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Chapter 2

After I phased back Carlisle asked me if I had any feelings lately. I always got my feelings before Victoria came so the pack and the Cullen's had me informing them when I got them. "Not recently. The feelings keep coming and going, like she's not sure whether she's coming or not. It's confusing and very irritating." I hated not knowing. My feelings always told me when something would happen but this was just annoying. It made me feel useless.

"You're not useless." Edward said. I forgot he could read my mind. "You have been more helpful than you know. If it wasn't for you we would be completely blind. If anything you're the reason we're still alive. We could have died by now without the warning you give us." He smiled at me and everyone else nodded. I felt so loved right now and Jasper hugged me.

Rosalie came up then and dragged me away to look at wedding magazines. I shot Jasper a look and said. "Since I won the race I get to pick the time. Jasper picks the place." Rosalie looked shocked. The only thing we couldn't agree on was resolved that easily. Jasper just shook his head and laughed. He knew I would get my way eventually. We smiled at each other and got to work.

After half an hour I called it quits. I thought that something was going to change but I didn't know what. We decided that we would look at place settings tomorrow. We were still working on a color scheme so everything was shaky. Jasper drove me home and told me he would be back later. I took a good look at him. His eyes were really dark. "Jazz maybe you should go hunting before school. I know you don't want to seem weak but I hate to see you struggle."

He glared at me and then sighed. "Sam, I can feel your concern but really I'm ok. I'm just a little thirsty." I lifted my eyebrows and stared at him. I could see when he was lying and right now was one of those times. He laughed at my face. "Ok, I'll go hunting. Will you be alright by yourself?"

I let out a growl. I hated when he did this. "I'm a werewolf for god's sake. I think I can handle being alone for a few hours." I got out and slammed the door behind me. He pulled out of the driveway and I sighed. I loved him but he needed to learn that I could take care of myself.

My family was sitting down for dinner when I walked in. They all looked at me when I sat down. Well my dad looked, my mom and brother glared. They were always mad at me. I was ravenous as usual so I just ignored them. After wards I ran upstairs so I wouldn't get another lecture. I quickly did my homework and then I went to bed. Along with being hungry I was very tired.

I was sleeping peacefully until I felt a cold body near mine but not as close as I wanted. I sat up and looked at him. I didn't know what was going to happen so I started the apologies. "I'm sorry that I stormed out but I just hate it when you think I'm defenseless. We went through so much when you thought I needed protecting and now I don't need it. I love you but if this is going to work you have to realize that I can take care of myself. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings when I told you to hunt but I can see you struggling and I just want to make it easier for you." I could feel tears in my eyes so I looked down. I hated when people saw me cried.

"Oh god. Please don't cry." He came and sat next to me. He took my face into his hands and started wiping my tears away. "I love you and I'm so sorry. I know you're not defenseless but I just want to protect you. I just get moody when I haven't fed. I should listen to you more often and again I'm sorry." He leaned in and kissed my forehead. "We have school tomorrow. Go to sleep.

School was pretty boring and it was routine. At lunch they were all talking about the graduation party. Rosalie loved planning parties and even though they had graduated before they were having one. I could barely stop myself from laughing when Jasper started talking about how you only graduate once.

The feeling in my stomach hit me like a ton of bricks. It didn't just stay in my stomach, it ran all through my body and my vision went black. I could see a dark forest with Victoria running through it. I saw the Cullen's, except for Edward, chasing her. I saw her running on the boundary line and the pack on our side. I saw Emmett lunge for her and Sam snapped at him. Then my vision went black again.

I shook my head. Jasper was shaking my shoulders saying my name over and over again. I blinked and felt sick. I stood up and ran out of the cafeteria. I could hear Jasper following me and as soon as I got outside I keeled over. Jasper held my hair back and I started crying. As soon as I was done he hugged me while I cried. "What happened?" He asked quietly.

"I don't know. I had one of my feelings and then I just saw it. It hasn't happened yet but I know it will. What's wrong with me? Why can't I just be like the rest of the pack? I know werewolves aren't normal but no one else can do this. I hate this." I was crying hysterically and I couldn't talk anymore. He sent me waves of calm and I could finally breathe again. "I feel like I'm going to be sick again." With that I turned around and puked again. "I'm sorry you had to see me like that."

Jasper chuckled and he took a tissue out of his pocket and wiped my mouth. "Darlin, I always think you look beautiful. Give me a second to get our stuff then I'll take you to the nurse. I'll take you home and we can talk about this. It's all going to be ok." He smiled at me and I had to smile back. Jasper walked back into the cafeteria and a minute later he came back with our stuff.

We went into the nurse's office and Jasper flirted our way out of school. God I love him. We got into the car and started to drive towards my house. What was happening to me?

Alright I'm sorry it took me so long to post this but I couldn't find any inspiration. I'll try to update more often but I make no promises. Please review!