I was still in my numb state, just over a year now and the Cullen's had left.
I could tell Charlie was getting impatient with me for me to come out of my numb state.
"Bella, you have to start going out sometime other another" he sighed while digging his spoon into his cereal.
"Dad…" I was about to say I wasn't ready, but then a thought came to me. Why am I upset? He and the rest of them left me, not thinking twice about it.
He said he didn't love me, I was bad for him
"You know what dad, your right I should go out, I'll call Jessica up and ask if she's busy tomorrow"
He smiled "Good Bells" he was now eating his cereal relaxed.
"I'll just call her now" I sat up from the kitchen table.
I had called Jessica and she was excited. She needed new clothes anyway.
I wasn't going to moan about any of the Cullen's anymore. They had moved on and so have I.
Aro's POV
"I think it's time we spend some time with our dear friends the Cullen's" I spoke to my brothers and Felix.
"Why do we have to go there? Why can't we just invite them here?" Cauis asked
"If you don't want to go then brother don't" I stated patiently
"Why don't one of us go first, just to see if there still there?" he asked
I thought for a moment. He had a point they had no really interest to stay in Forks.
"Very well, Felix?" I said towards the light brown haired vampire "go to Forks, and see if the Cullen's are still there"
He nodded and got up "do you wish for me to go now?"
"Yes, the sooner the better" I replied
Bella's POV
Two days later
Jessica and I were currently shopping.
"So what made you decide to come shopping?" she asked carrying her Le Semme back.
"I don't know really" I shrugged "I guess I was just annoyed at staying home all the time. And thanks Jessica for coming with me"
"No problem" she smiled "o, Victoria Secret"
She dragged me in there and I saw a man with the exact same features as the Cullen's only his eyes were red. Nomad. My heart skipped a beat. Don't let this be another James. I prayed. A brush of wind skimmed past me and I saw him sniff the air, his mouth parted ever so slightly.
I looked away when he was looking ion my direction.
"Bella" Jessica shouted me, I wasn't looking at him, but I saw at the corner of my eye he was looking at me.
"I'm just going in the changing room Jess" I took a handful of lingerie, if this vampire really wanted me; I don't want him hurting Jessica in the process.
I saw him walk with me. Trailing behind.
I sighed and entered the fitting room hanging the underwear on the peg.
I decided to try some of them on later but a knock came to the door,
"Yes?"
"May I come in please, I'm afraid I have to check your purse"
I sighed and opened it. As soon as the lock was undone he barged in, locking the door behind him and pinning me to the wall.
I rolled my eyes.
"Aren't you scared?" he hissed
"No" I said calmly
"Why?"
"Because I know what you are, so hurry up and kill me otherwise get out"
I was really surprised as how confident I was, I wasn't scared at all.
He loosened his grasp slightly,
"Why aren't you scared?" he eyebrows furrowed together
"I know others like you and they hurt me, I've been through the most horrible pain already nothing you can do can scare me"
He looked shocked and a little sympathetic.
"Who?" he asked
I was about to answer but someone knocked on the door.
"Bella, you alright?" Jessica was on the other side of the door,
"Yes hang on"
"Show me Bella, I want to see what you've got"
I looked towards the vampire who was smirking he let go of my neck and stepped aside so I could get the lingerie
"Hang on Jess" I replied not looking away from the vampire. "What's your name?"
"Felix, yours?"
"Bella"
He indicated his hand out
"Pleasure to meet you"
"Hurry up Bella" she said impatiently
"Get out" I hissed to Felix
"I can't she'll see me" he smiled
"You're a vampire, your fast she won't see you"
"Yes she will, she'll feel wind"
I looked at him not amused, I sighed he wasn't going
"Turn towards the wall, don't dare look"
He winked and turned towards the wall, putting his arms around his chest,
I undid my top still looking at Felix's back making sure he was still turned round.
"So who were the other vampires you knew?"
I had put the bra on and was now disposing my trousers
"The Cullen's, I was involved with one of them but…it didn't work out" I said hesitantly
"What happened?"
I hesitated again
"He said he didn't love me"
He nodded
"Keep to the wall" I warned
I opened the door and saw Jessica waiting, she stood there wide eyed
"Bloody hell, look at your stomach"
I laughed; ever since they went away I had been doing exercise to relieve stress.
"o my god" she squealed
"What?"
She turned her head to see a man with black hair sitting in the Café
"That's Rick, the guy I've been seeing"
"Go and talk to him" I offered "I'm done for today anyway"
"Are you sure?" she asked
"Of course see you later"
"Bye" she ran off to the café.
I locked the door behind me
"So can i…" Felix had looked at me and pinned me towards the door before I could recover.
I saw his eyes and they weren't thirsty for my blood more like lust.
"Felix?"
Even though this was wrong, I felt strangely excited; I could feel a pool between my legs. He smirked
"Do you like it rough darling?"
I bit my lip.
And then something came before my eyes.
I was lying in a bed; someone was on top of me. I gasped.
The person pulled back and I saw it was Felix, he smiled down at me, a thin glitter of sweat beaded his forehead.
We were having sex; I could feel my smile grow. He leaned down and kissed me. He entwined our hands together so they were now at the side of my head.
"Bella?"
I came out of what the hell that was and came face to face with a worried look off Felix.
"You ok?"
I paused "I'm not sure"
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