to her I mean I cheated on her with her best friend of all people, I know it was wrong at the time but I couldn't

help it, & now I am doing my best to avoid Blair, ignore her phone calls and everything that was until my Mother and Father told me that I needed to man up and quit

avoiding her that we were meant to be together & whatever problems was going on that it would all work out, & also that my father was now working under Eleanor

which meant more money! I was beginning to think that was the only reason they pushed me to call her and ask what color her dress was, I mean don't get me

wrong its not that I don't care for Blair anymore I do, we have been dating sense we were 12 and been child hood friends before so clearly I cared for her, I just don't

think that I am in love with her, but then again I am acting foolish because clearly Serena doesn't care she isn't even here so why am I wasting time waiting around

for her, I know she has moved on & yet I am treating Blair my own girlfriend like crap, what is a wrong with me? Thank God for my boy Chuck, if it wasn't for him I

am pretty sure Blair would have went crazy already with Serena leaving and well myself acting like a complete idiot these past months, but Chuck had stepped up

and took care of her for me, but I guess that its time for me to man up and be the boyfriend I always should have been, I just hope I can its hard to pretend to be

something to someone when your heart wants something & someone else! Oh shit were here, well lets get this night over with.

Blair/Chuck/Nate

The dance was in full swing, Chuck got there first setting at the very far back with the redhead on his lap, she already couldnt keep her hands off of him. Blair & Nate

arriving 10mins late because everyone knew Blair liked to make an entrance and. She looked absolutely beautiful in her red dress cutting just above the knee's in the

front and flowing longer around the back to the floor, it was shiny and sparkled when the lights hit her It was strapless & had antiquate beading on the front. Chuck

was already looking at her he couldn't seem to pull his eyes away from the China Doll look a like in front of him, she looked absolutely equiseta, far more beautiful

then rest of the girls at the school. Then he seen Nate take her hand and head out to the dance floor, he watched his arms around her slender waste and pull her

close to him, then her hands went to the top of his shoulders from far off they looked like the perfect couple but looking at their faces they seemed far from it. Then

he heard the music start the songs lyrics alone made him study the two before him it seemed like Nate was trying to tell Blair something but only through song.

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright...

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so...

Chuck's POV:

Hmm... well if this song isn't original, I swear he is such an asshole, why don't he just break it off with her? I have had to hear it from day one and listen to her cry

over his dumb ass constantly. Him ignoring her, avoiding her, not taking her phone calls, making excuses to come see her, why is he still leading her on into thinking

he still wants something with her if he clearly doesn't!

Nate's POV:

Gosh if only it would be that easy, this song says it all I am tired of seeing her cry not to mention all the lying I have been doing, but I honestly don't think I can just

come out and tell her, hey Blair I kind of don't feel the same anymore because well I slept with your best friend and I am in love with her now not you but her!

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
'cause I know...

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye...

Chuck's POV:

Shit of course he doesn't know what's on the other side of the door, Serena's dumb ass left just after they both betrayed Blair, And as for the right time to say

goodbye well its passing by asshole, because clearly its been time for the past 6 months that you've been ignoring and leading her on!

Blair's POV:

Hmm... what a weird song to be playing at a Valentines Dance non the less, It sounds almost fitting, why am I kidding myself here, Nate has been completely absent

from my life for a while and even now while he holds me in his arms he's never felt more distant. Sometimes I wonder if it would be easier to just say goodbye,

because its became so hard to hold onto someone and something that is slowly dying. But then again I just don't know about anything anymore.

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know...

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?...

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry...

Chuck's POV:

I swear Nate may be my boy but I am fucking tired of his games, what its okay to ignore her all the time but when you come calling you expect her to drop

everything and everyone for you! I swear she shouldn't be a last resort she should be your first! I have clearly done that, I clear my schedule for her always, I am the

one that makes her smile, I am the one who is always there for her no matter what! But you don't even have the guts to tell her that its over! You expect her to

somehow do it so your not the bad guy, I swear I never seen such a big coward in my whole life!

Nate's POV:

God I cant do this, I just cant I cant stand here and pretend everything's okay, its not! and it hasn't been for a long time. But I cant break up with Blair, she is all I've

ever known, What am I without her? This would be so much easier if I knew that Serena wanted me too but she isn't here, & I am stuck in this messed up relationship

that I don't know how to get out of, God I need to get out of here and quick!

"Blair, hey listen I forgot to mention that I have this thing that I have to do for my grandfather, you know how he can be at times if I'm not there on time I just need

to get a early start on everything so I'm going to have to leave right now and get home and pack then head to his house for the weekend. I hate doing this really I do

but this is something that I have to do, I hope you understand"

"Nate why cant you just wait, please just for the night I feel like I haven't seen you very much for a while, I've missed you, I've missed us. Please just give me tonight?

"Blair listen you know I cant, you of all people know how demanding my grandfather can be, I just... listen I know I told you that tonight I was all yours and I really

am sorry but I promise I will make it up to you, when I get back we will spend the whole day together doing whatever you want!"

