APOV

I came back to reality after my vision with a lurch. I was gasping for breath and swore I could feel the venom in my veins again. I had to remind myself that it wasn't me, it was somebody else. Someone familiar.

I ran up the staircase and into Carlisle's study so fast, I swore I must have been a blur to anyone who was watching me.

"Carlisle," I screamed as I entered his study. He looked up at me in shock before motioning for me to continue.

"We need to get to Bella's. Edward lost control."

He nodded briefly, and we were out the door in a blur of white.

EPOV

I couldn't believe what I had done to Bella. There, under me, lay my one true love writhing in pain as the venom seeped through her veins. I couldn't bring myself to take the venom away, either. I would most likely kill her. I would take her as a vampire if I must, but death was not an option.

Her eyelids fluttered and shut before flying open again. Her eyes were glazed over and looked confused.

"Edward." She whispered before letting go a blood curling scream. I couldn't believe I had done this to her. I would take my vampire life if it were possible to do by myself, and if I could bear to die without her.

Her tiny fists clenched and unclenched at her side and I could tell she was trying not to scream out again. Knowing her, she wouldn't want to hurt me. I saw her eyes clamp shut and she bit her lip hard enough to draw blood, but I doubted she noticed. I remembered my own transformation all to well to know that a cut lip was nothing to notice in comparison.

I officially thought of myself lower than I ever had before. Lower than when I had taken innocent lives for food willingly. I had put my only lover in the most unbearable pain without killing her. If she ever forgave me, I wouldn't deserve it. I would only stay alive to ensure her safety. If she thought it was her fault I had committed suicide she would most likely never forgive herself, and I couldn't put her through anymore pain.

At that moment, I heard the door burst open behind me. At first I thought it was Charlie and I was going to have to explain it to him. Before I could look around, though, my body was being pulled back by small, pixie like arms. I turned to face a glowering Alice. She looked absolutely murderous, and I knew she was fully capable of it.

"Wait here and let Carlisle work his magic. You've done enough." She sneered. This was completely the opposite of what she was usually like. I didn't blame her. I had put her best friend in a terrible situation.

Not more than a minute after Alice had pulled me back, Carlisle emerged in the hall.

"It's too late to stop the flow of the venom. It's starting on her heart right now." He said grimly.

"You do know what this means, Edward?" He looked at me gravely.

"Yes, I am responsible for her actions. I must make sure she doesn't get out of control. I accept the responsibility fully." I looked in his eyes, hoping to find forgiveness there. It was there, buried under the sorrow and despair for Bella's mortal life. He never turned anyone into a vampire unless it was the only chance at survival. That's how I was changed.

"So I guess now all we can do is wait for her to change?" Alice asked from behind my back.

"Yes, we wait." Carlisle nodded at us.

"Wait for what?" We heard a voice to our side. Charlie was home, and it was time to tell the father about his daughter's fate.

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