With Sadie's big sister shrink routine, i managed to make my way back to G major, but think just weren't the same! "ok,jude, that was great but can you try singing it with a little more emotion?" Now if this had been Tommy, rather than Kwest he would have known that you gotta bribe me with a coffee before the 10th take in a row. But i didn't give him any attitude, in fact i was pretty submissive i just sang. It was difficult to adjust though, everything felt completely different, sure i sang but i wasn't signing i was on autopilot i hit the notes but i didn't even hear them.
"Nothing, nothing that i had before,
Means anything, since you walked out that door,
I sit at home and contemplate How long im gonna have to wait to heal my broken heart I don't know where to start"
By this point a wave of tears were testing the boundries of my thick black rimmed eyes.
"And i... fade to you dying dreams leave me blue And i cried, while a part of me died Can i ask you?
Did you notice?
When you left that night you weren't alone You took a part of me and it hurts Coz it only beats for you"
Thats it i had to stop! I fled from the room, heading straight for the womens toilets. I could here Kwest calling in the distance, "Jude, aww come on girl" And with that i spun on my heel. "What did you just call me?" Kwest face paled.
" Huh, i dunno i"
"Don't you ever, and i mean ever call me girl again! he.. i.. no one calls me girl!"
Later that night, when everyone had left the studio i ventured to studio B. This place had always been a real dump so, to take my ming off things, i decided to give it a bit of TLC! I rumaged through numerous boxes of records and paperwork only to stumble across one solitary and new looking box. I reached over and pulled it toward me. "Toms Stuff" The label was written with care and presision and place on a box full of Tommys things and no one thought to tell me. I quickly slid the lid off before i changed my mind. There inside, was a pair of his numerous shades, a douzen parker pens, a wallet, a photo and a journal. Hang on a photo? I turned the photo face up only to be greeted by myself and Tommy on the pier, It was a cute picture i loved it! i folded it over and slipped in my back pocket.
Suddenly i heard loud laughter from the lobby! Gosh who could it be it must have been at least 3.30am! I slid the lid back on the box and scooped it under my arm. I grabbed a mic on my way out of the studio, what a lot of protection that was gonna be. I slowly made my way along the corridor and into the lobby and then i saw them. There were to lanky girls in extremely revealing dresses who were both guzzling on bottles of champagne. Then there was a dark haired guy practicaly passed out on the sofa. "Excuse me, i don't think you should be in here, and how did you get in here?" i spoke with a dominating tone
"hehe," giggled lanky number 1, "chill, lil punk rocker we are nooo trouble!" now it was lanky number 2's turn " And we got in with a key silly" the guy on the sofa let out a moan a the first girl trailed kisses down his neck. " any way what yah got there punk?" Lanky number 2 grabbed the box from my grasp and squinted to read the label. "taking things that don't belong to you tut tut punk!" she said casting the box o the guys lap. "Whats this for your shrine to me?" asked the guy wait shrine, shrine to him?
"Tommy?" I gasped "Tis' moi how many autographs would you like?" the lankys giggled in unison.
i scowled at him as tears welled in my eyes. he rose to his feet and moved closer to me.
"Oh, Jude, hey didn't recognise you there!" his voice rose to a squeak in shock. "This is Mindy and emmmmm??" "Elise" scowled lanky 2.
"well have fun tom i think i should go!" I spun and began to hot foot it to the door.
" hey girl, not so fast, im sorry do you wanna join us"
"you what? im not so sex junkie tease you idiot get a life tommy! i can't believe you"
Tommy sauntered across the room and forced his lips on mine. "But i love you" He whispered pulling away.
"Your drunk Tommy, but i love you!" and with that i walked out!