"I swear I cant believe this, your seriously leaving me only 30mins into the dance, I don't ever see you anymore, you never call me or pick up when I call, its like your

purposely ignoring me all the time. I have been going through HELL! And was you there? NO! you are never there anymore. Chuck was though but that shouldn't be

his job. Your my boyfriend that should be you being there but no you cant even give me a couple hours of your night."

"Blair listen, you know I am sorry I cant help it and as for lately I have a lot going on too, I know I have been a shitty boyfriend to you, but I promise things are going

to get better! I swear please believe me! But I need to go so please understand that I will see you when I get back but you do look beautiful tonight, & I will miss

you! Bye" he slowly drops her arms and walks away out the door for all to see, leaving Blair alone on the dance floor.

Chuck see's it all take place, he can see the hurt in Blair's eyes, he hates to see her like that. He cant help but get out of his seat, he finds his self making his way to her.

"Hey what are you doing out here alone?" he grabs her should and spins her around to face him, she looks down "Where did Nate go?"

" Where does Nate always go Chuck?" rolling her eyes "He left that's what, he is always leaving me, God why is everyone always leaving me. He couldn't even give

me a couple hours out of his day, tonight was suppose to be perfect but no its been ruined and all I want to do is go home!"

"Hey who give a shit if Nate left or not, you can still have fun do you wanna go spike the punch with me? then we can really get this party started!" wiggling his

eyebrows up and down then smiling at her.

"Chuck, please I have more problems to deal with right now then getting people drunk, beside I know the only reason you want to do that is so you can hook up with

loads of girls tonight."

"Blair... Blair... we both know that I don't have to have anyone drunk to make them hook up with me, Women just come willing and waiting for me! Its a gift what can

I say, I am just irresistible!" winking then smirking right at her.

"Yeah Chuck if you say so but still I cant believe Nate done this to me, he knew how much this dance meant to me, & he just up and leaves right at the beginning!

Why cant he just be there for me, it seems like I have no one anymore!

"Blair listen just shut up about Nate, don't give him the satisfaction because clearly he doesn't deserve it!" He can see Blair looking at him, her eyes are huge like she

cant believe he is saying that about Nate. " Look, Nate's my boy he is but even I have noticed what a dick he has been to you lately so just stop worrying about it and

stop worry about him for the night just be you & have fun. And as for nobody being there, clearly that's a lie because I know one person who has been and that's me!

Like I told you from day one I am always going to be there no matter what, so whatever it is your feeling right now just put it in the back of your mind and dance

with me!"

"You know what your right, I can still make this a good time. And as for the Dance don't you think your date will get jealous, I mean you did come with her, shouldn't

you be asking her to dance?" pointing in the direction that his date was at.

"I don't give a shit about her, I only brought her because well I didn't want to come flying solo because well you know a certain brown haired and brown eyed girl back

out on me all of a sudden." looking down at her then grinning.

"Yeah Chuck listen, I am sorry about all of that. Clearly I got payback because my date is gone now too, so... but yeah I shouldn't have done that to you it was

wrong..."

"Blair would you please just shut up about it. It honestly doesn't even matter, but if you insist on making it up to me then would you please do me this honor and

have the next dance with me?"

"Why Chuck Bass, I would be honored to!" smiling up at him.

He wraps his arms around her and pulls her into him, holding on tight as if she would run away. She wraps her arms around his neck and holds on tight trusting him

fully and completely! With the song starting Chuck began to pull her closer because he knew the lyrics in the song said it all.

I see the way he treats you...
I feel the tears you cried...
And it makes me sad, and it makes mad...
There's nothing I can do baby...
Cause your lover is my best friend...
And I guess that's where the story ends...
So I've gotta try, to keep it inside...
You will never be, never be mine but...

If I was the one who was loving you, baby...
The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy...
And if I was by your side...
You'll never know one lonely night...
And if it was my arms you were running to...
I'd give you love in these arms of mine...
If I was the one in your life...

Chuck's POV:

What is up with the music selection tonight? the music is completely ridiculous! Well actually this song isn't too bad, & its funny how I can relate though, I mean I have

been the one there for her, the shoulder that she cries on, while my idiotic friend does her wrong, sometimes I wonder why I even put up with him myself. But its

just that I am his best friend & no matter what I may feel for the girl in my arms I will never be able to actually have her, she doesn't belong to me, I am here to be

her friend, her scheme partner, her movie night buddy, just anything other then her boyfriend. But I cant help the feelings I have for her, she has become one of the

most amazing girls I have ever gotten to know, I use to hate hearing Nathanial complain about her all the time, but now I don't know where half of that shit came

from because to me she is completely extraordinary!

If I could have just one wish...
I'd wish that you were mine...
I would hold you near...
Kiss away those tears...
I'd be so good to you baby...
You're the one I want next to me...
But I guess that's just not meant to be...
He's there in your life...
And he's sharing your nights...
It'll never be, never be right...

