A/N: Heeeeey! waves enthusiastically I just wanted to thanked all of you who reviewed the first chapter. I was so happy. The reviews are the only thing I write for so I would be sooo happy to see some more.

I'm updating chapters every Sunday, but since I have holidays atm, I had time to write a second one a bit faster…

Misunderstood-tomboy: hey! Thanks for reviewing my story, and don't worry :D I'll continue. I publish new chapters every Sunday just so you know. Hope to see ya soon.

Mcblueangel: hello! Well thought so too, so I don't think you will mind their little affair.

Pocky-Pocky-chan: doges all sharp objects sorry, no blush it's Kyo/Tohru… but I don't know how it ends yet so I'm not making any final promises.

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turtlelover523Please don't, I won't be able to continue my story. Anyway I appreciate your enthusiasm and I'm hoping you'll like this chapter.

You know the drill

I don't own anything; I just like to play with the characters

I desperately need a beta reader...

I'm sorry for grammar mistakes; I'm doing the best I can

Troubles with love are…

Sometimes when I wake up and remember that my life isn't a play, I don't know anything better to say, except, you stupid, stupid, stupid…

Just one kiss and I won't tell Yuki, how lame is that? I could just ask him hey Kyo would you like to have an affair with me?

Kill me and let me die in piece.

It's so damn horrible it almost seems funny … in a way. How can I look into Yuki's eyes and act like nothing happened, when all I can think about are those velvet lips and the feeling of doing something right.

I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't noticed Hatori walking in.

"Hello Tohru."

It's nice to know the friendlier side of him, and since Akito's death I can see it more often. Sometimes I don't know how the Sohma family really felt when he died. I mean he was cruel and mean, but it wasn't entirely his fault.

"Hey Hatori!" I smiled at him, "what are you doing here and are you staying for lunch, I'm making rice balls and sushi"

"Well if you don't mind, I would like that very much," he says in almost cheerful tone, "and I hope you don't mind me stealing your boyfriend for a while, I really needed him to talk to the elders. You know he's the best for the job, and I couldn't send Kyo, knowing how he despises our family. Speaking of Kyo…when did he come back? I didn't notice him this morning?"

"Well…I…I mean he… we…he was in his room. I think he came back last night, but he didn't want to wake us up so he went in through his window. You know the way he is."

Why? Why in a god's name must I always babble? I'm twenty years old and I think it's time for me to overgrow this stupid…

"How are things going on here? I see that you're not up to much. Anyway… I need to talk to Shigure." He said the last part of the sentence very quickly, like he was afraid that the sound of Shigure's name would, I don't know…it was just weird.

"You need to speak to me Hatori? About what? I think we said it last week."

"Shigure please, don't be so difficult about it. Can't you give me five minutes to explain, I think that's more than fair? And besides, if it doesn't makes a difference I'll leave, I…"

"Ok, guys, I'll just let you alone, and if anyone needs me I'm in the kitchen."

"Sure Tohru!"

I don't know what those two are up to but I would like to know. I haven't seen much Shigure lately, that's true, but I just thought he needed to work on his book.

I am making lunch. Nothing too complicated, since my brain can't work anyway. I don't know how I managed to put the rice into cooker, but for making eatable rice balls I need ham, cheese…

I reach for the frigate's knob when my hand bumps into something. I was too lost in my thoughts to see that Kyo came to the kitchen.

I don't know when happened, but I never felt so nervous when Kyo was near before. I never felt the bubble inside my stomach every time he touched me.

"Sorry…"

I look into his eyes, and started to wonder how the hell we ended like this. Feeling so deserted, wondering if someone will be able to help us. I know that someday everything will fall into its place; it's what my mom always said too, but I can't wait for someday, it's too long.

"It's alright" he answers with monotone voice. I don't know how he managed to build walls so strong he can't feel anything even when looking at me.

"Kyo why are you doing this to me?" I ask him without looking at him

"What the hell are you talking about? You're asking me what I'm doing, while you're locking yourself into kitchen."

He's angry and I can understand that, I would be too if someone was playing with my emotions.

"Have you even talked to Yuki today? Where's the rat anyway, I haven't seen him…"

"He's having some business with the Sohma family and he'll be away for another two days."

"oh?"

"Yes, now if you don't mind, I would like to serve a lunch."

"And you think that I can forget that," I hear Shigure yelling at someone, "you think you can come to me, talk to me about it and everything will fall into its place? You can't expect that from me Hatori, I'm human too and if you can't treat me like one that I suggest you leave now!!"

"Shigure please calm down, I said I was sorry and that I made a mistake. I would do anything to undo it, but I can't. Shigure I can't…"

"I'm not blaming you for saying that, I'm angry with you because you won't allow yourself to forget her. I don't think I can compete with her, and honestly, I don't want to…but if you can't accept that, I'm sorry…"

I look at Kyo, that's standing right besides me. He's listening to the conversation too and seems even more shocked.

He gives me confused look and mouths: "What are they on about?"

"I don't know," I whisper, "I really don't"

I walk to the kitchen with Kyo right behind me, following me. I'm ready to say something when I hear fast footsteps coming right into the kitchen. I don't want to deal with pissed of Hatori of Shigure at the moment.

I push myself and Kyo into the corner. Shigure took a beer out of fridge and went out.

Anyway, that all became background when I realized that I'm squeezed in a corner with Kyo. I was so close I could hear his heartbeat and a moment later I find myself starring into his brown eyes.

He grabs my bare wrist and, very slowly, he pushes my arm down, bringing himself nearer to me. I can feel my will to resist grow weaker and weaker as he grows closer. When he stops, our faces are inches apart and I am barely an inch from melting into mush in his hands.

He puts his hand on my cheek and closes the gap between our lips. A shiver runs through me as my last shred of opposition crumbles and I fall victim to his bittersweet attraction.

"Kyo I need you" was I whispering while he was trailing kisses down my neck and throat

"No you don't, Tohru…I know I'm just a play toy for you and I don't care as long you're giving me just a small piece of you"

He looks at my eyes and I see him falling into depths, loosing and leaving his life behind him.

"Kyo I don't, you know I don't love you, and I know you know we will never be able to have a normal relationship, but as long as you're satisfied with this, I'm too. Nothing is wrong as long as you know the fact that someday…"

"Tohru…you talk too much"

He kissed me hungrily again and I forget everything except for the fact how kissable his lips where. I felt his hand everywhere, touching my skin… I don't know how he manages it, but he kisses that spot on my neck so I arch his body even closer to him.

I kiss his swollen lips again and nibble his bottom lip. He moans and another shiver runs through me

"Damn you Kyo, you don't know what you are doing to me."

A/N: R&R and you get a cyber cookie.