Title: An Interesting First Love
Author: LaLaLovelyApples
Rating: M (technically it's K at this time but I plan to change that)
Summary: [Kakeru/Yuki] There's a rumor about the Prince. All signs point to love, which, naturally, catches peoples interest. More importantly, this catches Kakeru's interest. [Future M]
A/N: Yay new chapter!
Disclaimer: I own nothing. I gained no material profit in writing this.
Yuki shook. He wanted to look away, but those eyes held him. Piercing...
He swallowed. "Manabesan..." He was scared. What would Kakeru do to him. Would he avoid him? Like he was diseased? Look at him with disgust? Yuki felt his chest tighten, and he quickly looked down. He blinked back tears, and weakly pushed Kakeru's hand away. He felt cold without it...
"Manabesan," he stood up, looking away. He kept his jaw firm, afraid he would let the wrong words slip out if he didn't. "Manabesan, we're both boys. That would be ridiculous." "Yukichan..." "We're going to be late for class." His voice slightly faltered. Kakeru had stood up, and he was so close... 'Please get away from me...' "And I told you not to call me that." Kakeru touched is wrist, and snaked his fingers up his arm. The Prince shivered. "Yuki." He started to pull away. Kakeru only closed the space between them again. "Yuki, look at me." 'I can't...' "Please."
Kakeru... why was he so persistent with his teasing? He was going too far... Yuki fisted his shaking hands. He could feel Kakeru watching him... "I..." He slowly looked at his classmate's hands. They were shaking, too... His eyes slowly moved up. "... Manabesan?" Kakeru was staring at him. His gaze was stern and fearful, and Yuki wasn't sure if the loud thumping was really coming from his own chest or not. "Yuki," he softly grabbed his arm, "please, I-"
The bell rang. The halls filled with students and Kakeru was shoved against Yuki. "Oh, sorry!" A boy hurriedly apologized without looking back, running to class.
…
He was really warm. His arms, his chest, his breath... Kakeru was really, really warm... "Yuki." He heard him whisper, and he shivered. Kakeru wouldn't let him go, and Yuki wasn't pulling away. "Yuki..." Kakeru tightened his hold, head sliding down until his breath touched Yuki's ear again. He heard him gasp, and grip the front of his shirt. Yuki was panicking, his smell was making him dizzy, his heart throbbed heavily in unison with Kakeru's, and he'd never been held for so long like this. And he was panicking! "Kakeru...! Ka..." His breath wavered. Kakeru felt a small part of his shirt become wet. He felt Yuki's body slightly lurch as he struggled to breath, chocking out his name. 'Yuki...' His own breath quickened.
…
The warmth tore away from him, and his tears spilled down his cheeks. "Kake-" He heard himself start to beg, before his hand was yanked. The rest of his body limply obeyed, pulled close to Kakeru and lead through the busy halls.
This was the end. Yuki kept his head low, hand held against it as some hopeless attempt to hide. His body still forced out bitter tears. He knew it, everything was ruined. Their friendship was soiled, dirtied, broken. That must have been it. Kakeru didn't mean to hug him like that, it was an accident. But Yuki still... It must have been obvious, he must of only held him like that for so long because Kakeru was such a good friend... That must have been it, there's no way...
There's no way...
...that anyone could love a disgusting rat.
A/N: It is Romance/Drama so I was like "I should probably put some kind of drama in here".
Also, sorry for taking so long! I kinda put it off like, I wrote some in my work spiral and I kept thinkin "This is really lame but I like it but it's probably written really bad no I know it's written bad but maybe someone would still get some enjoyment out of it" so here's to hopin' that's true and junk.
Also also, please tell me if I made a mistake! I'm kinda posting this at a super late time and I don't trust my proof-reading atm but I'm still putting it up anyway because then I probably never will so there.