Chuck's POV:

Sometimes all I want to do is scream, because it hurts so much, to be around her but it hurts to when I am away from her. I know I hold her all the time, but

everything that runs through my head at those moments I know it doesn't feel the same for her, sometimes I wish I could here her thoughts so I would know, if it

would ever be worth the risk of telling her how I feel. But then again I would be throwing everything I have built myself on under the bus, all of that for the possibility

of being laughed at, then I would ruin what I have with her as of now. I just cant risk that, Her friendship means to much to me even if I would like it to be more!

I wanna reach out and view beside me...
Right here beside me, babe...
Take you in my arms right there...
Scream 'I love you' right out loud...
Some day I pray, that I'll find the strength...
To turn to you and say...

Chuck's POV:

Is this Love that I feel? no it cant be, Chuck Bass loves no one! except what would you call how I feel every time she is around. I love the person I am when I'm with

her but I could never be that person around everyone else, that just wasn't me. But with her its completely different she somehow makes me want to be better, I

guess maybe there could be a possibility that I adore her because I do! I adore every single bit of her head to toe, how she acts, when she smiles, laughs, hell I even

enjoy when she is mad. But none of this matters does it, because she will never have me, she is too in love with my best friend. So as I will always do, theses'

feelings will stayed locked inside me far and deep, because I am not the boyfriend, just the friend.

Blair's POV:

I hate it but sometimes I feel so comfortable in Chucks arms, he makes me smile no matter what, he always make me laugh too even before we became closer. I

often envied his life style at times, he had this don't care attitude and even though it often got him in trouble it always seemed like he never had a care in the world

which is probably wonderful, because I am constantly worried what others think of me or if my boyfriend still cares, or loves me. Sometimes it feels as if Chuck and I

are in a relationship, he is the one there all the time, takes me out to eat, to society functions, clears his schedule for me, often I feel bad almost like I am taking

advantage of him but he always insist on being there so I let him. If only Nate could act like that I mean he is my actual boyfriend not Chuck! Thinking of Chuck and

Boyfriend in the same sentence almost makes me laugh, because that is something Chuck will never do, besides I don't even know why I would ever consider it,

Chuck and Nate are best friends, that is automatically a strike, so I need to stop thinking of Chuck and boyfriend ever happening!

"Well Waldorf, what do you say we get out of here? maybe grab a bite to eat or we could order room service and have a full out movie night what do you say?"

looking down at her.

"Actually that sounds great! but are you sure you don't want to stay with your date, she looks awful lonely over there?" pointing back to the girls he came with. " I

mean Chuck your not going to make me mad I swear, I don't expect you to always drop everything or everyone just because I am having a bad day"

"Blair would you listen to you, If I didn't want to then I wouldn't have invited you now would I? So please shut up about the slut redhead and lets get the hell out of

here!"

"Okay...Okay... but I get to pick out the movies for the night," she see's Chuck glaring at her then smiles. " I promise Bass no tiffany's or holidays, it will be all newer

movies."

"Sounds perfect, well are you ready I will have Arthur bring the limo around if so?"

"Yeah I most deffinately am! And...Chuck?"

"Yeah Blair"

"Thanks yet again for coming to the rescue, I swear I honestly don't know what I would do if I didn't have you for a friend, I know I always said Serena was my best

friend but No I was wrong, because she was and has never been there for me the way you have! & I just want you to know that!" she smiles up at him and brings

him into a hug.

"Would you quit thanking me, seriously its getting old Waldorf. When are you going to get it that I like spending time with you, plus who else is going to hang out

with good ol Chuck" laughing " I know I can sometimes be hard to handle and a pain in the ass but I am glad that you can over look all of that. But seriously cut it

with the nicety's Blair!"

"Yeah you do have a point not many people would be able to put up with the Chuck Bass un-caged version all the time, you can be quit the Basshole sometimes"

winking at him. "But alright lets get out of here, my feet are killing me and I want to get out of this dress. You better have some comfy pjs at your room for me!

preferably silk."

"Waldorf you know I do, how many times have you wore my clothes, which I enjoy by the way!" winking at her " I guess its the only way I can tell everyone that I

got you in my pants!"

"Your Heinous Bass! Well lets get this party started, movie night here we come!" She grabs his arm and they head for the exit.

Just another one-shot of Chuck & Blair with some Nate thrown in there. I would like to imagine what time Serena was gone that Chuck and Blair spent a lot of time together, & Chuck had developed some type of feelings or her early on even before the Limo scene. I thought a sweetheart dance would be cute for them. But I am thinking about continuing these one-shots or maybe possibly turning this into a chapter series... not sure which yet but I would like to spice things up between Blair and Chuck. For some odd reason I think they both of them shared some kisses even before the Victor/Victrola episode. They had way to much sexual chemistry I thought anyways and at times were too comfortable with the sexual comments they shared. But anyways hope you all liked comment and let me know if you want me to continue more chapters. I am working on Chapter 3 right now for the other story I am working on called the "The Beginning" so hopefully I will have that chapter up soon. :)

Songs used during the Dance was:

Chris Brown: Goodbye - Nate&Blair's song

Ruff Endz: If I Was The One - Chuck&Blair's song