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Dear Harry,
I'm probably mad for writing this. It was strange the first time but somehow it helped. I suppose writing it all down made it easier to deal with. Normally I would confide in you or Hermione, when I was little it was Charlie I talked to. Never Ron, he was useless at advice. Since you and Hermione are on the run and Charlie's gone back to Romania, I suppose this will have to do. I still think about you everyday, even though I know we aren't together. I can't just stop caring about you. I'm taking the fact that I haven't heard anything means that you're still safe, please keep it that way. Mum is beside herself with worry about the three of you. She thinks of you as a son and Hermione's like a daughter so it's like three of her kids are on the run.
I have to go back to Hogwarts soon. I don't want to go and that's something I never thought I'd say. You might remember the first time we met, on the station before your first year. That year I was begging to go. I spent the whole year wishing I was at Hogwarts. I was so excited when it was finally time to go. I love school. I love being at the Castle and learning magic. But all that has changed now. If you've read the papers, I don't know if you're able to, then you will know that Snape is the new Headmaster and that the Carrow siblings are now teachers. The same Carrows who tried to kill us all in the Battle at Hogwarts the night Dumbledore died. How am I meant to sit in a lesson with them teaching? Am I meant to forget that they tried to kill me? Hogwarts is meant to be safe in this war. But now it's being run by death eaters. They really are taking over the world. First the Ministry and now Hogwarts. How am I meant to sit at the Start of Term feast and listen to Snape when I know that he killed Dumbledore? How could we possibly be looked after by the man who killed our previous headmaster? At first I thought that maybe I could stay at home this year and wait and finish school after the war. But that's impossible because it's now compulsary. It won't be the same without you guys either. I know we haven't always hung out at school, being in different years, but I liked the thought that you were always there. Even when I didn't talk to you guys that often, I was comforted by the fact that I could look down the table or round the common room and see you there. And then there was the end of last year, when I spent all my time with you. I can't believe I have to go from that to being on my own. Luna will be there of course but she's in Ravenclaw. You've always saved me and now there's no one. I know that I will be targeted by the Carrow's. They're in charge of punishments and seeing as though my family are considered some of the biggest blood traitors and the fact that we have close links with you, I don't have much hope that they're going to leave me alone. I know that you broke up with me to keep me safe, but they will still know that we dated at the beginning of the summer. The death eater's sons would have told them that. I just hope I have the strength to get through this.
Anyway, once again I hope you are well and that you're underway with whatever mission Dumbledore left you. Please finish it soon. I hate this.
All my love,
Ginny