you have two sons.
Kay is your oldest. he is perfect.
You first held him minuets after his birth. he knew you as his father from the moment he was placed in your arms. his cries faded and he smiled.
you watched him grow. his first steps, early and sure. his first word 'Papa' clear and impatient.
he should've been a great king.
but a bastard can't be king. so you sent him away.
no one can replace him.
Arthur is you heir. the people love him.
you never held him. You knelt at her bedside hours after she passed. Ignoring everyone He never cried.
he is brave and challenges you on everything. but behind his eyes you never know what he is thinking.
Camelot needed a Prince and you paid the ultimate price for him.
he is your greatest treasure.
you have two children.
Kay is your son.
his birth was long and hard. without Gaius you would have died. as you lay there you see him for the first time in his father's arms.
as you lay their you know he will eventually be sent away.
but perhaps that is a good thing. he will escape his father fate. he will not be king.
just your son.
Elaine is your daughter.
she is born in spring and without Gaius you die. You never even see her. Just your father handing her to your son.
a last gift/curse from her father. a beautiful girl. Even when she was in your womb you knew as she will be like your mother. what her father know hates. nothing is ever simple with him.
you did not see her life. but you don't need to. you know what she will be.
your daughter.
you have two older brothers.
you know Kay.
all your earliest memories are of Kay, big strong Kay. he is old and serious with a temper that would scare you if it had ever been directed at you. solid.
he is your older brother
you don't know his name.
Kay once mentioned him. told you off him how important he is. You can't forget him though something tells you not to talk to Kay about him. Does he look like you or Kay?
he is your other brother