I woke early that morning to being patted on my face from one of the girls asking for their breakfast. I turned to one side, expecting to be alone in the bed and was beyond surprised to find that Jon was still there. I slipped out of the bed and headed to the kitchen, fed and watered the girls before brushing my teeth and hair and headed back to bed. He must have felt the weight shift on the bed because as I lay down he turned over and pulled me back into his chest, tightly wrapping his strong arms around me again. I figured I should just relax and enjoy it for the hour or so it would last since soon enough he'd be moving on to the next town and the next girl. Dozing back to sleep I was awoken around 9am by the sound of his voice. Looking around to see who he was talking to, I was shocked to see he was talking to Sapphire. I never would have put him down to be a cat person. I lay there just watching until he realized I was awake when he leaned over towards me and pushed his sweaty firm torso into my body. The butterflies in my stomach were unmistakable.

"So baby, you ready for round two?"

As he spoke the famous smirk appeared on those perfect cheeks. The pit of my belly was gurgling as though I hadn't eaten in weeks. I giggled quietly. The attention he was giving me, I didn't want to admit it but I loved it. It had been a long time since I was around a guy that I wasn't actually related to. It was bliss as he gently kissed my body. I was open for business and he was making sure he got served first. Thrusting himself inside me, I couldn't hold in the moans, I was in heaven. I could feel my temperature rising as I got closer and closer to the point of no return, only giving in as he gasped for air as we climaxed together. Flipping over on to the bed so he was lying belly down beside me again, he took another deep breath while twiddling with his fingers.

"So… there's one thing I don't understand. You'll happily let me fuck your brains out, you're a fit chick who could have any guy she wants yet you're a nervous wreck every other second of the day. What the fuck happened?"

I sighed, I didn't have the strength to go through all of that again. I suddenly felt very exposed. I knew I'd have to say something. I took a deep breath before continuing.

"Ok… so don't go judging me! There was this guy..."

He seemed to snort his disapproval

"There always is!"

I waited a moment to make sure he wasn't going to comment again before continuing.

"I met him when I was 17…he was 21… I met him on a dating website…. Everything seemed to be going well till a week after my 18th birthday, by which point we'd been together over 3 months."

I took a moment to pause for breath, partly to withhold the tears. I didn't think he would appreciate me sat crying in bed beside him.

"His ex's had always been a problem, one was pregnant with his kid at the time. I later found out he had cheated on me with her as well as 2 other ex's. I still took him back though despite it all but it messed with my head y'know. I wouldn't have minded if they'd have been pretty girls. Then I could have understood it but they weren't…."

He sat silently watching me, waiting for me to continue.

"After the first four years he finally seemed like he'd changed in order to be with me… I was half right. He had changed… for the slut he had the kid with to get access back. They'd been sleeping together behind my back for a long time. By the time we ended we already had this place and the girls. They're the only thing that's kept me going these last few years."

He wrapped an arm around me n hugged me into his body, gently kissing my forehead.

"No wonder you're such a mess. No guy is worth that and no guy will change for any girl. It takes someone special…that's why any girl I'm with is told straight up I will never change. It's easier not being in relationships. Meeting up and have some fun when we can is different. I just won't ever fall for them. I'm not that kind of guy."

I forced back the silent tears and climbed out of bed, threw on his shirt and headed to the bathroom, well at least I never had to worry about him wanting to meet me again… after today that will be the last thing on his mind. Giant red puffy eyes and hair soaking in your face wasn't exactly attractive. I splashed water on my face in a hope to lighten my face and grabbing the brush I raked it through my hair, shoving it up into a bobble before applying my makeup. I could hear him still in the bedroom talking, this time not to the cats but on the phone.

"Yeah I'll text you the address and you guys can pick me up from here. Yeah…smoking' body, bit messed in the head. Feel sorry for her really but I've put a smile on her face"

Silently giggling to myself, I returned to the bedroom and began organizing my outfit for the day. I tuned to face away from him as I lifted his shirt over my head, slightly pausing as I became separated from the shirt and threw it back in his face. He laughed and bid goodbye to his phone buddy before hanging up, grabbing me round the waist, twisting me to face him while gently kissing my stomach. Things were just heating up when the door buzzer rang. Sighing, I pulled away from him and painfully stretched towards the control panel to turn the horrible droning noise off. As I turned back, he was fiddling with my phone. He looked up and grinned.

"Just making sure I have easy access while I'm working"

As he walked past to grab his bag and jacket from the couch, I tutted.

"More like if you're bored and can't be bothered to put any effort, you want to have a backup you can get yourself off to!"

He chuckled, smacking my arse as he marched me down the stairs to the main entrance door. The car waiting for him was filled by 3 other guys. He threw his bag in the boot before grabbing me by my arse, gripping tightly as he pulled me towards him and our lips crashed together. As he pulled away, his lips moved down my neck and I felt his teeth plunge into my neck before he pushed me against the door way and returned to the car, winking and giving me his "finger gun" gesture before climbing in.

"Now don't go getting a fella. I'll see you in 6 months when we're back"

I laughed as I watched them drive away. There was no chance of either of those happening. He wouldn't want to hook up with me again next time even though I certainly doubted I'd have a boyfriend by then. I was hopeless. I waited till the car left the street before going back inside, sliding down against the inside of my front door. The last 24 hours had been bizarre to say the least and I was worn out already from it!